Bungee!

It reminds me of our public handshakes, hugs in public, his protection and concern that make so many people jealous of me, or just a bright, righteous look, no afraid or worried about something.

Everything is a thing of the past, as a small secret which I have hidden in the depths of my heart, only I remember.

It also proves that we liked each other like this.

For the moment, seeing you again is sufficient, I ask nothing more.

In the days that followed, I mainly avoided going to the company, often under the pretex of being busy reviewing and shortening my probationary period.

Everybody thinks I care about my notes, but I know that's not the case.

In the meantime, you and I barely see each other, which is of course what I want, otherwise why should I pretend I am still so busy?

Everything would probably remain the same, if it hadn't happened that day. It was as though it had completely changed my life and the life of To Duong.

It was a beautiful sunny day, because our team's cooperation project was successful, so we rewarded ourselves with an outing, and the person who suggested this one day of leave was our boss - To Duong.

Of course he'd be there, everybody was super excited about it, but I knew they weren't on holiday, but because he was with him.

Young female colleagues all want to get her attention, this is no longer strange to me. I don't know if they noticed he was married, but looking at the excitement, I realized it was not important to him.

For example, as long as you have it, everything else is not important. These thoughts made me incapable of absorbing, making me extremely hateful in my heart, not stating it bluntly.

As for me, I shouldn't have taken this trip, because my recent actions and agreeing to join were extremely contradictory, but in a way I agree.

Perhaps I did not expect that this participation completely changed the trajectory of my life and that of To Duong.

We went to the "Adventure" amusement park in the suburbs together, this was everyone's suggestion, out of all the people here, I'm the smallest, so I just silently complied, but I no comments either.

The games here are mainly related to heights, unfortunately I fear heights, but the devil forced me to choose this game.

Bungee!

The number of people participating in this game is very small, looking around there is only some people and I.

I myself felt extremely vague and unreal, until I stood at the place where I was about to jump, that I felt a little bit a real.

It's strange, in the past, as long as I stood at a high place, my limbs would immediately become weak as if I had no strength, but now, I am standing in such a high place, but I do not feel fear it.

Looking from above, my eyes could only see a wave, indeterminate, as if covered in layers of fog, as if it brought me back many years ago.

I feel like I'm returning this year, it is so real. I reached out trying to catch him, only smelling the light haze, nothing else.

My temper fell, the causes and consequences of everything again ran through my head just like that day when I was looking at his back.

A feeling of suffocation to the point of shortness of breath enveloped me, images of him appeared in front of my eyes, until the last stop was the scene on the rooftop that year.

As if I did not follow the control but took a few extra steps, when I was still confused, I heard weakly a familiar call.

"Di An."

The call was like an electric current running through my panicked heart, I slowly turned around, when I saw the other side clearly, my heart seemed to jump out of my chest.

The consciousness completely gone, I instinctively reached out my hand to signal him not to approach me, everything was like that year. And I go back in time as well, feeling no difference.

To Duong stood still, looking at me with painful eyes, perhaps my panic and staggering appearances worried him, fearing that I would suddenly jump.

But that's the point I was trying to make.

I took another step back, when I couldn't handle it, I smiled and looked at him attentively. It's strange, he's only eighteen years old, why do I feel like a teenager who's been covered in wind and fog, so old?

"What shall you do?" He finally spoke, unable to conceal the panic in his voice and looked at me.

I said, "I've been thinking, agreed to set you free."

I smiled again, smelling my cheeks like a warm liquid flowing through, "But you can't take it, I can't."

To Duong didn't say anything, he just silently looked at me, I couldn't guess his mind, he just vaguely felt very different.

Sounds a little... not the same.

But my consciousness is still vague, temporarily unable to distinguish the present or the past, only knowing that there are thousands of words in my heart that I want to say, but in the end I don't know where to start.

The corner of my lips curled up again, I smiled sweetly at him, I'm sure this is the most beautiful smile in my life, I said: "Sorry, Duong, this is the ending my chose, looks like I broke my promise to you."

When I was suspended in the air, consciousness gradually returned, I was like a person who had just been disarmed by a spell, strangely awake.

It was also during this time that I discovered that I was still not wearing protective equipment, a fall of this height would definitely break my bones.

I also found out, this is a real, not this year ago. My name is Le An, not Diep Di An.

But at that moment, I realized that it was too late, in my mind, I had only one thought, that I would leave it again.

This is a real thing!

Same height before, same shape, same lines, same beginning.

Again, I forced him to watch his own death, which was cruel.

I closed my eyes, sensing the free fall of my body through the air, this time he couldn't stop me either.

Just like the incident of eighteen years ago repeated again, except that the person who fell was no longer the person he loved, I did not hear his heart-breaking screams like before.

I made a deal, accepted my fate and let go, the last bit of consciousness left before falling into a coma, I felt like someone was holding my body in my lap.

Your heart rate is so real...