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Prologue: I understand
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2023-04-15 15:46:44There are things I wish to bring to an end.
But I don’t know if I’m capable of doing any of that alone.
I wish for no more pain, no more misery, and no more death because I believe my kind has gone through enough of it.
I wish for happiness through normal means. I wish for those who come after me to have normal lives.
I do not know if I can achieve it, but I still wish to try.
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>>Roshni
The end of spring
The end of high school.
The weather was wo
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