Chance KysonI opened my eyes slowly and felt my head was hurting so badly. I turned to see that I was attached to an IV. I sat up slowly and sighed when I realized that I'm in the headquarters."I'm glad to see that you're awake." Dean entered the room and he checked my vitals right away."Are you okay?" He asked and I nodded. I looked out the window and the sun was shining brightly already."Aria was at your house, what did she do?" He asked in a demanding tone and I shook my head."She didn't do anything." I answered truthfully and Dean looked at me suspiciously. He gave me a medicine to drink and he pulled a chair to sit beside my bed.

Dean AlessandroOut of Phoenix, Adrian, Angelo and Chance, I can say that Chance has the most solid foundation. That's why I never really worried about him being whipped when he's screwing Aria. He and Aria went on for four years without getting attach to each other which was a really long time.Chance has been struggling with separation since he was a kid. His family got killed when he was 5 years old. He saw it with his own eyes and imagine the trauma of that. Then he got adopted but the family was not taking care of him that well. He grew up not knowing what's love because he will always end up separating with everyone in his life.Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo left seemed not to affect him but it changed him. He was more quite and cold to them. He let them go

Aria Nielsen"Surprise!" Leah and my mother showed up at my house unannounced. I looked at them confuse and they brought me some of my favorite foods. I've been sick lately, the pregnancy got me good.For the past 3 days, instead of eating a lot of foods.. I was having trouble eating. I felt nauseous smelling food and I kept feeling exhausting."Are you okay?" My mother asked as she looked at me worried. I gave her a nod and Leah smiled when she saw me."I told her because I want her to help you getting through all of this." My mother said and I nodded. I sat down on the sofa feeling sick. I laid on the sofa instead of going to the kitchen with Leah and my mother.

Chance KysonEver since I was a kid, my life has always been rough. I've gone through a lot of shit and that what makes me who I am right now. I live my life everyday knowing, expecting and ready for people to leave.When Phoenix left, I thought I'll be okay. I know he's happy but once he left, I felt empty. Ever since I joined ILLICIT, I've never been happier. I was a part of something and I thought we would be in this together for a long run but I was wrong.Then the second one came along, Adrian left. I started to lose hope after he left. Adrian and I were so close with each other that the moment he left was a hard blow for me. Adrian told me that he was happy to start a new chapter of his life and he even suggested me to do it too.

Chance KysonI just finished my third glass of Whiskey and I never felt better. I was sitting in the dark and looked out the window to see the beautiful night lights. I had a lot of things going on in my mind that I wish I could block it.I need to stop acting like a fool, I need to stop having panic attacks again and again everytime my brain reminds me about Aria going to get married.I'm not a fool, I'm not weak and I'm surely not like Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo.I need to accept the fact that Aria won't be around anymore. She will have a husband and a family. I tried to tell myself that I'm going to be just fine.I got up from the floor and threw myself o