All Chapters of Loving Ms. Winters: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Taylor had arrived promptly at seven and the guards escorted the three of us down to the car where Ben was patiently waiting. We drove for about ten minutes before Ben had parked outside of a club called Marquee New York. Security led us in through a special back door entrance where our hands were stamped with a yellow star outlined in black. The back room was quite luxurious with red leather couches and a private mini bar but I was rather excited to get on the dance floor. Being underage I hadn't expected to be able to drink but as Taylor handed each of us a glass of champagne I was happily surprised. "I just wanna say that I am so proud of everyone! Today went perfectly so I'd like to make a toast to our amazing author Blair. Cheers!" Taylor said holding her glass upI rolled my eyes feeling heat rising to my cheeks as we all clinked out glasses together. I took a small sip tasting a hint of peach a

They carried in me the air, strangers copping a feel before passing me to the next section of the crowd. I let myself get lost in the sensation of trusting strangers to keep me in the air, the feeling of strange hands sliding along my body. When I reached the back of the club I was set gently on the floor. There were hot girls circling me as the club spun around me. They all wanted to ask me questions and some kept trying to touch me as we danced. I felt a tap on my shoulder and spun around meeting Alice's dark green eyes set on me. "Hi babe." I smiled awkwardlyShe shook her head "Let's just go.""But I'm having fun!" I whined She shot me a look and I rolled my eyes crossing my arms."Are you being serious right now Blair?" She asked scoffing at me"Yes I am." I grumbled turning back t

I had signed thousands of copies of my new book in the past couple of hours. My mind and body were on autopilot the entire time. I couldn't stop replaying what I could remember of that night in my head. I had felt dead inside since waking up the next morning. I had ruined everything with Alice in one drunken mistake of a night and it was all my fault. I was being reckless and nothing could change what had happened. "You okay?" Ben asked looking at me in the rear view mirrorI shook my head looking down at the floor mats "I fucked everything up Ben.""You did." He nodded in agreement "You really did." Taylor added still looking out the window"I need to fix this but I don't even know where to start." I stated holding my head in my hands "I love her so much.""Then why did you kiss that g

Each day had felt like an eternity over the past week. It was like a never ending nightmare I couldn't wake up from. I felt broken, weak, and most notably more depressed than I've been in a long time. I had showed restraint though too and hadn't had a drop of alcohol despite being offered drinks numerous times at different events. Most people I had met in my travels so far seemed fake, like they only wanted to use me. Some of my fans tried to seduce me and some men in fancy suits had tried to exploit me. Taylor had tried to warn me about all of this in our e-mails before the tour but I didn't believe her. I never thought life would actually be like this, well I guess it wouldn't be if I hadnt fucked up.Alice had always kept me sane and did everything she could to make me feel loved. She was absolute perfection and everything I ever wanted in a partner. She was the light in my life, my hand to hold as I walked through the darkness. She was my everything and somehow

I hadn't been able take my eyes off Alice from the moment I had seen her today. I hadn't even realized how much I had missed her until she was so close and yet so far in some ways. When she had kissed me I had never wanted it to end. She hadn't tried since and I hadn't dared due to the current circumstances surrounding our relationship. After swimming for awhile we had changed back into the outfits I had delivered for tonight. Mine was a tight white dress that cut off at my mid thigh and exposed more of my cleavage than intended. I leaned back against the car waiting for Alice to join me and checked through my missed calls and texts.~Hey, did you make it okay?~ Taylor~Everything okay?~ Taylor~DID THE PLANE CRASH?!~ Taylor~I SEE YOU MADE IT AND THAT THE PLANE DIDN'T CRASH. WTF ARE YOU DOING AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK WITHOUT A SINGLE BIT OF SECURITY~ Taylor~YOUR DATE IS TRENDING ON TWITTER, YOU BETTER