All Chapters of IN MY DARKEST HOUR YOU ARE MY LIGHT: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

KELSEY'S POV  It's been three weeks and I've been anxiously waiting for the company's answer since I applied for the job. I just hope that I get a response soon.I'm literally freaking out just thinking about it.  I needed a girl's night out to clear my thoughts and get a positive vibe so I decided to call my best friend Sasha. She immediately picked up on the first ring. "Hey girl friend what's up?" She said cheerfully. I sighed deeply. " I keep freaking out if I get rejected then? The mere just drives me insane. I can't continue working for that prick of a boss." Sasha laughed from the other end. "Relax Kelsey I'm confident that you'll get the job one hundred percent. And about your boss you're definitely right he once made a move on me and squeezed my ass. Oh gosh I sla

 KELSEY'S POV My heart skipped a beat. "Did you say Marcus Devon?" I asked curiously. Sasha gave me a puzzled look. "Yes do you know him?" I ignored her question and took the phone from her. And when I saw his pictures my eyes instantly watered. Why...now. After all these years why now?All the memories and pain were going to haunt me all over again because I was the one who hurt him.But yet I didn't have a choice, did that still make me the villain? I only did what I did because I didn't want to hurt him and I was protecting him from my crazy absurd father. A tear rolled down my cheek.I was filled with regret,anger and resentment. I wish he had refused to believe my words but I know that deep down I broke him.He trusted me and broke his trust and stabbe

KELSEY POV  We were supposed to stay away from each other. He said it himself and he was here standing in front of me pressing his erection against my core.Why would a saint refuse such an open invitation?He wanted me and I wanted him as well. "Marcus..." I moaned softly, almost whispering. " Staying away from you for so long has been a nightmare Kelsey" he rasped quietly breathing hard. He cupped both of my cheeks gently admiring me.My cheeks turned red instantly. His lips met mine in a slow passionate kiss that made me want more of him.He pulled me closer and squeezed my ass tighter. My instincts told me to wrap my legs around his waist and I did so. I could feel my witness pooling instantly. I was so wet for him and I couldn't wait any longer. I needed him to be inside me right now. His touch had ignited the fla

KELSEY POV I kept bumping into people trying to get away from that place as far away as possible. I felt sick to my stomach and I didn't even want to see Marcus's face.Tears threatened to roll down my cheeks Sasha was right and I wished I had listened to her. I wish I hadn't given in and listened to my heart.The horrible scene kept replaying over and over in my head making me nauseous.This was all part of his plan for revenge.I felt like such a fool to have even believed that he could ever love me again.I feel humiliated and stupid I needed to a drink to burn the anger away and pour out my feelings. I didn't want to feel this pain Marcus had caused me.I was going to head home to cry my eyes out but I decided to go to a bar to have a drink. At least it would help me forget about the pain for a little while.I wiped my tears away and got into a taxi. "Where is Ms?" The driver asked in a hi

KELSEY POV  I sighed deeply. Jane had clearly seen my baby bump so there was no point in trying to make an excuse. Jane was like a sister to me. I couldn't lie to her. "Yes I'm pregnant." She clamped her hand over her mouth. "Oh god is that why you haven't been coming to work?" I nodded. She placed her hand on my shoulder. "Kelsey I'm your friend you should have said something I was worried sick about you. And on top of that you were ignoring me calls."  " I know Jane and I'm really sorry I messed up. Everything is just overwhelming since I'm going to have to raise the baby alone." She gave me a puzzled look. " Alone? Why? I shrugged carelessly. " I just don't want him to be a jerk and I want nothing to do with him."