All Chapters of DEVIN: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

~Ren~Dumbfounded, utterly astonished, that’s how I’m feeling at the moment. It’s not that he’s wrong, he’s totally right, yet I don’t want to show him any fucking clue.Am I that easy to read?He looks done perusing my thoughts, Devin broke the eerie silence hovering over us. “I know you…” he slurred. “Too well, agápi mou… coz I love you so much even if you push me away… you’re still the one my heart is longing for… you must love me still…” he shook his head. “You do, you have to…”The pinging of the oven hauled his blabbering about nonsense. He stood up and took out the food while I breathed out.De

~Devin~I couldn’t sleep. All I can think about was kissing her again, feeling her feverish skin against mine. The way she arched her back when I sucked on her nipples. The moans that escaped her full lips with each touch I made with her.Fuck.Being celibate for three years must’ve done its bidding on my mind. My hand is not enough to get me done.I crave her scent, her touch, her lips.She started everything on the island, yet she acted like my touch burned her.Why can’t she just give me a chance?She asked for space; I didn’t argue with her because I didn’t know if I could control myself around her. Re

~Ren~“This is our room, agápi mou,”I pulled the ash-colored duvet closer to my body, my hands fisting the silky cloth too hard, nails digging into my palms.“O-our room?” Stuttering, I sound like a broken record.He took me off guard by taking me here in his penthouse. This was the last place on earth I would want to spend my weekend. I expected him to bring me to another island, or maybe to some fancy vacation spot. Even in a forest for camping would do for me, just not here.This place holds too much memory of us when I was still happy with him. When we were happy together.This bed where we used to cuddle each morning. The ensuite bathroom where

~Ren~ Maybe he had enough of me, he got tired of chasing after me. I’m glad he’s gone - not really. I’m happy he is not bothering me at all - such a liar Ren! I'm celebrating that he’s in someone else’s arms now - liar liar pants on fire. I let myself get drunk, I’ve always been a responsible drinker - not tonight. Drowning myself in alcohol is the only solution I can see at the moment and it’s working pretty fucking well! 

~Ren~ Flashes of camera blinded me as soon as I stood on the first step of the ladder. If not for Knox’s big figure in front of me, I might have gone visionless by now. Natalie and the airport security were trying to pacify the media people, there’s just too many of them. Even the security detail Dad had for me on the tarmac is already helping. There must be hundreds of them down there, waiting for me to set foot on the ground and haul me like hungry hyenas. “Stay behind me, Ren,” Knox grabbed my hand and shielded me with his body as