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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Going out with someone,' I said again, repeating what she had just said.
She nodded. "Yes, I'm in a relationship. We've been going out for months, and he loves me so much that he even said, he would like to see you too?' She grinned as she stated this.This is ludicrous; I don't know what to say. She's been dating someone, but she's never admitted it to me. It seems creepy to me. I don't blame her, but this is the first time I've seen her act like this. She appears to be in a pleasant mood. I'm still uneasy, but that's not a terrible thing right? She might as well get married to him in my absence, why now? "Um...I don't want to meet him right now. Perhaps next time, Mom?' I quickly replied. "But he wants to see you, and why don't you want to meet him?' She enquired. "I'm busy, and I want to meet up with the others tonight,' I responded hastily. This is still shocking for me. I don't want to meet whoever is dating her and say. Good evening, my name is Johan. It's nice to meet you, my mother has told me a lot about you, and then I stretched my hand for a handshake. And then he extends his hand to shake mine and says. "It's also good to meet you, you know, your mother has told me a lot about you too, and he smiles at me. I don't want that kind of introduction right now. "Meet up with the others,' she said with a grimace. 'Why?' She inquired. 'It's because we're hosting a karaoke party, and the entire school is coming.' I elaborated. "Isn't it a little risky?' she explored. "No, Mom,' I say. "It's not dangerous, believe me. Everything will be fine, and I will arrive before 10 or 11 p.m. Don't be concerned about me, and relax your thoughts,' I comforted her. "You…you don't seem happy about the news.' "What news?' I frowned. "That I'm dating someone, you look upset about it.' I sighed. "Mom, whoever you are dating is not my business, you said he wanted to see me and I said I was busy." I shrugged. "Doesn't look like I'm upset.' She smiled. "I will be waiting for you, but just know that I want to be happy and I met that person who accepted me for who I am.' She laughed. "I will always love you no matter what, Johan.' "I will be going soon.' I muttered. "Fine, please be careful.' she added as she held me tightly. "You're maturing now, my boy has grown,' She said this while smiling warmly at me. "I know, mum, and take care of yourself as well.' I said as I smiled at her. Then she stood up and exited my room, closing the door behind her. As soon as I lay down. She pushed open the door once more. "Johan, where is Elsa?' She inquired. I raised my head and said. "I haven't seen her since I returned. Perhaps she's in her room,' I said, and she nodded and shut the door. I'm not upset or let's say I am upset and it's not because she loves someone, it was because she held it away from me for a long time, concealing the truth. That's pissing me off, she might as well not tell me at all, I hate stuff like that, it's quite annoying. The time was 6 p.m., according to the clock on the wall. So I still have two hours to go. I fell asleep after just a short nap. "Johan,' I heard someone yell at me while hitting me across the face. However, the hand was small and uncomfortable. "Big brother.' I'm still hearing that person's voice calling my name. I turned to the other side of the bed, expecting Elsa to leave me alone, but she followed me there and began hitting my face. I stood up and glared at her, irritated. "Stop Elsa, it's not humorous, and could you please, for crying out loud, let me sleep?' I grumbled. "I don't want to bother you, but Charlotte said I should tell you to come downstairs right now, sleepyhead,' she murmured, kneeling on my bed in front of me. "Who is that?' I sighed and yawned, not getting what's being said."She's your girlfriend. Charlotte,' she rationalized. "Right, girlfriend,' I muttered as I was about to fall asleep again, and then I realized something. I sprang to my feet and yelled. Holy crap! I got out of bed and began putting off my uniform; I had forgotten that Charlotte had invited me to a party, and here I was sleeping. "I'm going to meet Charlotte, and please make sure I leave the room before you start changing your clothing the next time. Don't be a pervert?' I was taken aback by what she said. 'What!!!! Elsa, can you come back here?' I yelled, but she laughed and rushed away. Children nowadays learn so quickly and retain so much of what they hear in their brains. They don't seem to care if what they're saying is harmful or not. That's why they're children in the first place. She's only seven years old, yet she already knows the word "pervert." That continues to astound me. I quickly changed into my clothes and combed my hair, soaking it with my hair lotion. I sprayed my mouth to remove any odors, not because my breath is horrible, but just in case. I sprayed some perfume and took my phone on top of my bed. Only to see, 10 missed calls from Ava, 25 missed calls from Jack, and 50 from Charlotte. Shit!!!! I'm a dead meat. Charlotte is going to kill me; what kind of sleep was I having that I didn't hear them calling me? I slid the phone into my pocket and checked myself in the mirror to see whether I was looking decent. Now it's time to go.Related chapters
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Lovely Secrets And Lies QUITE TOXIC.
