All Chapters of Roommate Romance (Complete): Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

As Toma left, I felt an immeasurable amount of disappointment. Why did he left just like that? Won't he be start acting like a perv whenever he sees me naked?   I settled down at his bed and thought hard about his actions. Why would he leave so suddenly? Is it because he don't want to see me anymore? Did he realize that he doesn't actually love me? Did he hate me now for the rude things I've done to him?   "Aw shit." I feel like crying when I think about it. I'm not usually this emotional, maybe it's the fever working on it but still… why the heck did he just leave me!?   Hours passed by and I couldn't sleep a wink. I haven't even eaten the food he bought. My mind just kept going on and on about Toma. I wanted to call him over the phone though I doubt he'll answer. My fever also went down while I was tirelessly thinking of him, I decided to go f

I opened my eyes to find myself burried in Toma's chest. It was already morning and I was a bit worried that he's going to be late for the first class. "Hey, aren't you going to attend class?" "Not when you're sick, I got to take better care of my boyfriend, you know?" "I'll be in your care then." I said, smiling. He just laughs nervously and blushed hard. "Yeah, and uhm, about last night. I just want to make things clear, I meant all of what I said. Are you not bothered by it?" I chuckled and had to admit something myself. "You know given my circumstances, I'm quite the same. I always see you in a different way before though I always tell myself that you're just a friend. But the feelings were undeniable whenever those girls approach you, I think I'm a jealous type." 

Since Toma had something to do with his other friends, I was left alone to go home. It felt nice being by myself once in a while and I get to sort my thoughts in a more focused manner. I went to the mall to buy some stuff out of boredom before going home. And everytime my eyes see a couple passing by, it would remind me of my thoughts of earlier. Will things be better between us if I was the other gender? I'm still not entirely comfortable with my secret relationship with Toma. I was still very unsure of a lot things, but the only important thing I know right now is that I love him. While I look through some books in the novel section there was this unexpected person who approached me. "Hey! It's nice to see you again, Yuji." Yuu smiled very brightly. "Ah, hey. Nice to see you too." I casually replied. 

He's definitely hiding something from me. "Damn it Yuji, can't you even trust me?" I sighed as I grabbed some snacks off the shelf. I don't feel like seeing him like that right now so I thought of taking a stroll somewhere. After buying the stuff I need, I head some place who knows where. I kept staring at a distance while I sipping on my drink. "Haa… I should've brought an extra jacket." Lately it's been too cold… I'm happy but sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating, is this how it is being with Yuji? It's like a rollercoaster with so many twist and turns. I know he loves me but the way he pushes me away these past few days kinda hits hard. The way how restricted our relationship is, it's almost like a crime to hold his hand in public. "Heh, but I

"Ah!" Yuji fell on the ground as Yuu gave him another hit. He was badly beaten by Yuu along with another guy. While getting beaten, Yuji thought so hard of what reason Yuu could possibly have against him. What has he ever done to him to resort onto a situation like this? "You. Disgusting. Fag!" The two laughed as they kept kicking Yuji down when he tries to get up. They also keep taking some pictures on their phones while they beat Yuji. "…ell… e…" "Hm? Is there something you want to say?" Yuu asked in a mocking tone. He grabs Yuji on the hair and lifts his face off the ground. "Don't keep me waiting, I'll smash your annoying face on the floor." "…tell… me… what did I ever do to you?" He asked with all the strength left in him.