"But...but i love you" That came out more like a whisper from Kristopher's mouth"If you love me than don't use me as a way to keep living because one day i would die too" A sudden panic and realization hit him. Yes he needed something, a reason to keep living but what if one day that something or reason ended or died.Would he again try to commit suicide?Jude's sudden gesture of hugging him made him stiff.At first he thought he was dreaming but then he relaxed completely hugged her back."I am soo sorry for being this brutal with you Kris but i didn't had a choice. I am truly sorry for everything i ever did to you. if you need help than just ask. i promise to help you. I can consult a doctor or psychiatrist and...."suddenly Kris grip around her hardened as his breathing went uneven"No please anything but psychiatrist. i hate psychiatrist" "Hey,hey,hey! calm down calm down, deep breaths.....focus on my breathing.....breath with me.....1...inhale.....2....exhale.....3....inhale
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