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Out of boredom, I decided to hide away and make Ryder search for me just for the fun of it. Oliver and I do that all the time when we'd spend time together back at his parent house when we were still like five and six.
I'd love to see Ryder's expression when I scream booo at him. I continued to hide behind the desk as Ryder call out to me over and over again and when he least expected, with his back turned at my hidden direction, I creep out slowly and jumped on his back, tackling him to the floor.
Ryder giggled and pushes me off and I landed on my back on the floor still chuckling hard before he crawled right on top of me, his arm on either side of my head, pinning my hips with his knees, his expression totally mischievous as he stares down at me.
His emerald vibrant eyes glowed a shade darker as he continued to stare down at me, his lip ring pulled in between his teeth slightly with a half smirk.
My
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