Lahat ng Kabanata ng Decisions and Destiny: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

In every novel, there comes a stage when everything goes into disarray and same thing happened to me. I looked at the arm still slung over my shoulder and remembered how I whispered my heart out many times over and over last night. I remembered how he didn’t react even once but still, I remembered what we did on the dance floor. He kissed me, leaned in, and took me in his arms. I looked at his calm face and wondered what I would do if he said something to break my heart. I wasn’t in love but this like was enough to break my heart. This was the most I’ve ever liked a person. I smiled as a tear fell from my eye and I wanted to run away. I was embarrassed, so, so embarrassed. I didn’t want to like him at all. He doesn’t even know how much food I eat in breakfast. He doesn’t care what I do in a day, we don’t talk over the phone, he isn’t a reliable boyfriend. Nothing about him matched what I thought I wanted in a guy, then why, why I want to be with him.

I finished my word and threw some stuff in the cardboard box I readied to leave with my things. Leaving this job just after three and a half months made me surprised over how attached I was to this place in just a brief time.It also reminded of a line my mom said and repeated over so many times.‘Doesn’t matter how fleeting time is, you fall for even the smallest thing and loves everything about it.’According to her, that’s why she ever loves dad.She fell for the smallest habit of his, every part of her came to love him.She fell in love with her job of homemaking, even though she always wanted to work, be employed in a big fat company but she chose my dad and his school over everything else, helped him with it. Without mom, dad says he is nothing and that was the kind of love I look up to.I always remember the regrets they had, of not being the firsts of each other but they were just regrets and they say with tim

“So cute!!!”Click!Click!Click!I turned around and snuggled, covering my ears and slept while my arms pulled my pillow closer.My pillow almost turned around before I grabbed it again. I mean, you are my pillow, what are you bending for?I pulled on the pillow tighter when the pillow hugged me back and I felt all the warmth of the world as the temperature was just right. I want back to sleep when another sound of shutter fell into my ears, and I yawned before I tried to snuggle more into the pillow.“She is looking so adorable…” My mom’s voice rang in my ears as something covered my ears and finally, a nice silence.My sleep went away though…I turned to look at my mom who was still smiling at me and I smiled and opened my hands to hug her, but the hug didn’t come, and my mom was looking behind me as two hands encircled my waist, and my sleepy self was pulled back as I

 After a hot dinner with ice-cold air, three people stood in my room, including me, as we all looked at the queen-sized cute bed and then the size of our body.“I think, one of you should sleep in the guestroom.” I said and moved inside deciding to not point out who should because I felt if I did, I might be shot. With a gun. In the gut.“You decide.” Alisha said and I turned to look at her.“What?” I said as I looked at her and a terrifying thought came to me.She is here to mess with Alex.Oh, this really won’t end well.Let’s watch till the end.The excitement of watching the fight between two extremes lightened my spirit to see who will win and who will lose.“I think you should decide which one of us will sleep by your side. Afterall, you’re the owner.” Alisha said as she smirked and looked at Alex who lo

 I stared at the engagement ring sitting on my finger and then at the man who made me wear it and even placed his hand on my waist accepting congratulations and flattery while smiling at me every so often. I looked at my side to see my best friend flirting with my new sister-in-law and sighed. Everyone's having fun but me. "Hey, Amy, why are you sighing?" Cute Clara came to me dressed in her pretty princess dress and Alex suddenly bent down to pick her in his arms allowing her to lean onto him while making sure she is in the middle of both of us while smiling at me. I heard the flash and knew another picture to grieve over has been taken and wondered why and how he is always so ready to snap and take pictures. He kissed Clara's cheek and Clara turned her head towards me before tuning it sideways and using her finger po