In the end it was an easy decision to jump in that sports car. I felt like crap, my stomach was still killing and the idea of heading to lectures and seeing Felix, Matt, Cherry and all those others who must despise me was too much.Why not start again. There is no reason to think the world starts and ends with Fyrestone. I don’t have to like Austin, I’m not leaving Fyrestone for love. I’m leaving my dumpster fire of a life and starting again.I almost bottled it this morning. Watching the sun come up on the top of the accommodation block, it was beautiful, calm and fresh. I had my arms wrapped around my legs, only the sound of birdsong. The black rock that contains Berlarot was next to me, quivering with energy. Maybe if I had never got involved with the demon, if I was just a girl who had made up some shit and got caught out I could endure this storm. This anchor around my neck, Berlarot, his weight and guilt is pulling me downhill with him. The water will rush over my face and drow
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