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2024-10-29 19:42:56A little silence filled the room for a few seconds before I had gathered enough words to say to him.
"Wait what?....no I can't ", I say and this time I carefully place my coffee mug that is now a little bit cold since I barely had a sip of it.
"Why not , give yourself a second chance".
"No that doesn't have anything to do with second chances. You're crazy were friends not what you think".
"Yes I know that but I want us to be more. We've been friends for a very long time now and I think....".
"What! No! There's nothing a being freinds for a long time . You're just out of your mind", I say with venom laced in my voice. I'm now pissed off . He's been my friend but I didn't know that he'd been patiently waiting for me to break up with him so that he could say that he wants me.
"This is insane ", this one is going to drive me crazy. Actually all this is just too much to handle. Jean pull yourself togethe
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