SERAPHINA POVStanding at the window, I allow a few tears to escape as I watch the rogues training in the yard. I don't know if it is the training or the outside that I miss more. I hear Lucas move. I'm not sure if he got up from the bed or just moved where he was sitting, but I tense, anyway. I hold myself very still, just waiting to see what he will do.He doesn't seem to approach me and I relax just a little and focus outside again, but this time I don't see the rogues training I see my family, I see Dominic, Sebastian, Theodore, and Zachary playing chasey with Nathaniel who's carrying Violet, Charlotte, Julian who has Eli on his back, Victoria and Riley. I see Phoenix with Scarlett and Josephine playing with Katrina, Whitney, and Seth. The only one missing is me, which brings fresh tears to my eyes. I think I have missed more of my children's lives because of my past than they have lived.When I start to think about the fact that I miss Violet and Eli's firs
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