All Chapters of Color of Detachment (English) : Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

✑ Capítulo 11  IN the past 3 days, he can really see that she is exhausted. Fauzia slept for 2 days after he gave her the special medicine.  He will not be surprised if Fauzia wakes up for a long time. Her body is recovering from sleep.  He just stared at the girl until he decided to comb her hair.  His hand haven't touched her hair when he stopped, she moved slightly but did not wake up.  He stayed there for an hour, he only brushed her hair while thinking what had happened to her. That thought never leave his mind that he could not accept because he wasn't there when she needs it.   Yesterday, he finally has the guts to know her history. And that was very traumatic for him, there’s no word to describe how much pain she must’ve felt and it’s making him

✑ Capítulo 13  AFTER their dinner he asked his friends to play another game to pass the time, Fauzia is still asleep when he entered the room.  Good thing she’s resting, he’s aiming for her to get better momentarily. No more doubts, worries, and pain that’ll aggravate her.  He yearned for Fauzia’s gazes, that will gaze at him without fear.  “So, what are we gonna play?” Helios was clapping avidly.  “Let’s group into three first, I pick Efron and Lark in my team ‘Austin the great’.” He pulled his two friends.  “Then we are the Tres Mario’s,” Lysandros interjected, he was pointing Anthony and Lawrence.  The three people left looked at each other. 

✑ Capítulo 15  SHE does not know what to answer to him.  Austin continued talking. “Fuck, I may not know you completely but I’m willing to take care of you.”  “You’ll take care of me even if….” She trailed off, thinking carefully about what she will going to say.  “I don’t even know myself anymore…. I don’t even love myself. And yet you’re saying these things to me?” she scoffed.  “You have nothing to gain from me, you are just wasting your time with me.” She was surprised to herself, she straightened out what she wanted to say.  Probably because of the emotion overflowing in her chest.  “This may be cringe but I will shower you with my love. You

✑ Capítulo 17  HE cleared his throat to asked again. “Are you scared when I touch you?” he saw Austin peek at her, removing the hair that covered her face.  “Sometimes, but let me know if you’re going to touch me. Is it okay?” she questioned. She averted her eyes from Austin.  “Yea, I can do that.” Silence filled the room, no one spoke to the two of them again until Austin felt the girl’s equal breathing.  Fauzia has fallen asleep, Austin carefully adjusted her position, he leaned over while his hand rested on his head to watch Fauzia sleeping soundly.  It just entered his mind that Fauzia did not take her medicine yet, Austin prayed that she would not be visited by nightmares.     SHE got

✑ Capítulo 19  WHEN Austin noticed her, he quickly wiped away the tears and smiled at her as if nothing had happened.  “Why did you run? You scared me.” He tried to laugh but failed. “Did I do something you did not like? Tell me I will change it.”  Even before she could answer him, he abruptly put his forehead on her shoulder, he hugged his arm around her waist.  She did not move, her breathing stopped with the sudden move he did.   They stayed like that for a minute until Austin spoke. “I saw you froze when you looked at my parents.” Fauzia was surprised by what he said. "You know them?" he asked again. “If you can’t answer me it’s okay. You have your reasons.”  She almost screamed when Austin picked her up unt