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CHAPTER 51- ALMOST GIVING IN(2)

 Am I still angry at him? Well, I can't say for sure. I felt angry at him because he tried to force himself on me. Getting to know about the bet left my head spinning because he wanted to have me on video.But Chris's words touched me so I have forgiven him."I'm not angry at you", I said, sparing him a glance.He moved closer as he stood in front of me." I am sorry for everything. For threatening you with the video. I…", "Stop it. I understand. You are attracted to me and you were finding it difficult to control the new feeling. In the process, you thought it would be best if we both engage in sexual conduct to control the sexual urges", I explained everything that I feel was the reason behind his actions.His face dropped, as he sat on one of the stools with a sour expression." I never expected I would develop anything for you. And If possible I said some things while drunk yesterday, They are all true", he said, his
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CHAPTER 52- THE RIGHT DECISION

 "I...", I could not make out the words. I'm confused, and frustration is beginning to set in my mind.Bowing my head slightly, I closed my eyes as I felt imaginations coming into my head. The next day after discovering my feelings for the same sex, I prayed for self-control. I also promised not to give in to my feelings.It would be for the best, not only for me but for Joseph. If we engage in sexual pleasures, that cannot reduce the liking we have for each other. It would only ignite the lust as well as the temporary happiness we would enjoy in the meantime. Most importantly, we will both be committing a grievous sin.Even if I give in, I know myself pretty well. A guilty conscience will eat me up, especially when I have promised the Almighty of doing the right thing.'God gave me feelings, not for me to give in to it but to learn how to control them'. I have two choices. One is to give in to this weir
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CHAPTER53-BRINGING BACK MEMORIES

It has been a month since the drama with Joseph. Getting over the attraction I had for him was not as easy as I thought. Knowing fully well I did the right thing by not giving in to my feelings kept me aspiring to put an end to the liking I had for him.I know that I made the right decision. If I should accept Joseph's point of view, things would have been upside down. Not only will we be committing such a shameful act in secret, but we will also be sinning against the Almighty.Embracing your sexuality or controlling your sexual desires are those two options I had but I had to go for the latter because to me it is the best. It can be challenging sometimes having feelings that society shun, but with discipline, determination, and trust in God, everything will be a passing phase as long as you pass the bloom of youth.Although you may not have complete control over your desires, you do have control over your actions. You can choose not to act on wrong d
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CHAPTER 54- PROVERBS

 I tried as much as possible to avoid scoffing at his gesture, as I decided to pretend."Hey. How are you doing Ethan?", I asked, placing more emphasis on his name.Putting on a sky blue trouser with a blue round neck to match, I must confess he looked almost the same as when we were in secondary school, except that he was taller this time. Leaning on the counter, his hands resting on it as he looked intently at me." I came to get drugs for my allergies, but can we perhaps talk outside?", he asked politely.The images of Joseph's nice gestures flashed through memory as I felt lost again. I only have a grudge against Ethan because I feel he likes treating ladies like trash, more of toys that are used and then disposed of while tired of using them."Oh Ethan, you are here. Michael, he asks of you since he came back from school recently. You guys can leave to talk. I will just sit here", Brother Joe's voice rang thro
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CHAPTER 55- DECISION LOCKING IN

CHAPTER 55- DECISION LOCKING INGetting home from my dad's pharmacy, I walked into my brother's room as his eyes were glued to a novel." Hey. Hope I am not disturbing you", I said, as I scanned his bedroom which was medium-sized with a bed, a study table and chair, and a wardrobe coupled with a bookshelf."No brother, You can join me", he said as he stood up, placing the novel on the bookshelf as he searches for something.My eyes scrutinized the whole room, as it fell on a paper beside the study paper. I picked it up as I read through the contents of the paper leaving me speechless.The paper explains the fantasy of a girl for my brother. Not only is she confessing her feelings for him, but she also wants them to be dating. My heart leaped as I read the writing of this girl who seemed rather poetic, as her wordings are crystal clear." Checking something out?", my brother's voice jolted me out of my reverie as I raised my head."Sor
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CHAPTER 56-ALMOST BULLIED BUT SAVED

    Life is often filled with thorns and roses, I must confess that mine is no exception. It has been over 2 years after my encounter with Joseph, making it 4 years in my university.   While on the negative side, I am still attracted to the same sex. Within those two years, I had two likings for the same sex, who happened to be two of my coursemates.    Fortunately, I was able to get over them, as I tried as much as possible to avoid them like plague, admiring them from a distance. It was heartbreaking as I knew the consequences if I got too close to any one of them.   My decision still stands though. As much as I am living, I will never give in to my feeling for the same sex. Once I pass my bloom of yout
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CHAPTER 57- THE NEW PERSONALTY

   He stretched his hand forward in a gentleman style, with a smile on his face.  "I am Michael, a 400-year Pharmacy student", I said, stretching my hand forward for a handshake.   His hand was soft and cold, against my soft and warm hand. I released my hand from him, as I kept searching for the best way to leave him. He is making me nervous.  " I know your name already. Oyedele Michael, the most well-behaved Class Representative of our time. Not only that he is pure and innocent at heart", his voice calming as he leaned forward a little.  "I don't think I deserve those accolades. I make mistakes too sometimes which does not make me pure or innocent as you said", I refuted, my eyes scanning w
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CHAPTER 58- PHILIP

 My eyes kept looking at him as he strolled towards me, a pair of black glasses on his face. The ray of sunlight makes him look more handsome.With a bag strapped at his back, he strolled down, making my breath hitch at every step he took. At that time, I could not help but wish that the carved chair beside me disappear. At least, it would save me from being in close contact with him if he stands up.He moved closer to me as he sat beside me, putting off his glasses."Wow, what are you doing here?", his voice breaking me out of my reverie.He is quite fast with his legs, I thought. I kept quiet looking at the other side, my sight lingering on the goose that appeared in groups, making their small noises." Oh! You look cold which does not fit your personality. I just hope Mrs. Linda apologized to you", those words making my heart beat faster.I could not help but wonder how he was able to make Mrs. Linda apologize to me that easi
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CHAPTER 59- HE IS A CULTUST

    I could not help but groan as I kept moving side by side on the bed. Summoning the all in me, I lifted my head only to be caught in awe. It is night already," I mused, as I felt my head spinning.   I moved out of the bed with my feeble self heading to my study table, as I switched on my phone to reveal the time. Oh no! It is 10 pm. I can't believe I slept till nighttime.   My stomach grumbled, waking me to satisfy my appetite soon. Chris is probably at a friend's place for his project. Since it was his final year, he has been head-on when it comes to projects.   I checked my phone to realize an unknown number of calls, messages a
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CHAPTER 60- THE BIG QUESTION

 Fear could probably be the least of my expressions after knowing the true identity of Phil last night. I lost my appetite even when Chris nudged me to eat. He was the one that later ended up eating it all. According to him, it seems he likes me and thought I might help Phil one way or the other.I am still finding it difficult to digest it. Such a young man who happens to be charming, caring, and respectful. Even when I listed the qualities I liked about him, Chris still told me they do not write it on their foreheads whether they are cultists or not.****Standing in front of the mirror, I could not help but compliment my look. Putting on a grey round neck and black trousers with a black sandal. Chris suggested I put on clothes with his favorite colors."Be calm, I will be at the restaurant. I work there now", Chris said." What? When have you started working there?", I asked"I was transferred yesterday. I could not tell you since yo
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