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CHAPTER 56-ALMOST BULLIED BUT SAVED
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Life is often filled with thorns and roses, I must confess that mine is no exception. It has been over 2 years after my encounter with Joseph, making it 4 years in my university.
While on the negative side, I am still attracted to the same sex. Within those two years, I had two likings for the same sex, who happened to be two of my coursemates.
Fortunately, I was able to get over them, as I tried as much as possible to avoid them like plague, admiring them from a distance. It was heartbreaking as I knew the consequences if I got too close to any one of them.
My decision still stands though. As much as I am living, I will never give in to my feeling for the same sex. Once I pass my bloom of yout
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