I have two months, to search for Mr grumpy, before I go to the university, and I want to make this happen, I walked outside my room in search of food, , my dream sex drained me. Had I not woken up in my room, it would be hard to believe I didn't have sex, I woke up feeling different, my lips were a little bit swollen like I kissed him for real,or maybe this is as a result of imagining to hard I grabbed an apple from the dinning table, mom never misses it from the grocery list, she always say this with her fingers on the air, " an apple a day keeps the doctor away". Accompanied by my favorite bland fruit I headed out of the kitchen strawberries has this Bland taste I really admire,not to sweet neither bitter . I don't want to get all fat from excess food, I just wish I could eat everything I crave for at any time not minding if it's 11pm in the night or minutes past 6. if wishes were horses, sigh, I would accomplish alot, so back on Mr grumpy, what can
I hurried down the stairs, and out of the house, I have never been this anxious about anything, neither have I been this stupid, going out with a mafia on the second day of meeting him, I stoped at the front door Finally catching my breath. It would be weird meeting him while panting like I just ran away from a lion chade, " you can do this" I walked out the door , just to be escorted by a man, with a tattooed neck, in suits. He looks handsome, with his dirty blonde hair, the wrinkles on his face showed he hasn't smiled In a while. He held my hands,in his manly palm, as he led me to the black oddly shiny car, just down the stairs. I was so nervous, and surprised Mr grumpy actually invited me to a ball, and he bought me clothes, do I need to pay for that as well I got to the car, and the gentleman beside me opened the door for me as I climbed into the car. The way he bowed sent chills down my spine. He is probably older than me, so why is he bowing? Weird I entered the car, hoping
" Pervert", I said as I giggled slightly, I could see Bridges forming on his head he withdrawed his hands immediately, then walked back to his seat, like nothing happened, what have I done this time? Lily keep your mouth shut, for ones, I sat on the seat provided for me opposite him, say something grumpy just anything will do, I cleared my throat, maybe i would distract or provoke him. But he still maintained a poker face, he wasn't affected at all. What do I do now, I can't tolerate the silence anymore, and it seems we are too early, the auction won't start now. I stood up from my seat. To explore the artworks around, though I knew I won't be able to afford any of them anyway, I ran my hands through some art work. It would be nice to have one of these in my room. " Hey, pretty" strong hands pulled me from behind, I turned to meet a bearded man with messy hair. He looked weird and he reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. He held my face with his right hand. As he drew me closer by my
He held my hand in his. I felt really emotional. I really need to leave before I burst out in tears, then I won't only prove that I am a teenager, but someone who is emotionally unstable. I looked towards the window, we were miles past the Shooting stampede, could this day get any worse than it already has. I have no idea where we are heading to, well I know it's not my house nor Kate's, it might be his house. I really don't want to talk or spend the night with him, i might not be able to control my emotions for long, i made an attempt to protest, but I couldn't, he looked worried enough. I didn't want to anger him, more than it already did. We almost lost our life's back there, he still held my hands firmly, like he would never let go, I felt goosebumps all over my body. I made a fool of myself, telling him my feelings, he might find it uncomfortable, maybe that's why he isn't talking to me, the air is really tense, i need to air things out to him, maybe my conscience would stop j
There was another knock at the as I was about to leave the restroom, I know I stayed longer than I should, but why is he panicking, nothing will happen to me, well for now at least. if only he knew I am a different person with him. He is making me a wide cat, " lily are you ok, in there", there's no assassin in the bathroom, why is he worried, if I stay in here too much he might break the door down, I walked out of the restroom with a towel around my chest, as I let my hair fall on my shoulder. I glared at him, he has become so different, he looks bothered than usual, I could see sweat beads on his head, and his fingers knotted tightly " sorry, just that I thought I would never see you again " he said, leaving me shocked. We just met today, is he ok? " Uhm, sorry, just nervous, get a grip of yourself Lucian, uhm bye, get dressed" he said before leaving the room, now I am convinced he's a psycho Mafia, everything has gone south, in 24 hours, I guess that's the best thing to say, I n
I stared at the ceiling for ages, thinking of what life had turned into in twenty four hours. I would have been normal if I stayed at home, Kate dragged me to a club, and here I am, in an ancestorial house with a stranger And now I am drowning in an emotional pool. Should I ask Lucian questions, I have trillions of questions I would love to ask, maybe I should just keep it to myself, it's just teenage foolishness, maybe if I become older I would understand life a little more, I will have everything figured out I am too desperate for love, and it's now catching up with me, there's no way I would fall in love in twenty four hours, and want to be with him for eternity, maybe It is lust not love, I must have the carnal desire to have sex with him, Kate infused this trash in my head now I am a mess. Maybe that's why, I had such erotic dream, I need to focus more on my studies, rather than an impossible love, I sighed in fraustration as I dig my head in-between a pillo
