Chance Kyson
Ever since I was a kid, my life has always been rough. I've gone through a lot of shit and that what makes me who I am right now. I live my life everyday knowing, expecting and ready for people to leave.
When Phoenix left, I thought I'll be okay. I know he's happy but once he left, I felt empty. Ever since I joined ILLICIT, I've never been happier. I was a part of something and I thought we would be in this together for a long run but I was wrong.
Then the second one came along, Adrian left. I started to lose hope after he left. Adrian and I were so close with each other that the moment he left was a hard blow for me. Adrian told me that he was happy to start a new chapter of his life and he even suggested me to do it too.
Dean AlessandroChance was falling apart.He doesn't need to say anything, I could see it in his eyes. He was losing hope in life again, just like 11 years ago. His eyes were empty, his face was pale and he was losing it. The history repeat it's self. He was healed when ILLICIT started but now.. he got back again to his lowest point of his life.Me and Chance were indeed the most broken ones in ILLICIT. Without Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo, it was hard for us to cope with life.After Angelo left, Chance began to hate them. He never check on them again, he never wanted to communicate with them again. He hates their significant others too. He told them three that he'll be okay as long as them happy but he was slowly break
Chance KysonI just finished my third glass of Whiskey and I never felt better. I was sitting in the dark and looked out the window to see the beautiful night lights. I had a lot of things going on in my mind that I wish I could block it.I need to stop acting like a fool, I need to stop having panic attacks again and again everytime my brain reminds me about Aria going to get married.I'm not a fool, I'm not weak and I'm surely not like Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo.I need to accept the fact that Aria won't be around anymore. She will have a husband and a family. I tried to tell myself that I'm going to be just fine.I got up from the floor and threw myself o
Chance KysonI was standing in front of one of the building in the headquarters and looked up to the beautiful night sky. I put my hands in my pocket. I took a really deep breath and let it out slowly.These days, I'm trying to adjust myself. I was trying to show that I'm okay in front of everybody when I'm not. I started on jumping back to alcohol a lot and had a hard time to sleep.Everytime, I close my eyes.. I could picture Aria and Heinrich getting married and it was like a nightmare to me.I'm happy for her, she's settling down for good.But why it is so hard for me to let her go? I was confused because slowly.. I'm going back to my old self. I was los
Logan NielsenI looked at my wife who kept pacing back and forth after she got home from London. I looked at her confuse because she seemed like she has a lot of thoughts on her mind. She came back earlier and she looked exhausted and her eyes were puffy.I know my wife won't tell me even though I ask her a thousand times. She will tell me what's on her mind when she wants to."Mandy." I called her and she turned to me."Is everything alright?" I asked and she sat beside me on the sofa. She was going to say something but she backed out immediately. She bit her lower lip and she sighed."Are you stressing about Aria's wedding? If you are, you should not stres
Chance KysonWhen Aria's mother dragged her away, I immediately know that Logan Nielsen is going to give me a long speech regarding his daughter."How are you young man? It's been quite some time since I've seen you." He said as he gave me a small smile but his eyes were ready to kill me any second."I'm good, Your Highness. I've been busy with work." I said and Logan nodded."These days, my heart has been so heavy thinking about sending my daughter away for marriage." He sighed as he looked blankly at the table."I was just hoping that she doesn't pick the wrong man again like 7 years ago." I think he's not talking about me because I've met Aria 5 years ago so who's
Aria Nielsen"Father." I sighed as I sat down looking straight into my father's eyes. He looked away and my mother looked at him sadly."Why do you keep hurting yourself, Aria?" He asked without looking at me."What?""You're pregnant with twins right?" My eyes widen and I turned to my mother."He has to take resp-""I'm not doing it for him to take responsibility or to tie him down, father." I said cutting him and he shook his head disbelief."I don't get your logic, Aria. You've been hurt once but why are you risking yourself to get hurt again for the se
Aria NielsenThe wedding is a week away.I don't even know if I'm ready or not. I'm currently sitting on Chance's lap having a hot makeout session with him. He cupped my face and fasten his pace. He laid me on the bed and started to pull down my sweat pants.I turned off the lights with my remote control so he won't able to see my baby bump. I have a baby bump but it's not too obvious. He could feel it but be might think that I just gain a little bit of weight.I'm on the skinny and fit side so it was hard to tell if I'm pregnant or I just eat a lot of pizza.I took off my hoodie while he was taking off his sweatshirt. He crashed his lips to mine again and h
Dean AlessandroI just arrived in London after having a long week full of meetings. I wanted to check on Chance because I got a lot of reports that he was not doing well.I got into my car and drove towards the headquarters when I got an alert from my phone. I pulled over and before I could check, the head of security called me."Hello.""Mr. Alessandro, Mr. Kyson got into an accident." I could hear my heart stop beating that second."We already send our medical teams.""Send me the location and tell me what happen?" I said as I made a U turn away from the headquarters.