All Chapters of Lovely Secrets And Lies: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

As soon as Haru walked away. I sat down on my bed, staring at nothing. He proposed sex. I'm not sure what to think or do about it. How can I say no to him when he is so enticing? Charlotte is still my girlfriend, and if I agree to this, I'm cheating on her and, worse, betraying her. He stated that he doesn't care if I'm dating her or not. He only wants me, there are no romantic feelings involved, and he simply wants to have fun. And I want it as well. My body screams for his touch. I scratched my head in frustration, telling myself to stop thinking about it all. He said he gives me two days to accept his offer. I'm the worst person ever; am I truly gay or bisexual, as he claims? No, I don't want to be any of those things. I got out of bed and went to the door, which I opened. I got out and walked over to the dining table to fix my clothes. Charlotte dashed over to me. "Babe, we're having a party today, would you like to come over?" I raised an eyebrow at Charlot

"Not sure. We immediately closed and he just left the class in a hurry,' Ava replied, and Charlotte's mood turned nasty. When I saw that, I knew she was still upset with Jack. Something must have happened for Jack to leave the class like that, or did he go out with a girl without telling me? When I looked at my phone, there was no sign of a missed call or text message from him. "Why didn't you go to the infirmary, instead of coming here if you are not feeling that good?" Shit! Charlotte and her questions, I should have known, she wouldn't let this slide. "I just don't like the smell of that place, it makes me queasy.' I lied, shrugging my shoulders. It isn't exactly a lie that the infirmary makes me nauseous, it wasn't the reason why I didn't go there, it was because of Haru. I noticed he cleaned me up and everything, I wish he could have woken me up and told me he was leaving but instead he left me in the damn Lab. What if the teachers had seen me an

"Like a book, Johan, I know you very well. You'd like to deny it. You don't want me to know because you believe I will treat you unfairly and despise you. Okay, I'm not that kind of person, and I will never be that kind of person. I know I didn't talk to you because I was angry, and I felt like I wasn't as important to you as your best friend. At the very least, I'm the first person you should consider telling it to.' He elaborated."I predicted that you would snap and be disgusted with me. That is why I didn't tell you,' I admitted."Nonetheless, I still snapped and became disgusted. When will I find out about it, in the future or when you are old or dead?' He began to laugh as he said this."Stop laughing, it's not funny,' I said."Come on, Johan, stop pouting.' He said, still laughing."I'm not,' I said, and we both burst out laughing, before he looked at me."So, are you...?""I'm still straight," I replied quickly. I knew what he was going to say."Johan, you're not straight.

"I was chatting with Diego to make a reservation for me and I didn't know you wanted me so bad and so fast,'' he licked my ear with his tongue and moaned. What he was doing to me, made me so aroused and I felt so hot. I wanted to release it so badly, my crotch was hurting me, I couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't hold it in. I started unzipping my trousers and brought out my crotch. I wanted to stroke it immediately, but I didn't want to do that in front of Haru."Touch yourself. It's what you want, so touch yourself.' He urged me. God, this is so embarrassing. "Go on, babe. Unless you want to wait till you get to the club and when you get there, I won't allow you to pour it out and you're going to hold it in and you probably have no idea…' he whispered, close to my ear and kept twisting my nipples. I couldn't wait, so I started stroking myself, going up and down my length with my hand. I was moaning and stroking it, going faster and faster."Yeah, babe. Go faster...ahhh...b

"What!' I gasped."Yes, I believe he is, based on how he has been skipping class and staying alone...' She lowered her head before raising it again. "Oh, and I saw a love bite on his neck three days ago as well,' she said, staring at me.I let out a long sigh. I assumed she knew what I was thinking, but she was saying something irrelevant. "What are you saying right now, he has a girlfriend, Charlotte. Couldn't Charlotte have done something like that to him?' I shook my head, shrugging."No, I'm confident in what I'm saying, and besides, he was alone at...'"Hello?' We both turned to face a voice."Hi?' Ava greeted."Hi, I apologize for bothering you, but when can I please use the restroom?' he inquired."The restroom is that way, enter inside and turn to the left, you will see the restroom there,' Ava happily directed him. He simply nodded. "Thank you,' he muttered and started walking away and then Ava said. "You seem tired; are you alright?' She asked worriedly. He turned to face he