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2.10: Alice’s POV
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I woke up on couch and felt my head throbbing as I tried to process the events of last night. I slowly sat up and held my head in my hands. Blair cheated on me last night with that dumb bitch at the club. I shook my head trying to clear the image from my mind and stood up going over to the mini fridge and retrieving two bottles of water. I went over to the bed and saw Blair passed out on top of the covers with her sparkly gold party dress still clinging to her. I threw the bottle of water at her and she groaned rolling over to face me.
Her eyes brightened as soon as she saw me "Good morning baby."
I scowled at her "Don't call me that."
Her brows tightened into a line as she sat up and stared at me "Did I miss something?"
I snorted shaking my head in disbelief "You seriously don't remember last night?"
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