All Chapters of My Gangster Babysitter: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

~Benny~‘I shouldn’t be mad at him. He was only doing the right thing,’ I kept repeating this in my head like a mantra, but his rejection really hit me right where it hurts.Even drunk, I had never offered myself to anyone, not even to Tony. I am intrigued by Kai and what kind of person he truly is.He’s being the gentleman I never thought he was. He knew I might regret it if something happened between us, but it only made me want him even more. How come the person I considered heartless was the one who was doing the right by me?It had been three days since that eventful morning in his bed, and I had been doing everything I could to avoid him. Kai seemed to feel that, and he’d been out all day and only went back home to sleep. He filled the fridge and pantry with everything I would need, from breakfast to dinner. He’d leave breakfast ready for me, and I’d make dinner for the two of us.We’ve fallen into a routine, and I couldn’t even hate him for avoiding me. But I miss him. How can

~Benny~Anchored luxury yachts and fishing vessels lined parallel with an extensive man-made platform with various restaurants, booths, and games. This looks more like a fair than a wharf. People of all ages crowd the dock, and the smell of popcorn, hotdogs, burgers, and delicious sea catches wafts through the air.Justine and I stood at the foot of the platform, waiting for Kai and Liam as they bought tickets, which we will use to pay on the stalls instead of cash. I learned that Wharf Fair is a mayor’s project, and half of the proceeds are dedicated to charity. Also, all the booths and restaurants are locally owned to help promote local tourism and help SMEs on the island.Justine let out a heavy breath, leaning against the thick wood railings. We stood a good three feet away, yet I could feel the weight of her sidelong stare at me.“What?” I asked detachedly. I have a pretty good idea of what’s going through her head. She’s curious, wanting to ask more about what Kai revealed in th

Hi lovelies, I decided to take the rest of this month off from updating Kai and Benny’s story. This decision wasn’t easy. I had to take into consideration the time, effort, and love you’ve already invested in these characters even if we are only at the beginning of their story. I know it’s cruel to leave you hanging like this, but I am going through health issues that I can’t go into details about right now. If things go as planned, updates will continue in October. And please don’t worry, I will be okay. It’s nothing incurable or anything, but I don’t want to burden you guys with my personal problems. I’m really sorry and thank you for understanding. xx 9.13.22

~Benny~ The sand slipped between the gaps in my toes. Without proper running shoes, I was forced to run barefoot on the beach side. The moon cast pale gray light on the coast. Heaving a huge breath, I paused, bending forward with my hands on my knees. My toes touch the wet sand where the waves lap the beach. I couldn’t sleep. Memories of Kai and I kept me tossing and turning in my bed for days. It was past midnight. Apart from the crashing waters and the soft wisp of ocean breeze sweeping my hair, it was an eerie silence. Sighing, I extended to my full height. I need to get my focus together. I don’t even know if I remembered a memory or a fantasy. Kai is hot, sexy, and a real fantasy for women. Any woman with eyes would find him attractive. But everything was too vivid to be a product of my mind. Then I remember our conversation in his bedroom. The difference between his story and what I remember confuses the hell out of me. ‘Did Kai lie to me?’ Shaking my head, my thoughts dri

~Benny~Sinful promises, primal need, and everything in between swirled in Kai’s gray eyes. My body hummed with need as I tugged his shirt over his head, tossing the fabric away. I bit my lip, my dainty hands mapping each ridge and hill of sinewy muscles.Kai watched me with hooded eyes, questioning.“Please,” I beseech, imploring him to give me what I want. I want to feel anything but these nagging fears in the pit of my belly. And at this moment, my body’s buzzing need was the only thing I could focus on. “Please… Kai.”This isn’t like the patio. I have no alcohol in my system. This is me offering myself to this man.Kai gently pressed our mouths together. He swiped his tongue across my lips, asking for entry, and I gave in. His searching tongue found mine, teasing me with delicate and playful strokes. The buzz in my belly amplified as his hand wandered, undoing the belt holding my robe together.He considered me in the light, pushing himself up. He guided the robe down my shoulder.