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Lovely Secrets And Lies GRIEF.
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
Lovely Secrets And Lies THE END.
I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
Lovely Secrets And Lies I LOVE YOU
"I love you,' he says. Before I could say a word, he gently held my face and kissed me on my lips. "I love you as well.' When he pulled away from the kiss, I responded. His eyes were filled with sadness and love. What went wrong, and why do I feel like this is the last time I was going to see him? He sighed as he rested his brow on my head. "What is it, Haru?' Something is wrong, I inquired. It's there in my bones and I can feel it. He was weird today. "There isn't anything, Johan.' He smiled sadly at me. Why do I feel like there's something I'm supposed to know?" "Are you sure, because your face shows you're worried?' I cupped my hands around his face and looked him in the eyes. "Tell me, what's wrong, is there anything I can do to help?' "Whenever you look at me like that, Johan, it turns me on.' He said this while still smiling at me. "Don't try to change the subject, Haru, what's the matter?' I know him well, and when he's like this, he always t
Lovely Secrets And Lies HOW IT ALL BEGAN.
I'm a scumbag, a faggot and a two-timer. You could be calling me a bunch of names right now, but hear me out and this isn't really my life, my fault, sometimes you get carried away by emotions and stuff, it still doesn't justify what I did, but hear me out. Yes, Charlotte is my girlfriend. She has always been there for me. We met in kindergarten, went through middle school, and then high school together, and Jack was a part of it all. We first met Ava when we were in high school together. She was always on her own and did things her way. She had no friends, but participating in club activities or sports brought us together because she was good at them and always taught me how to do them. And that's when we became friends, like best friends, and that's when Charlotte and Ava reconciled their feud because Charlotte suspected me of cheating on her with Ava. So, once the misunderstanding was resolved. Despite this, they all became best friends, including Jack and me. Ev
Lovely Secrets And Lies WHAT THE HELL
"Wha...t ... the hell... a...are you talking about,' I stuttered. Why am I stuttering? Why did he say it out loud, out of nowhere? I'm not sure what he's up to; is this a joke or a game? Kissing? He remembered that part. Damn. "I know what I'm saying, what I saw, you kissed me last night. You quickly shoved me away when your girlfriend approached?' he said. I was taken aback by the way he spoke. Is he concerned about it all, shit, he is definitely going to say that I'm a freak. "That's ridiculous. Isn't it revolting to you? I mean, who the hell comes up to his fellow guy one morning and says, "I kissed you while I was drunk? How come it makes no sense to me?' I said this while putting my hands in the pockets of my black trouser. Charlotte indeed came to us, glad I wasn't caught or else I would have been in hell of trouble. I had to run away from Haru, stay in a corner till the party was over before we all went home but that night I couldn't sleep, his lips kept me from slee
Lovely Secrets And Lies NOT GAY.
I'm not gay, don't get me wrong. I can't possibly be that kind of person. But the way he kissed me was still playing over and over in my mind, and it was turning me on. Fuck this groin, it's always getting up. He's a man, not a woman.But it wouldn't listen, so I kept laying my head down, and before I knew it, I drifted off to sleep. "Wake up,' Someone called out to me, "Johan.' When I finally opened my eyes, I saw Ava. She continued to yell my name. "Wake up, and tell me where you've been.' I glanced at her as I slowly opened my eyes. I asked, raising my head from the table. 'Has class ended yet?' "Yes, class has ended, and we are now closed. I've looked all around the school for you.' She whined. "I'm sorry, where are the others?' I asked, my eyes still closed. I'm still feeling drowsy.They're all waiting too except for Charlotte at the school gate, and she is looking for you as well?' She murmured this while resting her hands on her hips. I stood up and started. 'All right, Ev
Lovely Secrets And Lies DEAD MEAT.
"Going out with someone,' I said again, repeating what she had just said. She nodded. "Yes, I'm in a relationship. We've been going out for months, and he loves me so much that he even said, he would like to see you too?' She grinned as she stated this.This is ludicrous; I don't know what to say. She's been dating someone, but she's never admitted it to me. It seems creepy to me. I don't blame her, but this is the first time I've seen her act like this. She appears to be in a pleasant mood. I'm still uneasy, but that's not a terrible thing right? She might as well get married to him in my absence, why now? "Um...I don't want to meet him right now. Perhaps next time, Mom?' I quickly replied. "But he wants to see you, and why don't you want to meet him?' She enquired. "I'm busy, and I want to meet up with the others tonight,' I responded hastily. This is still shocking for me. I don't want to meet whoever is dating her and say. Good evening, my name is Johan. It's nice to meet
Lovely Secrets And Lies GOOD RIDDANCE
When I walked downstairs, I noticed Charlotte staring at me. She appeared to be taken aback. "I'm truly sorry, darling. I fell asleep and didn't hear your calls. Please accept my apologies.' I lamented to her, but what she said afterwards baffled me. "I had no idea you were this attractive,' she exclaimed. "Wait a minute, why are you dressed so differently today?' She was still staring at me up and down when she examined me. Okay, this was not what I expected. I was anticipating her to yell at me, gripe at me, and then drag me along with her to the party. That's exactly what I expected. But what she's saying right now is unexpected. "How?' I raised an eyebrow and double-checked my attire. "You...you simply look so different,' she remarked. "Really?' I inquired. "Yes, it was your mother who told you how to dress today.' She remarked. "No, it wasn't Mom,' I said. " did it myself,' I corrected, confused at her reaction towards my dress. "You did it yoursel
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Lovely Secrets And Lies THE END.