"Why don't we make it $1,000,' another girl implied out of nowhere. This one is even worse; is this some sort of rainbow party? "All right, let's stop at that price, and it's $1,000.' Charlotte yelled, and everyone erupted in joy and cheering. "All right, I will quit now. Let's pick a singer. Who's going to sing for us?' Charlotte inquired, and everyone began shouting "Keith." Keith, I wondered. Does he know how to sing? Then, seemingly out of nowhere, someone yelled. "Haru. Allow him to sing, and I will vote for him.' "Me too, let Haru sing,' another youngster said. Haru? That guy knows how to sing, I didn't know that, where was he? Did he come for this party without informing anyone or… "I had no idea I was also quite popular here,' That voice Is familiar to me. When I turned to face the door, it was Haru. He was giddy with joy, holding a microphone on his phone. He was so hot. "Why don't you let Haru sing?' The same shouted, and everyone began shouting his name, but not
Lovely Secrets And Lies DREADFUL FEELINGS
Everyone sat down, and all eyes were once again drawn to Haru and Keith. But they both sat down instead of standing, which is what they prefer, I think. I couldn't wait for Haru to start singing, so I dropped the bottle of beer on the table and stared at him. Everyone was waiting for them to start singing, but they remained silent and stared at each other.Is this part of what they want to do, or is there something wrong with it? Why was he so dashing tonight, oh, fuck, he was gorgeous and how was someone like this into dudes, man his lips, his muscles, his fragrance was out of this world. Damn, I sound like a pervert. Keith rose to his feet, took the microphone, and inhaled and exhaled. Is he nervous or what? Now that I think about it, Jack didn't use a microphone; instead, he used his voice to sing.Then Keith started singing with the tone playing in the room.When he was done singing, the entire room fell silent.He has such a lovely voice; I had no idea he could sing.
Lovely Secrets And Lies LET HIM GO
"It's really nothing." I stood up from the bed with a reply. I don't care if my head is still hurting because I can bear the pain. I went to the kitchen to see if Jack had made anything to eat because I had smelled something good while sleeping and I can still perceive it. "You can't just tell me it's nothing, Johan?" He said this as he stood by the kitchen door. "Why can't I tell you that? It's entirely up to me whether I tell you or not. I just don't want to say anything, Jack.' I stated solemnly. At the very least, that should indicate to him that I'm not in the mood to talk and even if I want to tell him, he wouldn't understand and where do I even to start from. He stood there for a few minutes while I was taking my plate to dish up some food that Jack had cooked. Oh, sorry my bad. His mother prepares the meals. I noticed him walk away as I was serving myself some food. I'm guessing he understood the language, but I know he will bring it up again, and I thi
Lovely Secrets And Lies YOU GOT ME
"That's right, man. Come on, we have classes tomorrow, and the teacher is going to scold us until the earth falls down,' Jack grumbled. Ava and Charlotte burst out laughing. When I looked at Haru, he was staring at me as well, but I turned my head and left them to talk about boys, girls and such."Where are you going?" Charlotte inquired as she sat down at the table."I'm going to lie down for a while because my head is still hurting a bit," I said."OK, please take care," she said as she blew me a kiss, but I just laughed and started walking away."You didn't blow me a kiss, and you didn't tell me you loved me," she grumbled.I felt embarrassed, but it's not the first time I've done this, or is it because Haru is staring at me while sitting at the table."Hey, do the same thing to her or our eardrums will burst." Jack rolled his eyes as he ate his food at the table, and Ava joined him. I was curious as to when Jack brought his food to the table."Can I do that later?' What is wrong
Lovely Secrets And Lies THE OFFER.