The moment I have been waiting for, "yes " I replied, still holding my breath, can't believe I am married to a mafia, I knew he was holding his breath. It a challenge for both of us, " Lily, if we can't make this work we would never see each other again" he said, Finally, let out the air he has been holding for a long time. Thank you Lucian, for accepting me. He pulled me in for a long and passionate kiss . I am married to a mafia, he unhooked the necklace on his neck, looks like a ring was used as a pendant. He removed the ring then raised my right hand up. He inserted the ring on my finger. I looked majestic, there was a word engraved on it. My love . I was swept by emotion. " It belongs to my mother it was the last piece of her,I could keep to remember her I want you to have it because I know it's safe with you, looking at you I finally accepted that I haven't gotten over my pain and my past but please I don't want to stain your future lily I wa
What kind of husband's leaves his wife after marriage, I even prepared for him, well maybe because he has alot to do, no need working myself up because of him, I still have two month before I head to college. We can make it work, picking up a book from the shelf, titled pedigree by Winnie, I really love African drama, always gives me that vibes I can't find in any other book, half way through it and I am dozing off on my pillow. " Lily!" I heard my name being called outside my door, I was woken by banging sounds on the door, "coming mom" I stood hesitantly, all this would be over in two weeks, "laundry" she said with her teeth gloriously displaced. " Cousin Brian would be coming over for the holidays" mom said, well that's bad, Its always mixed feelings when he comes around, my privacy is always altered with him around, or with her around. Brian, mostly refered to as brianna is my uncle only child, who decided to be gay all of a sudden, it sad to say s
"Come Lily let's swim!He said wow I'm going to be so close to that body, his perfectly sculpted body, this is the temptation I took a step which is the hardest thing for me to do, then followed by another I found myself walking slowly towards him, hit I am being compelled. After seeing his body, I feel a little bit embarrassed now saying his perfect body. I feel insecure. I sustained some scars at home while playing. I hope he doesn't find it irritating he helped me pull my clothes I flinch every time my skin touches his bare skin, this is going to be really very well and hard, I felt warm air on my shoulder, shit no no no don't do that, he kissed my neck, and I threw my head backwards. "When you moan, like that you drive me crazy" he said, then stopped kissing me,the way he restrains himself drives me crazy, even when he is horny like me, shit lily think straight you have lectures in barely two hours, " come" he said and I followed him. I only had my bra
We stayed on the bed a little bit longer, caressing and kisses, Lucian had made me a wild cat, it really nice how he is restraining himself, he kept rubbing his body on mine, he was driving me crazy without having sex with him. The thought of not having sex with him, made my heart rumble, if I don't have sex with him he would have sex with another woman, aside me to stop his urge, what is he falls inlove with that woman after having sex with her. " What is it Lily?" Lucian said as he stopped kissing me, how does he know when I am sad, or when something is not right with me, " do you have sex urges" I asked, it should win an award for the world must silly question. " Yes, I do mostly now but I don't want to stop" he said, I felt embarrassed asking such stupid question, I also feel sex urge, even now I am sexually aroused, that's why I am moaning like a fool. I bit my lips, a little I shouldn't have asked, but I wanted to ask more, " did you have previous girlfri
He must be angry, I need to check what he's up to,I walked out of the bathroom and I saw Lucian looking at the mirror, immediately he saw me he threw the mirror away and it broke. " W-what are you doing here?'' he asked, ``Well, that's the first Lucy didn't notice my presence, I guess he was so focused," what's the problem?" I asked, hoping he would give me answers to his weird behavior " Nothing" he stuttered. Now I know there's something wrong, I sat on the bed, as I relaxed on my hand," why are you hiding things from Me?"He arched a brow at me, as he made an attempt to leave the room. " If you leave I will cut your hair" I said totally out of the blue, he stood still, " you won't dare" he said as he jumped on the bed like a tiger, then he started tickling me, " stop stop" I said while laughing my heart out. " Will you still cut my hair?" he said. I looked at the childish being,who tickled me. He is so fond of trying to get his way out of everything, I can't tole
