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*Tristian's POV*This cannot be happening. There's no fucking way."Brother?" Haven asked. "Tris...you told me you were an only child.""I didn't technically say that,""But you didn't tell me you had a brother!""I know! Just-Trevor, what are you doing here?" I asked. "Surprise visit bro. Mom and Dad went on a cruise and told me to come here to be here with you for Christmas. But I see, you already have pretty good company."He looked Haven up and down. I already knew what he was thinking. I knew in his mind he was fucking her brains out. This is what he always did when I had a girlfriend. 

~Haven's POV~Mason pressed me against the door and kissed me hard. It was still missing what Tristian gave me, but I ignored it again. "I've wanted to do this with you since that night we met." Mason whispered against my lips. "You were so fucking beautiful pressed against me like that while we danced.""I knew you wanted me." I grinned. "And now I'm yours."Saying I was anyone's but Tristian's felt kind of strange. Almost like cheating. No. Cheating is what he did. He lied and he had another girl and he used me. He really did just want to bag a virgin. That's all I ever was to him. A conquest.I pulled Mason's jacket off and threw it to the floor before he pulled me towards the b

*Tristian's POV*Eight Months Ago"I'm bored, Tristian." My girlfriend Viola groaned. "Let's go out.""And do what babe?""Get up to some trouble.""Did I hear trouble?" My brother Trevor popped his head into the room. "We could call up the guys and do some joyride antics.""Like destroying some mailboxes, egging some houses, potatoes up car exhausts?" I grinned. "You read my mind, bro." He smirked. "Is that enough trouble for you baby?" I asked Viola.A devilish grin came across her face. "Sure is. Let's fucking go."

~Haven's POV~He didn't say it was that bad. Sure he said people got hurt, but he never mentioned that people actually died! He killed people and he got away with it completely. And then he hid it from me and lied about it. Okay I guess Tristian didn't lie about killing anyone since I hadn't actually asked if he did. But he had to know this was something I wanted to know. I said I wanted to know everything and that most definitely falls under that umbrella. And now here I am trying to justify what he did. This wasn't who I am. Making excuses for manslaughter. It was breaking my heart, but I knew what I had to do. I was about to ruin my favorite holiday. I returned with the potatoes, but didn't sit down. "Can we talk Tristian?"

*Tristian's POV*Being back with Haven was amazing. I was actually glad she knew about everything. There was no weight on my shoulders anymore. I wasn't freaking out about whether I would lose her anymore.I now knew what losing her was like and I couldn't go through it again. Honestly I didn't remember much about our week long break up. I was drunk all the time, trying to drive out thoughts of Haven. I was absolutely pathetic.I had never cried so much in my entire life. I just wanted her back again so my life could make sense.I was determined not to feel like that again. I planned on having Haven forever.+++As much as I really missed all