5. I Hope I don't Ruin Your Night Alec

I took a shower and took refuge in bed. Alec deprived me of doing anything, and you know, I think it's better that way. I think it's better not to have to go out and have to find him. Actually, how could I face him after what happened yesterday?

Clock 20:59

It's almost half an hour and it's time to feed Alec.

I'm not very excited about the idea of ​​seeing him. At the moment I feel a mixture of anguish and fear, having to feel his canines penetrating my skin is not the best sensation especially when he does it with force ...

I was forced to abandon my thoughts when I heard dark music playing outside.

Is this a party?  I thought

I approached the door to hear better, but what I heard were footsteps that were distinguished through the music.

I ran to bed, closed my eyes and put myself in a sleeping position.

I exerted a force on my eyelids to try to see who was in front of me.

I opened my eyes to watch him carefully, he was watching me and then our eyes met, I closed my eyes again almost immediately but he was looking at me without patience.

"I know you're not sleeping!"  I kept my eyes closed "Why do you still resist?  When will you realize that this is your life now?  You are my cup"

Hearing him say this with such authority brought a feeling of disgust and anger into me, I couldn't remain silent, and then I got up and said.

"I resist because I refuse to abandon my life, you can't make me, I'm not yours!"

He smiled loudly, he outlined a victorious expression.

"From the moment I turned it into my chalice, I gave you part of my life, you now live to serve me, everything you were ceased to exist, you ceased to exist for humans"

"This is a lie!"

"Why do you think I'm lying to you?"  He smiled and looked at me "do you remember your parents?  What were you from?  Do you remember your past life?"

That said, I exerted an immense effort to try to remember who I was, and I didn't remember anything at all, I just remembered my name and how I died, what I was, or about my relatives I don't remember anything at all.

"You don't remember anything do you?  It is because when I saved your life, you had already died in the world of humans and turning you into my chalice was the only way to save you, so you owe me submission, you owe me my life and it is only fair that you be grateful  to me " the truth was told cruelly and my chest ached at that moment

"our souls are now intertwined, by life and death!" He said with a morbid look, I could only think of what I just heard!

I didn't want him to see me like this, totally defeated, but everything he's been telling me is making more and more sense, first I remember that being who killed me, days later I still had the blood stain on my dress, then the changes  in turn, the powers he has over me, and our bond that gets stronger and stronger, I can feel it.

"This is my life now? a long time has passed but only today my plug fell"

Alec approached me and his hands held my arms tight.

I couldn't face him

I was uncomfortable, but his touch at the time was indifferent to.

I closed my eyes already waiting for the impact of his canines on my neck, but after long seconds that moment did not come.

"Why did he back off?"

"get ready for today's party!"

And then Alec left without saying anything else.

In a few seconds someone slammed the door.

"who ... who is it?"

"Luna (One of Alec's servants)"

"come in"

Luna came in with a lot of dresses in her hands, she wore white clothes below the knee, she had a youthful appearance, short hair in a channel cut, she was beautiful just like everyone else here.

"Mister Alec asked to bring some prom dresses to try on"

"Why did you decide to have a party today?"

" today is December 31st and the turn of the year, I know that in the world of humans they have a party for the turn of the year and we ended up doing it too, was it not informed?"

Really?  Today is December 31st and I didn't even remember it. It's been so long that I don't even count the days anymore.

  " I'm not in the mood for a party, can I stay here?"

  "Mister Alec informed me that he wants to see you tonight, you better hurry or he will be irritated"

I didn't care about the party or whatever was going on at the time, at the time I was still thinking about my past life,

Luna tied my hair in the form of a bun and did my makeup. I was sad, it's a load of emotions that left my heart busy with no chance of thinking about anything else.

I selected a beautiful and elegant black dress, it fell gently on my feet, the lace cooked under the fabrics and the overlapping layers valued my body and outlined my curves. It was surprising to see me like this, I didn't even believe that my reflection front was me.

In other circumstances it would be a happy moment, I have no memories of my past life but I think it is the first time that I look so beautiful even though I am so sad, that's ironic.

"It's ready" she said and left the room leaving me alone with my reflection and thoughts.

I spent minutes looking at myself in the mirror controlling my crying and you know what?  I will not cry, I will not be here suffering on the last day of the year, I will go down there and do what I want, I will not let him command me.

"I hope I don't ruin your night Alec"