All Chapters of Accepting the darkness: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

Godric felt like his head was going to explode. What happened to him? He did not know. He felt this stabbing pain, saw the dark aura that had wrapped itself around his body. He opened his eyes in shock, and began to tremble. There were images in front of his eyes that he had never seen before. It was like a movie he couldn't remember. "The ... shame ..." he whispered and couldn't close his mouth in shock. He stood paralyzed while every single image burned itself deeply. Godric never knew exactly what shame he had put on himself, but all this time he had felt a sin. A sin he couldn't explain. The dark wing was the last evidence that Godric didn't want to see it. Even as a child, Godric wanted to have wings like an angel. To be free and to see the world from above, to feel the light of God. But something in him had kept telling him he was not worthy. No matter what Godric had done, how many souls he saved, how many believers he had put on the right path. That dirty feeling was never g

"I was bothered a lot," replied Godric and drew a cross in front of him and said a quiet prayer for the dead angels. Their sacrifices were useless. There shouldn't be any more, Godric thought to himself. But at Lucifer's request, he smiled slightly. Apparently, Lucifer seemed to accept the words anyway. "Time! It has passed, but there is still a lot of time ahead of you that would like to be lived by you. Your world! Can you rebuild yourself. The monastery was just stones, they can be replaced, but not life. You can get the usual fun and experience, but it's much more fun with company. ”Godric smiled openly at the devil. He had nothing to lose. He wanted to meet Lucifer openly, to show how serious he was. Amon also turned to the two when he had made sure that no more angels would come. "Yes! First think of the beautiful company Assiah has to offer! Don't forget all that meat! I'm sure women are much more open today and the meat is much more tender! ”Godric put a hand on

It was deepest night when Godric opened his eyes. A dull pain had not remained, but he was not deterred by it and sat up. When he felt something heavy on his back, Godric felt his wings and breathed a sigh of relief. None of this had been a dream as he had initially thought. The world was saved and he really was an angel. Amon had actually been on earth and now gone to heaven and ... Godric carefully put his index finger to his lips. He had received a kiss from the devil ...Godric could still feel the feel of Louis's lips on his own. They had been so warm ... so intense. The devil had tasted good. A slight blush crept into Godric's face. He had never thought so intensely about a kiss. As a clergyman he had kissed many believers on the forehead, but no one had ever kissed him, and especially not on the mouth. You could see this as your first real kiss. The thought made him shudder and angry at the same time. It wasn't a pure woman who kissed him, it was the devil

"Don't stop ..." Louis purred, which startled Godric. Was he awake? Was he doing all this on purpose? No .. He could see the black haired man sleeping. Apparently just his thoughts were in a department that Godric didn't even want to think about. Should the devil dream wetly, please not with him, he thought to himself. The leg that pressed into his crotch, however, distracted him from further curses against the devil. Godric could clearly feel that his penis was getting harder and harder, literally offering itself to the pampering knee. What should he do? Godric gasped muffled, wanted to free himself from everything without sinning further. But his manhood slowly screamed for more attention. Attention he didn't want to give her, except for a cold shower. Then Godric came up with a saving idea after all, even if this was something he deeply rejected."Oh heavens ..., excuse me," he mumbled and tried to catch Louis demon tail with one hand. If he was so excitable there, he coul

At the end of the mass there was a Lord's Supper, which not only Godric enjoyed, but Louis too. Not only because there were no children there, but because he knew that this was the last point of the event. The Lord's Supper was quick and unspectacular. Godric was happy about all the food, while Louis only took the wine and wondered what this was all about. His remark that the Lord's Supper was exaggerated was just as disliked as the fact that Louis compared wine not to the blood of Jesus but to the blood of men that the Church had shed over the centuries for its hypocrisy. Godric found it difficult to limit the damage, as Louis was very direct. When the Lord's Supper was over, Godric and some priests went into the back room to talk to them about the current situation in his monastery. Eventually this had to be rebuilt and the high rulers had to know that his monastery could not fulfill any tasks at that moment. Meanwhile, Louis waited in the prayer room and stood in front of the cro