All Chapters of THE HEART WANTS WHAT THE HEART WANTS (Part One): Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Ben slept for more than 30 hours. Each time he started showing withdrawal signs, they dose him up through an intravenous injections setup by his bedside, while waiting for him to wake up naturally.For a foodie, he was expected to be super hungry when he woke up so Delvin cooked his favorites in wait for him. But when he woke up, he simply stayed in bed gazing at nothing. When Derrick came to check on him, he was not responsive. He answered Derrick's queries about how he was feeling but his answers were monotonous like they were programmed. A week after, His wrists had healed and the skin peeled to reveal new skin thanks to whatever his maids were applyingg but, Ben was still the same and he was not eating. To get him to eat, Derrick had to threaten him with a repeat of the punishment. He was doing everything they asked him to do but the exciting, jovial, rude, curious boy was gone and in his stead was a distant, long faced, robotic boy wh

A few kilometers away from Czarna Pantera's uptown clubhouse was Asahi attending a private dinner with his Master for the night, ROBERT LEO whom everybody referred to as Mr. Leo. Mr. Leo was a young man in his early thirties, married with three kids. He was also the third son of the second most powerful family in Texas; The Robert's family. The day Asahi returned to Texas from his "ill fated trip" to San Antonio as he called it while narrating his narrow escape to his closest colleague ISABELLA, he met a 3 months rental deal waiting for him. His master had handed his ass over to the infamous Mr. Leo for 90 days. Three months of total submission to a man feared by all twinks for his brutal BDSM techniques. "The number of twinks killed by Mr.Leo during sex could compete with the population of a junior high school students, and that is the man master rented me out to?! Did I offend him?"Asahi had ranted in tears that very evening o

While waiting for Derrick in the toilet, Asahi had switched off his phone but that was not enough. His tracker was still on. If only he knew which of the Chinese gods to pray to. Thankfully, Derrick joined him pretty soon and he started breathing again."Derrick, thank you. I know you will come through for me." He quaked, grabbing Derrick's hand and acting cute. "Why is my club not safe?" Derrick went straight to the point. "Aaah. About that…..Actually your club is the safest place in all of Texas. It's just that my master for the night asked me to leave but I am scared that he would change his mind soon so I want to go incognito throughout the night." Asahi laid his cards plain, his eyes begging Derrick to understand and ask no question." You know I can't help you right?." Derrick asked him. "Please. I just need to stay in a place where my tracker can get disabled just for the night. Derrick, please , you have to help

Ben woke up alone.When he checked the time, it was way into the afternoon and he needed a fix. Looking down, the club was pretty dark and some strip dancers were practicing on the stage. He watched them for sometime then remembered what woke him up……..He needed a fix. Looking around him, he found the table empty. The soup bowls, wine bottles and cups were gone. Why didn't they wake him? Not dwelling on the thought, Ben stood up and left the lounge. When he got to his crib, he quickly ordered for food because his drugs always come with the food. He doesn't even need the whole set of drugs. Just the coke.He went to the balcony and sat down. Ben loved the view. Texas city; The city that never dies. For Ben, Texas City was his future. If things had gone the way he planned, he would have finished high school that spring, moved to College of Mainland (COM) to study Chemistry and after

Back in Texas within an hour, Derrick went to see Ben and found him sleeping outside. Having seen the tray of food in the living room, he knew the boy was still not eating of his own volition and was going to scold him but when he got outside, Ben was crying in his sleep.He knew immediately that the boy was dreaming about a bad memory. Rolph had gone through the same. Sometimes he remembered the dream and sometimes, he didn't. Signing, Derrick stooped and gently shook Ben's shoulder until the boy opened his eyes."Maaa!" Ben whimpered expectantly when he saw Derrick. His eyes then cleared and he quickly sat up. He cleared his throat in embarrassment."Derrick. You are back."" Why is there a tray of food left untouched in there?" Derrick asked in an armless voice. He couldn't bring himself to scold the boy again."Errm...i was going to eat but slept off….i will go eat it now."Ben stood up."It's cold alr