46 : "Spoon"Spoon46My eyes kept gazing around at Gage and this spaciously enormous tent is already too big but it's still too small for the two of us. I watch him as he puts his long hair into a bun so effortlessly and I really love how his long fingers works its way on keeping his hair in tact like that. I love how he twist and turn his bundle of hair as he locks it with his small black elastic band.I didn't plan to be with Gage tonight and I didn't want to sleep in the same tent with him tonight as well. I didn't even expect him to be here nor to show up so suddenly in New York. I don't want him here because he makes me forget that I'm mad at him with his gorgeous dimpled smile.I kept my eyes glued at Gage while he was so busy typing on his iPhone as he stands there shirtless. Oh damn it, if I wasn't only mad at you, I'd be all over you now Gage. I'm sure he's texting some girl he recently fucked on tour.When he caught me staring at him, I was quick enough to look away but sti
47 : "1794"179447By six in the morning, a few people had already woken up from their sleep and not a single person saw Gage joining the campout last night which surprised me. I was already riding inside Gage's black car with Romano on the driver's seat. Gage gets inside the backseat and greeted Romano a good morning before we speed off."To miss Tate's apartment?" Romano asks."I don't know why Gage still asked you to drive around Romano when my apartment can just be walked around here." I say quickly, glaring at Gage over my shoulder.Gage sighs. "To the hotel, please. Thank you."I move my head to him. "And where in hell are you taking me this time? I didn't allow you to."The car begins to move."We're just going to have breakfast." He answers.I gasp. "My sleeping bag!" I stared out of my window, searching to that oak tree where I settled my sleeping bag down."Already told Sam to get it." He answers me."I don't wanna have breakfast with you Gage. I can cook my own breakfast a
48 : "Dreams & Women"Dreams48I lay myself down on the bed after reading it. I don't wanna read any further so I put his phone back down. I laid with my calves hanging on the end of the bed while my back was well rested on the mattress. I look up at the ceiling and cursed at myself for reading that conversation."I shouldn't have opened it." I curse at myself softly. "Fuck I shouldn't have opened it."I close my eyes and breathe. I try to keep my eyes shut close for a while as I try to erase the things that I've read on Gage's phone.He will never change and I'm sure he will see her while I'm on Machu Picchu.I open my eyes and froze when I saw Gage bending over to me. I covered my breasts with my arms across it while he was fresh from the bathroom. I look down at his lower extremity and my eyes widened when he was still on his towel. His hair was still damp and his body was glimmering and glowing from the water dripping down from his body. He smelled so greatly fresh as if it was l
49 : "Drunk"Drunk49When Gage's car parked right out of my apartment building, I looked back at him and smiled. "Thanks." I say."Not a problem." He answered me with his tightlipped smile. I was about to open the door so I can leave his car but Gage quickly held my wrist so I looked back at him right away."Is there something wrong?" I ask.He shakes his head. "I just wanna let you know that I don't wanna see you go to that field trip."My brows began to crease."But then I figured out that I will be too selfish if I would want you not to go. And I'm sure you won't even let me stop you." He adds."Exactly. I won't." I tell him.He takes a gentle squeeze on my hand. "I will miss you."I smiled ruefully at him. "You'll have fun with or without me anyways."I stepped out of his car and began to walk inside my apartment building without looking back at him. Gage's girls run through my head when Romano told me about them and I shouldn't have ask because now I feel even much much worst.
50 : "Field Trip"Field Trip50I fix my enormous backpack as I hop inside the plane with excitement where the rest of the class was too. My luggage was already placed by the crew along with the other luggage and I began to take the seat where I am going to be seated for almost a few hours.The person next to me was Tammy, she's the most silent person in class and good thing I'm sitting next to her which means that I'll be having a peaceful flight on the way to Peru. She always wore her huge rimmed and thick lensed black eyeglasses. She always wear clothes that are black or maroon or anything in dark colors, but always black. She's so goth. She even dyed her hair black too. Her nails are black. Her lipstick is black as well. Everything she wears or puts on herself is black. It even makes her look a lot whiter since she has a porcelain skin. I smiled at her and she shyly smiles back at me."I'm excited for the field trip." I say, just to make a friendly conversation with her."Same." S
51 : "Cusco"Cusco51My feet began to drag me closer to where the girls were while my eyes are locked to Peter entering the lobby. He looked cool with his shirt with his blue jeans. He was smiling while he waved at his fans. He looked so happy as he stopped for some fans and smiled with them for pictures.From the corner of my eyes, I see Tammy fanning herself. I could hear her repeating the words Oh My God and I know she's as thrilled as everyone else. Peter looked incredibly hot right now. He looked fresh from the airport and his huge backpack that made him look cool.When he gets to pass by me, he briefly stops and smiled while shooting his eyebrows up and said, "Hey!"I think the girls fainted when he said that word but I was sure it was me who he talked to. His eyes were obviously darted at me when he said it. I noticed that he continued to walk so handsomely leaving the rest of the girls gushing.I exhale heavily, asking myself why Peter was here."Oh my gosh!!" One girl scream
52 : "Lunch Date"Lunch Date52When we got back to the resort, we were all starved. So we rushed to the the resort's restaurants where an array of delicious looking foods were served as a buffet. Okay, I'm really inwardly hoping and expecting that these foods are delicious as how they look like.As we grabbed a few foods on our plate, I sat with the other students on our table. It was a long rectangular table where all of us were suppose to seat. It was kind of reserved for us, even the professors were sitting with us too. They say on both ends of the table. When I settled on my seat, my phone quickly vibrates inside my pocket.I pulled it out of my jeans noticing that it was from Gage. I look at the other students who were on my right and left, they were all busy talking to each other anyways and Tammy was busy eating her foods quietly while she kept scanning through the photos she took with Gage and Peter. So I sneakily opened Gage's message anyways.Gage: Look out of the glass win
53 : "Train"Train53I stand from the couch, fixing myself after Gage fingered me. I watch him as he walks to the door, opening it for Peter to come in. Gage walks with Peter as they head closer to me.I smile. "Hi Peter. Good to see you.""I hope I didn't disturb anything that was happening around here before I came in." Peter awkwardly glares at Gage."You didn't." I hollered right away."You actually did." Gage snapped right back at Peter.I widened my eyes at Gage and he just chuckles with an evil grin on his face."And it's very good to see you too Tate." Peter greeted."It's awkward seeing you both talking to each other like this," Gage says before taking a drink from his glass of water."I see you've already patched things up with Gage." Peter glares at him."Not really the way it used to be but I think I've forgiven him." I smile."By the way." Peter snapped. "Your classmates are already preparing to go for your Machu Picchu field trip."I glared at my watch. "Oh shit! It's a
FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
103 : "First Birthday"First Birthday103T A T EMy heart is pounding against my chest as soon as we arrived at the venue. I'm sure that there's going to be trouble because Miller is here. I know he wants to be a part of his daughter's first birthday party but Monique said days ago while we were preparing for this party that she won't even let Miller come near Tarry.I just don't want Miller to be ruining this day for his own daughter. I've prepared days for this day to be perfect and I've tired the hell out of myself the past week just for my godchild. Gage even helped with the preparations too and he even lavished voluntarily money for this event. I know he doesn't want this day to get ruined too. And I can't let Miller ruin this day for both Monique and Tarry."I'm nervous." I say to Gage.Both of us hopped off of the car and walked inside the hotel. He fixes the button of his polo as he pushed his hair back to his forehead and says to me, "Don't worry about it."I exhale heavily.
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n