My inner goddess yelled at me as I sat on the bed, I refuse to cry, I was so hungry, I perceived a delicious smell, and I couldn't help but look for where this scent was coming from . No I won't be tempted by Lucian this time, he must be trying to lure me back to the sitting room but I won't fall prey, I took a pillow then covered my head with it, so I won't perceive anything. He's trying to deceive me into begging him for food, it's not my first time starving I don't mind starving for the while day, " lily, guess what?" Lucian said, as the scent became more close, I knew he would be carrying a plate of food in his hands. But I refuse to fall victim, " I have food for you" he said as he sat on the bed, I closed my eyes and my ears, my mind says no but my belly says yes, this isn't Happening. "Leave me alone" I said, hoping to would go but he didn't, " I have food for you" he said, but I wasn't ready to listen. " I don't need your food anymore" I replied, my stom
This is a sight to behold,I never knew he is capable of cooking, " I know you are there" he said, yes he always knows when I am close to him, I came out from my hiding place, he took a look at me, his piercing gaze on my body made my body shiver. "Go and change," he ordered. I wanted to protest, but staying with only a towel made me cold, I didn't want to catch a cold,I quickly went to the room, I had no pyjamas, I opened the drawer and I found neatly found sleeves. It was spotless, I have never seen Lucian in any cloth other than black or white, I took a sleeve then wore it, accompanied with the shorts I found,it was a little bit big for me, but I had no option, am I crossing my boundaries. I went back to the living room, Lucian was setting the table,it was so nice stealing glances, I couldn't help but blush, I actually thought he would order food," like what you see?" He said, I love what I see, it's just so bad that I can't sneak up on him " Food is ready" he s
I wouldn't be happy if I was rejected by Lucain,.I might be devastated, even depressed. ``Lily, I would be very happy if you would say yes. '' Dan said. I was hoping I would enjoy my night and this party but I guess I won't. I don't have an answer to his question, I am already in love with someone I can divide my heart, " I am in love with someone" I said he was shocked, he adjusted, it might be hard to believe but I am also engaged, I couldn't tell him I was engaged but telling him I am in a relationship won't hurt. " You must be joking, I cant believe that, I won't believe" he said, he must be in a state of disbelief, and I couldn't help, " where is he" he asked, it was an odd question I couldn't give an answer to, " where I he" he repeated. I kept quiet, and he stood up from where he sat then went into the party, " Danny my man!" A random guy said, but I had no reply. He must be furious. I need to leave. I won't want to anger him any more. . I left the party, l
I was invited to a party at Daniels house, it was late at night and I have heard nothing from Lucian, but I know he is getting things ready, I was excited about the fact that we would be leaving together. Sophia and some group of girls were on the couch drinking to their satisfaction, I wasn't enjoying the party, even though it was meant for me, maybe I need to elevate spirit, cheer up.lily, I said to myself. I walked to the fridge, left in a comfortable apartment. It was nothing like a student Lodge, it was more like a mini president suite, " all hail the return of a best friend" Dane said as he used a fork to hit a glass cup on his hand. I felt happy, I was overwhelmed just too much, " cheers" one of Sophia's friends " cheer!" They repeated, the music continued, the environment was a little but loud, I needed air, to think, when will I finally be used to such life I took a drink from the fridge, it was a soda, non alcoholic, I know I said I needed courage but
I was surprised by his question I would love to stay with him but I don't know if my parents approve well I might visit my lodge d ones a while but I will come stay with him it was a good idea I missed him throughout my stay in the university it would be a good idea to stay with him. I will get to understand him, then I will get the chance to fight for him and so he will do for me " sure" i said as I kissed him on his forehead. " I would love to live with you now and forever" I said I saw the smile appear on his face he was really happy "thank you Lily thank you for everything" he said he kissed my forehead then he left the room I knew what you wanted I just wanted, he also had to urge to be in my arms the same way I wanted to be with him. I forgot to ask him if he was the person who sent the $1000000 to my parents, I guess I might hear from him tomorrow since we will be living together. I had the whole time in the world to ask. I went to bed. I was
I wish I knew how to call you Lucian. I hope he's not dead. I don't know if I will survive if you are saying to me because of me. I wish he would listen more. I folded my hands and I chanted a prayer continuously till I slept off again," good morning sunshine!" My mom's voice rang in my head as I opened my eyes, it's already dawn, what a long night. " How's my little princess doing?" My dad asked as he walked into my room, holding my mom's shoulder. This should be odd,my parents never wake me up with so much smile on their face. I guess it's because I pretended to be sick last night," guess what", my mom said, is it my birthday?No it's not, I don't think I have the ability to time travel, the jolly mode of my parents this early baffles me, " lily think!" My mom said again. " I got a second birthday" I said with squinted eyes, hoping for a better result, "no silly, you got a present" my mom said, immediately she said the word 'present' I stood up from my