Semua Bab Alpha's Hated Mate: Bab 91 - Bab 100

Arielle's POV When Mirabelle called, I was changing Jacques's diaper, my mother in law was right next to me. I was helping her pack for her trip, Luna Reina and Alpha Enrique travel a lot and since Camilla was the only thing keeping them here for a month or two in between their travels, they have no reason to stay with her gone. Luna Reina is certain Adrian will always treat her daughter like the princess she is and I can't agree more with that fact, I have witnessed first hand how he stares at her when she's oblivious to him seeing her watch him. Camilla always said she wanted a love like mine and Ryan's or like her parents but she shouldn't crave it, the love she and Adrian share is ten times worth wanting compared to ours. Every relationship has its problems, no matter how perfect it might seem to everyone around you. When Ryan and I first started seeing each other it was a whirlwind romance, he swept me off my feet so easily and into my pants so effortlessly. We were rushing ever

****Adrian is napping, I've been trying to get him up for a long time now but he won't put out. He bathed and came back to bed, snuggling against me so badly. I slept so peacefully in his arms, nothing seemed to matter at all. Angel didn't exist but now I'm awake, it's time to get back to reality, Angel is alive and she's having Adrian's baby soon. As much as I would like to stay in this room forever, reality awaits, and it's a fucking bitch. Adrian's hand traces its way down my waist until it finds my ass, squeezing it in his hand. I know he's awake now, he is simply acting lazy because just like me, he doesn't plan on acknowledging reality just yet but he can't pretend none of this happened. It's not a coping mechanism, Adrian needs to be a father to that child and sadly, I don't see him ready enough just yet, he would be a trying father but I will push him to be the best for that child.“Adrian, I know you're awake. Stop pretending and wake up Adrian!” I whine.He shifts in his p

My heart sinks. Everything I should have felt when I saw Angel bleeding on the floor, I feel it now. The fear, the contrition, it's all washing down on me now that I see Camilla at the top of the staircase. She is stiffened in place, tears streaming down her cheeks and nails digging into her trembling hands as she shakes her head at someone. Once again, I'm following a gaze, her gaze, and it leads me to Adrian. “Oh shit,” someone curses beside me. I spare them a glance, it's Santiago. I gulp, my throat suddenly dry at the thoughts running through my mind right now. Camilla wouldn't push Angel, would she? I put a pin on that thought, trying to clear my mind of all possible scenarios, the major one being Angel losing the baby and in my head, it doesn't sound so bad. Am I a bad person for thinking this? Is my hate for Angel so strong that I would be happy about the possible death of her child, an innocent child, my nephew and what could have been—could be Midnight Saints future Alpha?

My hand swipes over my nose and sniffs, “But—where should I go? I chose this pack, this is my pack now.” “Camilla, it was fun while it lasted but I'm sorry. Adrian doesn't want you, he cursed at you but I also don't know where you should go. Ryan will undoubtedly take you back, he loves you so much but I also know he will start a war with us.”I can still feel the blade of his words cutting me deep, he called me embarrassing and worthless. Many people have called me hurtful words, but coming from Adrian, it all stings so bad. “Just what is lacking in me?” I rasp.Michelle sighs, “As your sister, I should say nothing, but if I'm being honest, confidence. You lack a spine. You're a fucking pushover, everyone talks about how weak you are and you know for a fact it bruises Adrian's ego and as if that wasn't enough, Angel put the icing on that cake when she blamed you for the loss of her child.” she shrugs, studying me closely for a reaction. All while she spoke, I was digging my fingern

After a few minutes of screaming the pack house down, I find Adrian, he's with Santiago outside, they're staring at something at a distance so their backs are turned to me. I suck in a breath, my feet furiously striding to meet them. They turn before I reach them, Santiago studying me “How many fucking times do we all have to lose Camilla because of your insolence?” I lash out, jabbing at Adrian's chest, the action making him glare at me in warning. I ignore the warning, I truly need to know why the hell we have to suffer for his mistakes, everything. When he and Camilla have a misunderstanding, he lashes out at her and says this goddamn bullshit he pretends to regret later and Camilla leaves. He doesn't care that their disagreements always inconvenience us too, some of us truly like Camilla. “Belle, we had a discussion.” Santiago warns, his arms crossing over his chest. “I remember that but nowhere in that conversation did I agree to staying quiet when Adrian kicked Camilla out.