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Lovely Secrets And Lies WHO ARE YOU
"Man, I'm starving. I gotta go order some food.' Leo exited the bathroom, while Haru remained inside and shut the door."Are you okay?" he inquired. I averted my gaze and flushed the tissue into the toilet."I'm fine," I said."You don't seem to be in the mood Johan."I replied, "I'm fine. What else do you wanna know?' I was becoming increasingly irritated with each passing second."I can see it in your eyes that you're not fine," he said. Then, I snapped. "We were supposed to be the only ones coming here, but instead you brought someone else,' What am I doing? "You never told me that we were going to do a threesome, you never mentioned it,'' I said in annoyance. "If you had mentioned it, I would have known what to do."' "Is that what made you angry?' He asked and stared blankly at me and sat down on the tub."Anyone, in my position, will be angry and if it were you, would you also be angry as well?' I explained. He just stared at me, saying nothing. Why is he starin
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies HUMILIATION.
"I'm Dave, as you can see,' he stood in front of me as he smiled devilishly and tugged me back with his hand. "You can't even pick a fight huh?' He still pushed me on my chest and my back was almost hitting the tiles on the wall."Will you stop pushing me? I don't even know who you are and why you are doing this to me,' I shouted angrily."Can everyone see this piece of shit? He can't even pay for just a few bottles. Lowlife,' he shouted and everyone burst out laughing and pointing hands at me. What kind of disgrace is this?"You have the guts to talk to me, in that manner. Do you know who I am?' He laughed hysterically and before I knew it, he poured a whole bottle of drink on me. I was stunned, looking at how wet and soaked I was. How will I go home like this?"Why are you so quiet, Cat got your tongue.'' He continued cracking up and everyone joined in as well. I just stood there, wondering why I agreed to come here in the first place. I shouldn't have come here, this is the most
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies LIFE SOURS.
I don't know how to explain it, but if I was in his position, I wouldn't cry, but rather beat up that motherfucker and maybe end up in prison and that would cause my mom a heart attack. I understand how he feels right now. Johan isn't the type to cry so easily, of course, he's a man. But, a man does cry sometimes and I think the reason Johan cried was because of the humiliation, he had never experienced before and those guys were jerks. How could they do that to him? And, what about Haru?"Have you tried calling Haru,' I asked. At least, he should know that his boyfriend is suffering now."I called him, but he didn't pick up my calls and I don't know why he wasn't picking them up.'"He just left you there, wait a sec. Where did you sleep,' There was no way, it was in his house, right?"In a hotel,' he says."In a hotel and he left you there. Tell me, you guys had sex, didn't you.' I asked and smiled at him. No wonder, he disappeared from the party and couldn't pick up his calls."We ha
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies THE CHAOS
Well, Nolan and Kai started sleeping with each other, every single night and they talked all night and have fun and also make up some stupid jokes about themselves. After that, they sneak out most of the nights and go to the club and make some cool cash.It wasn't a healthy lifestyle and they both knew that and continued with what they were doing.A few weeks passed, Kai saw Nolan laying down on the sofa in the sitting room. As soon as he got close to him, he smiled and smacked his head. "Hey, are you still pissed about that night,' Kai asked.Nolan got up and stared at him. "Ouch! That hurts,' he rubbed his head with his hand and said. "Why should I be pissed and besides he's just a high school boy and a broken little thing, with no cash in him,' Nolan replied sarcastically."Did you see him again,' Kai asked, as he chuckled."I fucking did, but that guy seems like a nuisance to me.'"Why did you say that,'"He wants me in his bed,' he remarked bluntly."Wow! I see. So what hap
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies WHAT WAS GOING ON HERE?
"And, what are you going to do, if I don't shut up. We are both in this together and if he has decided to mess with us, I will show him what I'm made of and I don't care who he is, Haru. Mark my words, we are both entering the music industry, I will do anything to get to the top, even if I have to let those big shots fuck my ass. I'm fucking going to whoop his ass and tell him that whenever he hears my name, he should stay out of it and not even dare to mess with me. Because, in that Industry, Haru,' he came close to Haru. "I will fucking mess him up and wish him death and blacklist him from the industry and there's nothing you can fucking do about it." He pushed Haru out of the way, opened the door and slammed it. Haru sat back down on the chair and was still lost in thoughts. He still couldn't believe that he did this to him, after what they've gone through together and done sorts of things with him. He still couldn't believe his eyes and hoped that this was a dream, he w
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies BADBOY VIBES.
I silently walked towards them and stayed hidden, so they wouldn't be able to see me and eavesdropped on them."You've been here for an hour and you just skipped Class with your boyfriend,' the guy with the blonde said. I had to stretch my head a little to see him. I've never seen him in this school before, is he new here?"Well, if you call him my boyfriend, I don't mind that and you already know we are not dating. Did anyone see us,' Haru asked."No! No one saw you guys, but you guys should be careful and try to control yourselves and don't forget we are still in the school building or premises to be precised. Or else you want to face your father?'"Let's end this discussion here. I have to go now and besides I got a lot of things to catch up dude,' Haru said and started walking away."Alright. I have to go now too and if you know you both want to have sex again. Reduce whatever you say out loud?' He said as he chuckled and walked out of the bathroom.Haru came to my direction and sa
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies UNREQUITED LOVE
"Jack, do you know that guy?'' Ava asked and I looked at him. What are they talking about? I'm curious as well."What guy,' Jack asked confusedly."That guy that asked for directions on where the toilet was at my birthday party,'' she said excitedly."So, what about him,'"Can I get his number, please?'"Why are you asking me, I don't have his number with me. And, what makes you think that I know him?' Jack asked as he raised an eyebrow looking at Ava."I know that you know him. Don't lie to me, you guys kept staring at each other. You must have seen him somewhere and when Charlotte and I were running towards you, he was still there with you. But, the only thing was he entered a car right away so I thought...""Why didn't you tell me that he entered a car, no wonder I didn't see him again,'"Were you looking for him, if you were looking for him, just give me his number and I want to talk to him?'"Oh, I didn't know you had a crush on someone,' Charlotte chuckled."It's not a crush
Last Updated : 2022-11-18Lovely Secrets And Lies BETRAYED AND ABANDONED
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was
Last Updated : 2022-11-18
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Lovely Secrets And Lies THE END.