As soon as Haru walked away. I sat down on my bed, staring at nothing. He proposed sex. I'm not sure what to think or do about it. How can I say no to him when he is so enticing? Charlotte is still my girlfriend, and if I agree to this, I'm cheating on her and, worse, betraying her. He stated that he doesn't care if I'm dating her or not. He only wants me, there are no romantic feelings involved, and he simply wants to have fun. And I want it as well. My body screams for his touch. I scratched my head in frustration, telling myself to stop thinking about it all. He said he gives me two days to accept his offer. I'm the worst person ever; am I truly gay or bisexual, as he claims? No, I don't want to be any of those things. I got out of bed and went to the door, which I opened. I got out and walked over to the dining table to fix my clothes. Charlotte dashed over to me. "Babe, we're having a party today, would you like to come over?" I raised an eyebrow at Charlot
Lovely Secrets And Lies DUMBFOUNDED
I stormed furiously out of the classroom, Charlotte has no right to speak to me in that manner; who does she think she is? Without our friendship, I would have become even more enraged with her and insulted her as she deserved. I was just venting about Haru. Because they are my friends, my best friends. I'm envious of Haru, he's attractive and attracts a lot of attention from people and most especially girls, he's wealthy too. Anyone in my shoes will be envious. I sometimes wish he hadn't come to this school because every girl I ask out always says *I'm sorry, I like someone else, and that's Haru. I'm sorry* It's annoying to hear those things from them. It makes me feel inadequate because Haru excels in academics while I am a mediocre student. He's so good at everything that even I can't beat him in sports. He's got everything a lady looks for in a man. That's why it irritates me; I wish I was wealthy, handsome, or even beautiful like him. If that's the righ
Lovely Secrets And Lies LIFE IS NOT FAIR
"Not sure. We immediately closed and he just left the class in a hurry,' Ava replied, and Charlotte's mood turned nasty. When I saw that, I knew she was still upset with Jack. Something must have happened for Jack to leave the class like that, or did he go out with a girl without telling me? When I looked at my phone, there was no sign of a missed call or text message from him. "Why didn't you go to the infirmary, instead of coming here if you are not feeling that good?" Shit! Charlotte and her questions, I should have known, she wouldn't let this slide. "I just don't like the smell of that place, it makes me queasy.' I lied, shrugging my shoulders. It isn't exactly a lie that the infirmary makes me nauseous, it wasn't the reason why I didn't go there, it was because of Haru. I noticed he cleaned me up and everything, I wish he could have woken me up and told me he was leaving but instead he left me in the damn Lab. What if the teachers had seen me an
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Lovely Secrets And Lies THE END.
I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
Lovely Secrets And Lies GRIEF.
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
Lovely Secrets And Lies STARTLED.
"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
Lovely Secrets And Lies NEW WORLD.
