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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I was bothered a lot," replied Godric and drew a cross in front of him and said a quiet prayer for the dead angels. Their sacrifices were useless. There shouldn't be any more, Godric thought to himself. But at Lucifer's request, he smiled slightly. Apparently, Lucifer seemed to accept the words anyway. "Time! It has passed, but there is still a lot of time ahead of you that would like to be lived by you. Your world! Can you rebuild yourself. The monastery was just stones, they can be replaced, but not life. You can get the usual fun and experience, but it's much more fun with company. ”Godric smiled openly at the devil. He had nothing to lose. He wanted to meet Lucifer openly, to show how serious he was. Amon also turned to the two when he had made sure that no more angels would come. "Yes! First think of the beautiful company Assiah has to offer! Don't forget all that meat! I'm sure women are much more open today and the meat is much more tender! ”Godric put a hand on
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