All Chapters of Crazy in Love : Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

The house is chaotic, and it seems like nobody lives there. I'm always not around, only gone home to sleep, then rise again to leave. Yes, my unit is here in Makati, where I have stayed for almost three years since I graduated in the Business Management course.We are in the industry of clothing and manufacturing. I desperately wanted to live independently and separate from my parents, so at 20, I worked hard to get away from them. At first, they were against it, but they couldn't control me either. It's challenging to stay with them, having big expectations from me, especially since I'm their only child. Wanting me to manage our business, get married on time, and give them grandchildren. Unfortunately, I can't provide it, being a lesbian and still in the closet. When I was young, there was something strange about me. I'm more okay with women than men and even end up in a fight when talking to them. I disregarded the fact until I met Billy in high school and felt love at first sigh

"Good morning, ma'am," Natalie greeted me as I entered the lobby—the receptionist who's always kind and has feelings for me. She is gorgeous, kind, and sweet. I met her once during a company outing. I still remember her wearing a swimsuit that showed her excellent body shape and beautiful and innocent face. Yet, I can't imagine myself falling despite her attention implying to me. I was so fucking blinded, loving my best friend, and could no longer see other beauties around me. ~~~ I was busy analyzing the documents for the new branch to be opened in my office. Someone's knocking on my door with an urgent. Today, I never thought it would happen, doubting it like it was just kind of a prank. My gaze turned to my secretary when she entered as I was holding papers."I'm so sorry for the disturbance, Ms. Hannah, but someone in the lobby is looking for you, compelling." it seemed serious as she stated it. Anna is my secretary who handles my schedules and sometimes does client transact

It's been two weeks since I stopped going to work. I'm depressed, stressed, frustrated, and all the negativity. I can't imagine marrying a stranger. We just had a one-night stand. What the hell? Still, my brain won't agree with it. Struggling but doesn't have any choice. My room was a mess like my life. I didn't bathe for three days, wearing the same clothes and disoriented. Anna has called me several times, yet it didn't bother me. # # # I'm trying to reach out to Billy, needing her the most now. As I dialed her number, "The person you have calling is unavailable." I sighed in dismay, knowing that she only cared when she had no one and was dumped by that fucking guy. Someone to comfort, care for, and pick her up whenever she could no longer handle her drunkenness. I was there as always, but now she's out of reach when I need her badly. It was midday, and I was feeling disturbed as I smelled my own. I realized nothing would change this stupid situation. I was trapped already, so

The sun was out when I opened my eyes next to Ally, sleeping as she was still hugging me. Perhaps tired, I got up first and went for a walk to the sea, quivering as I stepped. There is no denying that she is good in bed, and nothing I did but moan with pleasure. I'm confused about what's wrong with me, but I'm still into Billy, and I can't stop thinking about her, missing her so much that I can't stop longing for her. When I returned to the bungalow, Ally was no longer there. Maybe she would have gone home first and would probably prepare delicious food. # # # "Oh, Hannah, where have you been? I've been looking for you. The food is ready." leading me to the dining room, avoiding her sight. Still fresh in my mind our intercourse last night, every detail of it. How Did that happen again, and what was worst? This time, I was perfectly conscious of everything that occurred. Every move she made all over my body was an intense, inexplicable sensation, fucking driving me crazy. "Is i

It is our first night together as a couple. I must bow to fate and be accustomed to it one way or another. On top of that, making things complicated won't help. I have nothing against Ally, but it won't change my love for Billy. Speaking of Billy, I hear her yelling in rage not far away. That is not possible because she has no idea unless she asks Mom. My mom was not aware of my relationship with Billy. "You whore woman. Where is Hannah? And why you're hiding her?" Billy shouted, full of anger in her voice. Shit! It's her. What is she doing here? It will gonna be a pain in the ass! I headed directly to where the noise was coming from, frowning as I spotted them almost grabbing each other. " Hey! What's going on here. Fuck shit, stop it," splitting them up to cease the commotion building up in between. "There you go, Hannah. Can you tell your best friend who I am so she can stop shouting at me? This bitch!" looking furious at Billy as she emphasizes her fury. "Break off, Ally. Ple