All Chapters of My Damn Salvation: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

“Come on, get on.” He glanced over his left shoulder before looking at me.“Hell no!” I exclaimed as I took a quick step back.I was no longer going to pretend that I was not afraid of this thing.He reached for me but I moved away.“Just get on, Lea.” He shouted over the engine sound.Should I? I thought as I bit my lower lip.“I’ll go slow.” He added but I couldn’t trust him.He seemed too fond of his motorcycle. I observed the way he relished in the revving of its engine just a few seconds ago.“Trust me.” He declared.I sighed, grabbed onto Ryder’s shoulders, and lifted my left leg a little bit to stand on the left peg before swinging my right leg over the motorcycle.  What could go wrong?I spoke too soon.The moment I sat behind him, he revved the engine, driving off before quickly pressing on the brakes causing

Once we reached home, I head up to Ryder’s bedroom and got my remaining stuffs from there.He stayed down to watch some TV.It was already nearing ten o’clock at night.I sighed in relief as soon as I sat down on the bed in my new room.Ryder had surprising ridden his motorcycle at a considerate speed on our way back home.My mind flashed back to what he said to me then.I had just gotten off his bike when he commented with a smirk.“So, how was the ride?” He asked me with a smirk.Was that going to be the only emotion I will ever get from him? I thought.“I’m still never gonna ride this thing.” I muttered with a shrug.“I knew you enjoyed riding this right here. I bet you would want to ride it back someday.” He winked at me as he tapped the seat before getting off.I felt my belly and heart flutter in anticipation.I shook my head to get rid of h

I grabbed his arm from around my waist and slowly lifted it up as I moved away from under it. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from wincing out in pain. I felt like I got hit by a truck. My body muscles screamed the moment I moved. That nightmare drained me out so much that I could still feel the aftermath of it on my body.I glanced back at his face to find him frowning.I stilled before laying his arm down on the bed.He immediately turned around towards me to lie down on his stomach. I quickly got out of his way. His face burrowed deeper into the pillow as his left arm went under it.He looked so cute in his sleep.I stood up when his right arm landed on the pillow I had slept on.I had surprisingly slept well last night after waking up from that nightmare.  I rushed into the bathroom as quietly as possible. The moment I glanced at myself in the mirror, I gasped. I looked horrible. My hair looked a mess like a bird’s n

I was pulled up the stairs and my view of Shelly hastily gulping down her coffee disappeared. I looked up and ahead of myself to find Aubrey rushing upstairs.Shelly really does love food. She told me that she loved eating a lot but she never gains weight. Both of them actually loved eating and this breakfast was a proof of their love for food. I felt full after eating a pancake but they forced me to have the second one.I remembered Shelly telling me that I would have to be nicely fed for our day while they were trying to convince me on eating the second pancake. I never asked them why but now I knew exactly why they were forcing me on eating some more.I completely forgot that I had agreed to go shopping with the girls.I was still pretty shaken up from that nightmare.I felt exhausted and the thought of going outside just brought a churning feeling in my belly. I felt like something bad was going to happen but what, I could not quite put my fing

Ryder’s point of view:The moment the girls left with Lea, I sighed before standing up.I cleared up the kitchen table and washed the dirty dishes.I could hear them giggling and talking but I could not make out what they were talking about when I got upstairs into my bedroom.I made up my bed as my mind flashed back to last night.I remembered rushing out of my bedroom once I heard her gut wrenching screams.I bursted into her room to find her thrashing around as she grabbed onto her hair.She was having a nightmare.I needed to wake her up. She was having a panic attack. It almost looked like she was having a seizure.She was having hard time breathing. She kept gasping for air.I tried shaking her awake but she kept on wailing and screaming at her father to stop.I felt a sudden need to calm her down.After a while of trying to wake her up, her eyes had snapped opened but sh