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chapter 68 Alexithymia

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kristopher and The detective's talk ended.

To conclude the detective had to look for a safer way to reach Chonky boy as Kristopher refused to have any connection to the underworld of the internet.

Inside the room Jude was humming. Even though she knew Kristopher had entered the room she kept singing

at this point she don't mind him listening.

"you wrote this one too"

Jude nodded before asking "Wanna hear it?"

Well it was a once in a life time opportunity. Jude offering to sing a song! which was her original

"Wouldn't that be a little hard your vocals. i have heard allergic reactions affects the vocals"

Once again he was met with that stare of her.

This time it was emotions he date not say.

he actually saw tenderness and love.

"i just..... wanna let my feelings out"

He nodded giving her a green signal.

"Mixed feelings and messed up thoughts. why am i unable to express myself. parted my lips to speak but all came out was uhhhh.

i wanna know the feeling of knowing my feelings so
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