All Chapters of Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

ZEUS- I wanted to feel superior as if I had her in my fist, I wanted to be evil and I blurted out without thinking about the consequences. It doesn’t matter to me, Arthur died and there’s no remorse on my face so, why would I feel guilty when I killed Steffi, she was a no one. After facing the reality, I don’t even feel anything for my father, that bastard used me for his sake and I don’t owe him anything. He wanted me, just to take revenge he never needed a Zeus, he needed an immortal being that would dance on his fingers. That’s how I’ve lived my life so far, burning with the feeling of revenge and gradually turned into a monster. But I don’t hate myself for the way I am, why would I? it’s not easy to turn your humanity off, I did it. Though, there’s a void inside me, as if someone is disappointed in the way I’ve lived perhaps, my younger self. Children are innocent but I don’t even remember if I had that kind of innocence in me or not since, I killed my own mother. No matter how

AURORA-I searched the web sitting beside him, he was closing his eyes and the first thing I read was to keep him conscious. “Don’t close your eyes, look here…”I ordered him dominantly and he quickly opened them, I was very nervous, and started biting my nails, “What?”“Why aren’t you telling me what to do?” I spoke since what I read seemed unbelievable. And if he knows what wolfsbane is then he certainly is aware about it’s cure. He didn’t respond. “Do you want to die… it’s saying burn it. how the fuck am I supposed to burn you…” I roared in anger; I’ve never done anything like this before.He was losing his consciousness, while I was running back and forth to find the lighter, it was the only cure and I will do this, just to save him. “The scissors had wolfsbane in it…” he spoke and my legs stopped working, I hiding from the truth, I didn’t want it to be, I wanted to blame someone else for it. But I at last faced the truth.“You are a Lycan, you could’ve healed by then, you want me

AURORA-“Why is she here?” he muttered in his sleep, is he talking about me or that bitch Leila? I was bringing his temperature down; I was shutting all the voice in my head just to bring myself to cure him.“I want her…” he spoke again, is he talking about me or that slut Leila? I clenched my fist in anger not knowing why am I actually so worked up. I freaking hate this guy, but still, it makes me worried if he’s in pain, what would I name this?His temperature was rising, I looked at his wound it seemed fine there was not much changes in it except it was getting smaller which was a good sign. He was healing, I don’t know much about this world but from what I can interpret is that he didn’t turn on the full moon which gave his body a sudden shock and his healing process stopped.This makes sense and I can’t think anything otherwise, I didn’t sleep last night he was having nightmares, he seemed like a lost kid and I couldn’t leave him alone. He told me how he didn’t want anyone around

AURORA-“Don’t resist or else---” I was trying to speak but she stopped me in between.“Or else? What? You’re gonna kill someone important to me? I have none left… all thanks to you…” I closed my eyes hearing her say those words, I knew they were true but it was painful to hear them directly from her mouth.I went silent realizing that she’s lost a lot because of me, every time I try to talk to her something weird comes out of my mouth and she ends up hating me even more. It’s not like I'm not trying but it isn’t in built, I don’t know how to act in front of her and the only behavior I put forward is the one I have, the worst one she hates.“I was trying to say, or else you’re gonna have to sleep here every day…” she turned around to look at me and I spoke, I pulled her even closer and her body scooped in mine like it’s meant to be.I closed my eyes, I knew she could kill me any moment, I know she wants to but I want to cherish the time I have with her. She’s eventually gonna take her

AURORA-“I thought you aren’t coming today…” I sat down while he was about to drive, I’d just be bored at home perhaps things might change and it wouldn’t be like yesterday. After all I have to focus on my studies and I’ll do that only staying away from any sort of troubles.“I changed my mind…” I sighed not knowing what’s waiting ahead for me, it might be the worst day but it can actually be good too, we drove off and reached in front of my campus in no time. We didn’t speak anything all the while but I could see him smiling from time to time.“I’ll walk you in…” he got down and opened the door for me, all I could see was eyes prying at me. I was shocked and didn’t know what to do since I realized today is gonna be worst. “No, I’ll manage…” perhaps he must've understood that someone might be troubling me, ugh!We both walked inside and I saw Trevor standing in one corner observing us, I don’t know what’s up with him, I never really talked to him to make him act this bizarre way.Not