All Chapters of Let me in tears: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"It's Lonch's birthday, Wave. I'm bored to go upstairs with my cousins so I decided to stay at the pool area. Lonch told me something while he's beside Magen. Hindi ko alam, his charisma want me to worship him! Ang gwapo at ang linis tingnan even the way he looked at me feels like I'm in danger. Nakakatakot siya tumingin but still... you know ewan," Kwento ko kay Wave habang pinupunasan ang screen ng laptop ko.Nagvivideo call kami at nakapwesto ako sa veranda. Prenteng nakapatong ang laptop ko sa marmol na lamesa dito. We always like this if we have some free time. I saw how his brows furrowed while playing his lips. He looks expensive too! Tumayo ako saglit ang kinuha ang hair brush ko na nakapatong sa side table ng kama ko."He's not your type..." agad akong natigilan dahil sa mahinahon ngunit may pagtataka niyang boses. "Most of your exes are funny when you meet them." He added.I sat again on my chair and brush my long hair. "Yes, that's why I can't understand too! You know I mos

"Bakit ka nandito?"Agad akong napatingin kay Anica na nakataas ang kilay sa 'kin. I fixed some of the strands of her hair that covered her face. I rolled my eyes when she raised her brows again waiting for my answer. She gave me my order, It was a oreo frappucino without espresso."I'm craving for this.." I lied when I looked at my order.She didn't buy my answer and just raised her brows again "Bakit gan'yan outfit mo? Miracle? Ang pagbabago?" She sarcastically asked.I'm wearing a simple maroon t-shirt and a levis jeans partnered with my chunky boots. I held my small bag strap before giving her a playful smile. I was wearing a simple makeup too... just a red liptint and cheek tint also a powder."I just want.." I simply said and turned my back."Mama mo want..." she mocked.Actually, I was here because of Magen. I know that he's here. I sat at the vacant chair and table. I put my elbow on the top of table as I stare at Magen's office. Simula ng lumabas siya ng unit niya at iwan ak

"Akala ko ba secret lang?" I asked Magen when he sat beside me.We're here seating on their sofa. Bahagya pang umuga dahil sa pag-upo niya. He's looking at his phone. He type something, right now he's wearing a simple white t-shirt and jersey short. He looks fresh while me is still wearing this outfit."Liza will always stay here in Cavite. Hindi naman pupunta 'yon ng Manila dahil hindi 'yon mahilig lumabas. Our secret is safe with her," he answered, still typing something.I nodded and moved beside him. I leaned my head on his shoulder. Mukhang hindi naman siya nagulat dahil hinayaan niya lang ako. I can smell his manly scent! I bit my lower lips because of my fluttering heart. He didn't shout at me. I don't know if this is my hobby? I always leaned on the shoulder of my boyfriend. Like, Wave and Hanzel. Hanzel is my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me and the one staying with the same building with us. I was lucky because I didn't see him around. When me and Wave broke up after a months

I'm really inlove with Magen and I can't deny it. I was hurt by loving him and I'm aware with that but still I'm hoping that this love turn into wonderful privileges. I hope that this love will lead me to a serene path. Kung saan ay tahimik at maayos. Kung saan walang pag-iyak at pagluha. Kung saan walang nakakapagod at nagpapapagod.I love him and I'm still willing to take the risk by loving him. Loving someone looks like choosing a color that you want to mixed with another one. For me, love is like a white color in palette. Once we look at it because of our own judgement or own sided then it's hard to figure out the essential of it but when we look at the both side or another judgement then we will find that it's not useless. Na... ah, mahalaga rin pala 'to. Color white, we thought it just useless or not capable on giving us benefit but in another way it was very important because that was the one who makes everything beautiful.Sa pagmamahal kapag tayo ay nasasaktan we will always

"You can stay there..." I pointed my fingers on other room beside my room.I'm seating here on the couch while playing and curling some strand of my hair. I combed my hair using my fingers and lifted my head to look at Anica.She roamed her gaze inside my unit her lips is half parted while holding her backpack. "Ang ganda dito..." she murmured still looking around.The amusement on her face drawn. She's still standing and walking forward and backward.I just smiled at her "Go on, Put your bag inside the room,"She nodded, I watched her entered the room. I pouted when I remembered that Magen will not show up here. He stayed on his office! He said that Anica might know our secret that's why he's not here. Halos mapatalon ako ng biglang bumukas ang pinto ng unit ko!"Bullshit, Denver!" I scolded my cousin, loudly! "Why you have that plastic trumpet horn?!" I shouted.Pakiramdam ko umukit ang ugat ko sa leeg sa malakas kong sigaw habang tinatakpan ang tainga ko. Napapikit ako ng nakita ko