I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
Lovely Secrets And Lies GRIEF.
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
Lovely Secrets And Lies STARTLED.
"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
Lovely Secrets And Lies NEW WORLD.
"I am happy and please Jack, let's move,' I sighed. I think I know what he wants to say."Does this place remind you of Haru,' Jack said and his gaze fell on me and I felt so scared all of a sudden. Why did he fucking have to bring that up, damn him?"Jack.' I almost replied nervously."Answer me,' he ordered and faced me. I turned my face away from him, what did he expect me to say to him and come on, I've tried countless times to forget about that jerk. I'm moving on with my life, getting successful in anything I do, so why is he bringing up Haru."I'm an adult and not a kid, Jack. This place doesn't remind me of Haru and besides, I haven't been here before and I don't even know him enough to keep thinking about him. Come on, Jack, the past should be in the past and let's forget about it.' I boldly said. He should just stop talking about him, it's been eight years already, damn it."I'm not trying to remind you of the past, you just seem so moody,' he said."I look so moody, doesn't
Lovely Secrets And Lies EIGHT YEARS LATER
EIGHT YEARS LATER."Wow, this apartment is awesome,' Jack exclaimed as he looked around and admired the whole place. Jack ran towards the window and shouted on top of his voice and felt the fresh breeze up in the air."Chill dude, we haven't even bought the apartment yet and you are admiring it,'' Johan said, as he wore his white jumpsuit with his hands in his pocket as he also admired the place."But, the apartment is a good one and I will recommend it to anyone. Fresh air, comfort and it's also spacious too and besides other people are living here and they've enjoyed the place,' The landlord said as he smiled at them."How many rooms are here,' Johan asked."Will you and your friend sleep in the same room,' he asked."Nah. I want my privacy, we should get separate rooms,' Jack grinned. "Wait for a second, don't tell me, there aren't enough rooms?'"We would like separate rooms, hope that wouldn't cost more,' Johan asked."No, it won't cost more. It will be the same price,' he said.
Lovely Secrets And Lies BETRAYED AND ABANDONED
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was
Lovely Secrets And Lies UNREQUITED LOVE
"Jack, do you know that guy?'' Ava asked and I looked at him. What are they talking about? I'm curious as well."What guy,' Jack asked confusedly."That guy that asked for directions on where the toilet was at my birthday party,'' she said excitedly."So, what about him,'"Can I get his number, please?'"Why are you asking me, I don't have his number with me. And, what makes you think that I know him?' Jack asked as he raised an eyebrow looking at Ava."I know that you know him. Don't lie to me, you guys kept staring at each other. You must have seen him somewhere and when Charlotte and I were running towards you, he was still there with you. But, the only thing was he entered a car right away so I thought...""Why didn't you tell me that he entered a car, no wonder I didn't see him again,'"Were you looking for him, if you were looking for him, just give me his number and I want to talk to him?'"Oh, I didn't know you had a crush on someone,' Charlotte chuckled."It's not a crush
Lovely Secrets And Lies BADBOY VIBES.
I silently walked towards them and stayed hidden, so they wouldn't be able to see me and eavesdropped on them."You've been here for an hour and you just skipped Class with your boyfriend,' the guy with the blonde said. I had to stretch my head a little to see him. I've never seen him in this school before, is he new here?"Well, if you call him my boyfriend, I don't mind that and you already know we are not dating. Did anyone see us,' Haru asked."No! No one saw you guys, but you guys should be careful and try to control yourselves and don't forget we are still in the school building or premises to be precised. Or else you want to face your father?'"Let's end this discussion here. I have to go now and besides I got a lot of things to catch up dude,' Haru said and started walking away."Alright. I have to go now too and if you know you both want to have sex again. Reduce whatever you say out loud?' He said as he chuckled and walked out of the bathroom.Haru came to my direction and sa
Lovely Secrets And Lies WHAT WAS GOING ON HERE?
"And, what are you going to do, if I don't shut up. We are both in this together and if he has decided to mess with us, I will show him what I'm made of and I don't care who he is, Haru. Mark my words, we are both entering the music industry, I will do anything to get to the top, even if I have to let those big shots fuck my ass. I'm fucking going to whoop his ass and tell him that whenever he hears my name, he should stay out of it and not even dare to mess with me. Because, in that Industry, Haru,' he came close to Haru. "I will fucking mess him up and wish him death and blacklist him from the industry and there's nothing you can fucking do about it." He pushed Haru out of the way, opened the door and slammed it. Haru sat back down on the chair and was still lost in thoughts. He still couldn't believe that he did this to him, after what they've gone through together and done sorts of things with him. He still couldn't believe his eyes and hoped that this was a dream, he w