"I am happy and please Jack, let's move,' I sighed. I think I know what he wants to say."Does this place remind you of Haru,' Jack said and his gaze fell on me and I felt so scared all of a sudden. Why did he fucking have to bring that up, damn him?"Jack.' I almost replied nervously."Answer me,' he ordered and faced me. I turned my face away from him, what did he expect me to say to him and come on, I've tried countless times to forget about that jerk. I'm moving on with my life, getting successful in anything I do, so why is he bringing up Haru."I'm an adult and not a kid, Jack. This place doesn't remind me of Haru and besides, I haven't been here before and I don't even know him enough to keep thinking about him. Come on, Jack, the past should be in the past and let's forget about it.' I boldly said. He should just stop talking about him, it's been eight years already, damn it."I'm not trying to remind you of the past, you just seem so moody,' he said."I look so moody, doesn't
Lovely Secrets And Lies EIGHT YEARS LATER
EIGHT YEARS LATER."Wow, this apartment is awesome,' Jack exclaimed as he looked around and admired the whole place. Jack ran towards the window and shouted on top of his voice and felt the fresh breeze up in the air."Chill dude, we haven't even bought the apartment yet and you are admiring it,'' Johan said, as he wore his white jumpsuit with his hands in his pocket as he also admired the place."But, the apartment is a good one and I will recommend it to anyone. Fresh air, comfort and it's also spacious too and besides other people are living here and they've enjoyed the place,' The landlord said as he smiled at them."How many rooms are here,' Johan asked."Will you and your friend sleep in the same room,' he asked."Nah. I want my privacy, we should get separate rooms,' Jack grinned. "Wait for a second, don't tell me, there aren't enough rooms?'"We would like separate rooms, hope that wouldn't cost more,' Johan asked."No, it won't cost more. It will be the same price,' he said.
Lovely Secrets And Lies BETRAYED AND ABANDONED
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was
Lovely Secrets And Lies UNREQUITED LOVE
"Jack, do you know that guy?'' Ava asked and I looked at him. What are they talking about? I'm curious as well."What guy,' Jack asked confusedly."That guy that asked for directions on where the toilet was at my birthday party,'' she said excitedly."So, what about him,'"Can I get his number, please?'"Why are you asking me, I don't have his number with me. And, what makes you think that I know him?' Jack asked as he raised an eyebrow looking at Ava."I know that you know him. Don't lie to me, you guys kept staring at each other. You must have seen him somewhere and when Charlotte and I were running towards you, he was still there with you. But, the only thing was he entered a car right away so I thought...""Why didn't you tell me that he entered a car, no wonder I didn't see him again,'"Were you looking for him, if you were looking for him, just give me his number and I want to talk to him?'"Oh, I didn't know you had a crush on someone,' Charlotte chuckled."It's not a crush
Lovely Secrets And Lies BADBOY VIBES.
I silently walked towards them and stayed hidden, so they wouldn't be able to see me and eavesdropped on them."You've been here for an hour and you just skipped Class with your boyfriend,' the guy with the blonde said. I had to stretch my head a little to see him. I've never seen him in this school before, is he new here?"Well, if you call him my boyfriend, I don't mind that and you already know we are not dating. Did anyone see us,' Haru asked."No! No one saw you guys, but you guys should be careful and try to control yourselves and don't forget we are still in the school building or premises to be precised. Or else you want to face your father?'"Let's end this discussion here. I have to go now and besides I got a lot of things to catch up dude,' Haru said and started walking away."Alright. I have to go now too and if you know you both want to have sex again. Reduce whatever you say out loud?' He said as he chuckled and walked out of the bathroom.Haru came to my direction and sa
Lovely Secrets And Lies WHAT WAS GOING ON HERE?
"And, what are you going to do, if I don't shut up. We are both in this together and if he has decided to mess with us, I will show him what I'm made of and I don't care who he is, Haru. Mark my words, we are both entering the music industry, I will do anything to get to the top, even if I have to let those big shots fuck my ass. I'm fucking going to whoop his ass and tell him that whenever he hears my name, he should stay out of it and not even dare to mess with me. Because, in that Industry, Haru,' he came close to Haru. "I will fucking mess him up and wish him death and blacklist him from the industry and there's nothing you can fucking do about it." He pushed Haru out of the way, opened the door and slammed it. Haru sat back down on the chair and was still lost in thoughts. He still couldn't believe that he did this to him, after what they've gone through together and done sorts of things with him. He still couldn't believe his eyes and hoped that this was a dream, he w
