All Chapters of Chasing Tara: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Jake and I were currently watching Fifty Shades of Grey and it was getting weird and uncomfortable at every heated scene.I had already fed Bella and surprisingly Jake put her to sleep. Yeah, he did. He actually knew how to hold a baby.Who am I kidding? I had to call him a chicken and threaten to tell everyone that he was scared of a baby before he took her.I was just waiting for Damon's text so that I could go get him and bring him here. Which reminds me why was Jake not in school?"Jake?" I asked."Mhmm." He hummed in response. What a lazy pig! "Why were you not in school?" I asked.He sat up and scratched his neck and looked away from me."Oh, I was buying something for my mom." I nodded and focused on the movie."I know you're lying but I'll pretend to believe you. You tell me when you feel ready." I said.It wasn't enough. Why did he always lie while I was literally forced to tell the truth?. I decided to

I woke up from a dreamless sleep to hear a piercing and screeching noise. It sounded like someone was dragging a chair across the floor. It was so loud and annoying.I jumped up and fell to the floor with my legs tangled in the sheets. It hurt for a minute before it stopped.I groaned in annoyance as Jake laughed his heart put like a hyena on drugs.  Although he sounded adorable when he laughed.Why was he still here? I rolled my eyes and ignored him as I got up.I could hear so many voices. They were so loud and were arguing. "What's going on?" I asked Jake when he stopped laughing.He stood in front of my door as though he was guarding it. I narrowed my eyes at him. He just shrugged. He looked kinda hot doing that.His eyes seemed brighter and his hair was in a perfect mess. His tight shirt outlined his six packs and his bulging biceps. Jake had really changed.I wonder if he works out. Eeew, what the hell is wrong with me? Was

When I woke up, it was eerily quiet. It was so quiet that I lay on the hard and cold surface and decided not to open my eyes.I could feel something drying on the left side of my face. I stayed as rigid as I could be until I was ready to open my eyes.When I did, I saw nothing. Yes, nothing. There was no light. There was darkness everywhere. I tried to lift my hands to my face but I froze when I heard the rattle of chains.It was then that I realized that I was chained to the ground. Even with my heightened senses I couldn't see anything. I tried getting the chains of but I couldn't.As hot tears of fear and frustration rolled down my face I tried to contact Jake. I groaned in pain as I was met with a sharp pain in my head.Someone was blocking the link. A very powerful someone. There was no need in trying. I had to save my energy or what was left of it since I hadn't fed.I didn't know where I was or who had taken me. The lat th

I've lost hope. Now all I feel is this black hole in my heart. Now one cares about me. I've been here for a long while now.I keep going back to the arena. I have cuts and wounds everywhere. Sometimes the crowd participated and beat me up.As usual, i smelt death. Then I heard his cold and calculated footsteps. A cold shiver went down my spine.I was scared. Yes, he had managed to get me terrified and insane. On some days he injected me with drugs.I would be high and suddenly pain would pierce my pleasure induced world. It was then that I would know that I was in the arena.Sometimes, I would be alone in the dark and people would start beating me. They drew blood from me almost everyday.Sometimes I was chained to a pole and everyone was allowed to beat me. I could feel something surfacing. Like a hidden memory.It haunted me in my sleep. I could hear the voices in my head, telling me to die and that I was worthless.

It was morning but there was no light in my room. I had used my powers to change the curtains into black.My room was filled with smoke and I was blasting music from my phone. I was so happy and high.I had used up all my bags. Turns out there was a wine  cellar in the basement so I grabbed a few bottles.Now I lay on the floor staring at the ceiling and giggling. I heard the door open and close after a few footsteps.But I didn't care. I wasn't in the right mind frame. I was tired of living like this but now I was going to rebel.I was going to stop taking people's shit. I was gonna live my life the way I  wanted it and no one was gonna stop me.My bedroom door opened and I heard footsteps. I heard someone gasp as another person broke into tears but i didn't care.I felt strong arms grab me and raise me from the floor but I couldn't stand so the person carried me.I wasn't scared. I had been through worse. I co