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Chapter Forty
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2024-10-29 19:42:56*Tristian's POV*
Being back with Haven was amazing. I was actually glad she knew about everything. There was no weight on my shoulders anymore. I wasn't freaking out about whether I would lose her anymore.
I now knew what losing her was like and I couldn't go through it again. Honestly I didn't remember much about our week long break up. I was drunk all the time, trying to drive out thoughts of Haven. I was absolutely pathetic.
I had never cried so much in my entire life. I just wanted her back again so my life could make sense.
I was determined not to feel like that again.
I planned on having Haven forever.
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As much as I really missed all
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