All Chapters of Book 2# - Carefully she had wished: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

Rosemary’s PovI hear him moan lowly as his hand squeezes my thigh making me whimper in pain. I try to get off him and begin to start pushing him away with my body ; how ever he seemed to enjoy it. He begins to moan and curse under his breath.“Keep doing that , and I will have no chose but to fuck you!” he grinds through his teeth. I immediately stop , but the look in his eye tells me that he wishes that I did not.“Do you see what you do to me?” he ask , grinding himself against me.“Please stop” I say crying , I feel so helpless. I feel his manhood being rubbed against my sex – I want him to stop , I want him to get off me.“If I see you going out with clothes that shoe men what is mine – I will not hesitate to show them who you belong to”If I see you going out with clothes that shoe men what is mine – I will not hesitate to show them who you belong

Rosemary’s Pov“ My cheeks hu – hurt , that’s wh – why I” I try come up with a believable excuse for flinching. His grip on me loosens completely , and a look of guilt flashes on his face.“I know I apologized for this already but…I am really sorry for hurting you love” I look away from him , trying my best not to rethink what had happened.“Please forgive me baby…You know I only did it because I love you” he tells me , snuggling his face at the crook of my neck.Love me? How could he love me and then hurt me – it made no sense.“I just love you so much that I want to do what is best for you , even if that means putting you in your place” he whispers on my skin , before grazing his tongue on my neck.Is this what love is? That they love you so much that they will resort to hurting you , just so that you are good? It can not be love ,

Rosemary’s Pov“Are you not coming back?” she asks me with a little pout.“I do not think so…”“ My mother had told me that you gave a great speech but regrettably had to leave for some reason. Are you okay?” she asks me with full concern written on her face. I smile , feeling some guilty pleasure in having a friend who actually who cares for me.“Yes yes I am fine…I…I just started to feel a bit nauseous , so I decided to take a rest” I reassure her , while sprinkling a few lies trying my hardest not to tell her that her King is a sick sick man." Do you want anything to eat? Maybe some tea that will help with your nausea?" She asks me , her maiden side peeking through her make up and fancy clothes. "No no , I promise I am just fine - I guess I just need a little sleep and I will be all better. Thank you so much for worrying" she looks at me wit

Rosemary’s PovIt felt like this abuse went on for hours , or even days ; how ever , he stopped at lash number 30. My back is drenched in my blood – it leaks down my back and soaks in to my shorts. Tears are still falling from my eyes , soaking the duvet. He lets go off me , but I do not have the strength to get up this time – I just lay there in. I would say that I was in pain , but I would be lying as I have been numbing from the lashings after the tenth blow. I loosen my teeth from around the duvet , yet not having enough strength to completely let go of it. The collar is then flung next to me face , and my tired eyes widen just an inch at the once transparent gems – they are not coated with my thick blood. The buckle hangs over the bleed , and all I hear the small drips of liquid staining the tiles. I feel him near me , his hot heavy breath fanning my ear.“Don’t you ever disobey me again” he whispers in my

Xavier’s Pov"Why did you drag me over here Frank?" one of the soldier's sleepily ask the other. I know Frank – he is the older soldier that keeps on catching me. Though he seems to like me , I know he will definitely push his feelings aside this time if he catches me."Shut up , I thought I heard something coming from over here" Frank shrewdly whisper yells at the other soldier. I guess he sounds this way because he is working the nightshift – I definitely do not want to get caught now."There's nothing here. No one in their right mind will leave their rooms now just to play in the bushes" The other soldier frustratingly argues."You have a point…" , Frank points out , " Come on , lets get back to our post before they do a routine check" He says walking away. I hear their footsteps fade away as they walk away further and further. I let go of a breath I did not know I was holding , and slowly place my feet on the