I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
Lovely Secrets And Lies GRIEF.
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
Lovely Secrets And Lies STARTLED.
"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
Lovely Secrets And Lies NEW WORLD.
"I am happy and please Jack, let's move,' I sighed. I think I know what he wants to say."Does this place remind you of Haru,' Jack said and his gaze fell on me and I felt so scared all of a sudden. Why did he fucking have to bring that up, damn him?"Jack.' I almost replied nervously."Answer me,' he ordered and faced me. I turned my face away from him, what did he expect me to say to him and come on, I've tried countless times to forget about that jerk. I'm moving on with my life, getting successful in anything I do, so why is he bringing up Haru."I'm an adult and not a kid, Jack. This place doesn't remind me of Haru and besides, I haven't been here before and I don't even know him enough to keep thinking about him. Come on, Jack, the past should be in the past and let's forget about it.' I boldly said. He should just stop talking about him, it's been eight years already, damn it."I'm not trying to remind you of the past, you just seem so moody,' he said."I look so moody, doesn't
Lovely Secrets And Lies EIGHT YEARS LATER
EIGHT YEARS LATER."Wow, this apartment is awesome,' Jack exclaimed as he looked around and admired the whole place. Jack ran towards the window and shouted on top of his voice and felt the fresh breeze up in the air."Chill dude, we haven't even bought the apartment yet and you are admiring it,'' Johan said, as he wore his white jumpsuit with his hands in his pocket as he also admired the place."But, the apartment is a good one and I will recommend it to anyone. Fresh air, comfort and it's also spacious too and besides other people are living here and they've enjoyed the place,' The landlord said as he smiled at them."How many rooms are here,' Johan asked."Will you and your friend sleep in the same room,' he asked."Nah. I want my privacy, we should get separate rooms,' Jack grinned. "Wait for a second, don't tell me, there aren't enough rooms?'"We would like separate rooms, hope that wouldn't cost more,' Johan asked."No, it won't cost more. It will be the same price,' he said.
Lovely Secrets And Lies BETRAYED AND ABANDONED
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was
Lovely Secrets And Lies UNREQUITED LOVE
"Jack, do you know that guy?'' Ava asked and I looked at him. What are they talking about? I'm curious as well."What guy,' Jack asked confusedly."That guy that asked for directions on where the toilet was at my birthday party,'' she said excitedly."So, what about him,'"Can I get his number, please?'"Why are you asking me, I don't have his number with me. And, what makes you think that I know him?' Jack asked as he raised an eyebrow looking at Ava."I know that you know him. Don't lie to me, you guys kept staring at each other. You must have seen him somewhere and when Charlotte and I were running towards you, he was still there with you. But, the only thing was he entered a car right away so I thought...""Why didn't you tell me that he entered a car, no wonder I didn't see him again,'"Were you looking for him, if you were looking for him, just give me his number and I want to talk to him?'"Oh, I didn't know you had a crush on someone,' Charlotte chuckled."It's not a crush
Lovely Secrets And Lies BADBOY VIBES.
I silently walked towards them and stayed hidden, so they wouldn't be able to see me and eavesdropped on them."You've been here for an hour and you just skipped Class with your boyfriend,' the guy with the blonde said. I had to stretch my head a little to see him. I've never seen him in this school before, is he new here?"Well, if you call him my boyfriend, I don't mind that and you already know we are not dating. Did anyone see us,' Haru asked."No! No one saw you guys, but you guys should be careful and try to control yourselves and don't forget we are still in the school building or premises to be precised. Or else you want to face your father?'"Let's end this discussion here. I have to go now and besides I got a lot of things to catch up dude,' Haru said and started walking away."Alright. I have to go now too and if you know you both want to have sex again. Reduce whatever you say out loud?' He said as he chuckled and walked out of the bathroom.Haru came to my direction and sa
Lovely Secrets And Lies WHAT WAS GOING ON HERE?
"And, what are you going to do, if I don't shut up. We are both in this together and if he has decided to mess with us, I will show him what I'm made of and I don't care who he is, Haru. Mark my words, we are both entering the music industry, I will do anything to get to the top, even if I have to let those big shots fuck my ass. I'm fucking going to whoop his ass and tell him that whenever he hears my name, he should stay out of it and not even dare to mess with me. Because, in that Industry, Haru,' he came close to Haru. "I will fucking mess him up and wish him death and blacklist him from the industry and there's nothing you can fucking do about it." He pushed Haru out of the way, opened the door and slammed it. Haru sat back down on the chair and was still lost in thoughts. He still couldn't believe that he did this to him, after what they've gone through together and done sorts of things with him. He still couldn't believe his eyes and hoped that this was a dream, he w
