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I inhaled a sharp breath the moment Josh's skin made contact with mine as he crawled over me on the bed, pinning me there, his eyes completely dazed and dilated with naked desires, his pink tongue sticking out cutely as he stares down at my flushed face.
"Gosh Ryder, you have no idea how long I have been wanting to do this. Man, i have literally dreamt about this moment for like forever. You are like the real life rock star and it's not even funny how i literally get sweaty feet and palm when you are next to me"
Oh no
How did things go from hot and cool to this freaky fantasying Josh in a nanosecond. Maybe getting down with him to forget Jaden is a really bad idea.
"Josh" I tried to speak but he placed his middle index over my lips and shushing me as well before his lips found mine yet again.
And pretty soon the room was filled with wet kisses and gasps as Josh began to practically tongue fuck my mouth over and ove
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