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You Can Call Me 41 : "Done"
41 : "Done"Done41G A G E "Gage! Come let us go. We need to hustle!" I hear Lewis calling out to me.I cuss. "Why isn't she picking up?" I ask myself as I walk inside the plane and settled myself on a vacant chair."Where's your little girlfriend Gage?" Peter asked me as he takes the seat across mine.I glared at him. "She isn't." I chimed instantly. I tried calling her again for the nth time but she isn't picking me up and answering my messages. I wonder where in hell she is. Ryan told me she left him alone last night at the club.Fuck, maybe she waited that long that's why she's mad at me. I thought.I should have gone down to party with her and maybe taken her to the VIP section so she could at least join my kind of crowd. But all those women were so distracting and they were all too hot and tempting me. I couldn't resist. They didn't want to let me go even if I want to.Most especially Jamie.Fuck, she was all over me last night.I can't believe I really fucked her in a public
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 42 : "Confused"
42 : "Confused"Confused42G A G EMy heart skipped a beat when I read her message over Twitter. I went totally blank for almost five seconds and then I tried to gather my thoughts up with me, recollecting the things that I have done when we were in Indonesia and I can't think of a single thing I did wrongly, aside from leaving her at the club after inviting her over that night.My eyes reread the message she sent me over and over again because I can't believe that she want out from this thing we have. We just started off. We were already having fun. We were even having a good time then all of a sudden she want out that easily? Just like that?@Gage_Stockholm: I don't understand.@tate_kvngh: Then that's your problem if you don't.@Gage_Stockholm: Why so suddenly? Why do you want out? What did I do Tate? Fucking tell me! Stop making me guess things! Tell me straight at my face what I did wrong.@tate_kvngh: Try to get to your senses Gage because there's no need for you to explain thi
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 43 : "Nine Days"
43 : "Nine Days"Nine Days43T A T EApril 5, 2015SundayMy entire class was all excited for our Machu Picchu field trip by April 8th, this Wednesday. I mean who wouldn't get excited right? It's Machu Picchu and it's the best field trip her there is. Even I was excited for it too, I even invited Monique over my apartment so she could help me pack my things up for the trip. But sad to say the pregnant woman was no help at all, she was just eating chips the entire time she was here then she fell asleep on my bed.Lately I've been keeping myself busy with schoolwork. I've been trying to catch up with the things I missed at school and aced my exams because I missed a few when I was gone to Los Angeles and Indonesia. Since I left the thing I have with Gage, I didn't want to think about him anymore or the things that happened in Indonesia. I left those bad vibes there and I don't want it back again filling my thoughts.I haven't been updated to my Twitter. I don't stalk him anymore or Goo
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 44 : "Campout"
44 : "Campout"Campout44I wake up, sweaty and breathless. I stared out in great confusion and tried to calm myself down. I look around me and I forgot that I was at the campout. I was just having a bad dream.I was dreaming that I was lost inside a green forest at night, running and screaming for help but in my sleep, I heard voices calling out to me and one from the distinct voices from my dream was from Gage. But I couldn't find my way out of the deep forest so I ended up falling to my knees and cried until it got darker and darker.Shivering, I pull out my phone and noticed that it was still ten thirty in the evening. I look back to the people at the campfire who were still singing. Mr. & Mrs. Toms passed by me and they offered me a mug of cold beer but I smiled back and turned them down. It was still too early for me to be drunk. Maybe a bit later, I'll take a quick sip from it and fall asleep drunk.As I look at the stars, I remember Gage all of a sudden and how his husky voice
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 45 : "Tent"
45 : "Tent"Tent45"Let's talk about it. Please. But not here." Gage sounded like he's pleading."What's there left to talk about? You don't need to explain anything. We're not together and you're not my boyfriend." I hissed."Then at least let me clear things up by telling me why you were so mad at me. What did I do?""You can't. You can't clear things up because you've ruined it." I spat. I look past his shoulder and there's already a man waiting for him to go inside. He looks passed his shoulder too then before I can protest to leave him already, he takes my hand tightly and leads me to his gigantic tent.I pull my hand away saying, "I said I don't wanna be around you."He didn't answer and just kept walking with his head down low. I feel several pairs of eyes follow me being dragged to the enormous tent. I can hear the grass and dried leaves crunching beneath my feet. I try to pull my hand away from his tight grip again but I fail because he's holding me strongly around his gras
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 46 : "Spoon"
46 : "Spoon"Spoon46My eyes kept gazing around at Gage and this spaciously enormous tent is already too big but it's still too small for the two of us. I watch him as he puts his long hair into a bun so effortlessly and I really love how his long fingers works its way on keeping his hair in tact like that. I love how he twist and turn his bundle of hair as he locks it with his small black elastic band.I didn't plan to be with Gage tonight and I didn't want to sleep in the same tent with him tonight as well. I didn't even expect him to be here nor to show up so suddenly in New York. I don't want him here because he makes me forget that I'm mad at him with his gorgeous dimpled smile.I kept my eyes glued at Gage while he was so busy typing on his iPhone as he stands there shirtless. Oh damn it, if I wasn't only mad at you, I'd be all over you now Gage. I'm sure he's texting some girl he recently fucked on tour.When he caught me staring at him, I was quick enough to look away but sti
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 47 : "1794"
47 : "1794"179447By six in the morning, a few people had already woken up from their sleep and not a single person saw Gage joining the campout last night which surprised me. I was already riding inside Gage's black car with Romano on the driver's seat. Gage gets inside the backseat and greeted Romano a good morning before we speed off."To miss Tate's apartment?" Romano asks."I don't know why Gage still asked you to drive around Romano when my apartment can just be walked around here." I say quickly, glaring at Gage over my shoulder.Gage sighs. "To the hotel, please. Thank you."I move my head to him. "And where in hell are you taking me this time? I didn't allow you to."The car begins to move."We're just going to have breakfast." He answers.I gasp. "My sleeping bag!" I stared out of my window, searching to that oak tree where I settled my sleeping bag down."Already told Sam to get it." He answers me."I don't wanna have breakfast with you Gage. I can cook my own breakfast a
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 48 : "Dreams & Women"
48 : "Dreams & Women"Dreams48I lay myself down on the bed after reading it. I don't wanna read any further so I put his phone back down. I laid with my calves hanging on the end of the bed while my back was well rested on the mattress. I look up at the ceiling and cursed at myself for reading that conversation."I shouldn't have opened it." I curse at myself softly. "Fuck I shouldn't have opened it."I close my eyes and breathe. I try to keep my eyes shut close for a while as I try to erase the things that I've read on Gage's phone.He will never change and I'm sure he will see her while I'm on Machu Picchu.I open my eyes and froze when I saw Gage bending over to me. I covered my breasts with my arms across it while he was fresh from the bathroom. I look down at his lower extremity and my eyes widened when he was still on his towel. His hair was still damp and his body was glimmering and glowing from the water dripping down from his body. He smelled so greatly fresh as if it was l
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FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
You Can Call Me 103 : "First Birthday"
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You Can Call Me 102 : "Olivia Tate"
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
You Can Call Me 101 : "Kavanaughs"
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
You Can Call Me 100 : "Spain"
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
You Can Call Me 99 : "Holmes"
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
You Can Call Me 98 : "Small Town"
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
You Can Call Me 97 : "Once Again"
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
You Can Call Me 96 : "Eli"
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n
