At First Glance のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Weeks later.I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I  stretch myself and take my phone from the night stand to switch it off when I suddenly realise that I can't move.  Something heavy is lying ontop of me . Juts buy the look of the hair I knew who is was , Eliz.I push her so that she's not on top of me and switch it off." When did you sneak into my bedroom Eliz?"She snuggles and brings me closer and wraps the blanket around us."Hey , don't make me sleep with you. I need to go to work"."Call in sick and you'll go to work next week."Mmm. She was right. It was friday anyways and I won't  get to work the whole day. But, on second thought I'll go. I push her off the bed and she lands on her hip."Ouch why did you do that. Oh my goodness it hurts", she stand up rubbing it."You deserve it , you snuck

Alex's pov.I've been seating here longer than I can remember.  It's been weeks since that incident. And I don't want to talk about it as every flashback makes me want to stab myself a thousand times right now. But it wasn't like I had a choice, I couldn't let him place a single finger on her. He placed me between a rock and a hard place and I ended up making some decisions I knew would shatter her. But she meant everything and I would not want her being hurt because of me.That was the most cruel thing I never thought I'd experience in my life. How could he , I loved her to the core of my heart and seeing  her in tears the other day made my heart crash into a thousand pieces.He means everything to her and I wonder how he has the nerve to be selfish and greedy in that kind of manner and had to even stoop so low.How did I fall for his trick. He didn't fulfill his part of th

A little silence filled the room for a few seconds before I had gathered enough words to say to him. "Wait what?....no I can't ", I say and this time I carefully place my coffee mug that is now a little bit cold since I barely had a sip of it. "Why not , give yourself a second chance". "No that doesn't have anything to do with second chances.  You're crazy were friends not what you think". "Yes I know that but I want us to be more. We've been friends for a very long time now and I think....". "What! No! There's nothing a being freinds for a long time . You're just out of your mind", I say with  venom laced in my voice.  I'm now pissed off . He's been my friend but I didn't know that he'd been patiently waiting for me to break up with him so that he could  say that he wants me.  "This is insane ", this one is going to drive me crazy. Actually all this is just too much to handle.   Jean pull yourself togethe

Sunday went by so fast  and Eliz finally came back.  She filled me in about her amazing weekend with her significant other. She kept filling me  in but somethimes and had to call me when I'd get lost in my thoughts.  She had commented that I was becoming paler, and she was right. The way I looked was horrible, it was as if was sucking the life out of me.  As soon as we finished our binding I went straight to my bedroom and changed into my pyjamas, got inside my bed and dozed off. I wake up to the sound of my alarm the next morning wuth a heavy heart and if you'd ask me when I  got some enough sleep I wouldnt even tell you.  Two hours after getting into bed I woke up feeling less sleepy and I was up the whole night. My heart and mind at war not even giving me atleast eight hours for some peaceful sleep. It wasn't until two hours back that I was able to get some sleep. I force myself to abandon the warmth of my bed and

"Jean "I was fast alseep when I heard hand shaking me."Jean, wake up sweetie ."I peaked with one eye with the other snaped shut as the light from the sun rising over the horizon. My stomcah groaned before my mother's warm fingers brushed my tiny belly.I drifted my gaze from the curtain to the ceiling above a smile was spread across her face when my eyes met my mothers  crystal green emerald eyes."Good morning princess ."The corner of my mouth turned up at the very sight of her forming a warm smile on my face. I sat up straight and "Good morning mom."I flipped my blankets throwing myself into her arms. Beacuse of my light weight she picked me up with ease and headed to the bathroom where I found the bathtub already filled and I threw my clothes carelessly on the floor leaving them on the floor for my mother to pick right after I brushed my teeth