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You Belong To Me Book 2 Fate ride back
I drove in circles for a while before driving to the beach. All through the ride, Robin had said nothing and I didn’t ask him anything, if it meant just staying silent with him, at least he wasn’t alone.I couldn’t tell the pain he has gone through as a child, it would be odd if I were to think I understand when I don’t.I looked over at him when I stopped the car, he was still staring outside the window, the sun was almost setting and the beach was only left with few others that were leaving already.Robin gently stepped out of the car and I did too, he walked towards the water before halting. I watched his back for a long time, he was silent, I couldn’t tell what was displayed in his thoughts, it has been hours since he spoke a word and I was a bit worried.I walked over to his side and gazed at his face, he wasn’t looking at me, he was only staring at the water that was bathed with the setting sun.“All my life has been a series of coldness.” He parted his lips to speak and I was a
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Some things are never forgotten
I returned home with Robin late at night and he went into his room walking past Mr Jane who was standing by the door waiting for us.I could see the pained look in Mrs Jane's eyes, I could see her heart also breaking piece by piece, I felt so sad for both of them.With what I have earlier heard, it also wasn't easy for Mrs Jane, she was seeking almost the same thing as Robin, they were both longing for love.Robin shut the door and I turned to see Mrs Jane standing by the stairs, staring at Robin’s shut door, she sniffled a cry and I went over to her side.She closed her eyes slowly like she was suppressing the tears in her eyes, she looked so thin in just what had happened today.She looked fragile and I can’t imagine the pain she had also gone through in the past, if what Robin had told me was true, if she has become an addict to alcohol then she has also felt so much pain to let that consume her then."I am not a good mother Ivana," Mrs Jane said immediately she opened her eyes and
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 A goof day
I came out of my room, dressed for school hoping that what had happened was just a nightmare, but it wasn’t, I looked over at Robin’s closed-door before walking downstairs.I looked at the empty living room, I exhaled softly, this should be a mansion filled with love but everyone was sad, I can't think of what to do to make them happy again.I walked to the kitchen to make a meal for myself and perhaps Robin, only to find some food covered on the dining table.I felt it and it was still warm, I glanced over to Mrs Jane’s room, it was locked, I can't tell if she has left for work already, but I know she was the one who had prepared this meal.I looked at the dining table with gloomy eyes, I could still remember how happy Robin was the first day he came to this mansion, he has even talked a lot with Mrs Jane and there were smiles on his face.Mrs Jane was the only one who he felt so free and happy with, he feels comfortable with her that I also wished that he could smile at me the way h
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Terror
Everything seems to be going as normal today. We practised for a long time and surprisingly I was getting good at it. Chloe was a big help and indeed I didn’t see myself as a doll when she used me to show the rest how to make the move.I felt like I was doing well and I was almost getting proud that I was the centre of the choreographer's teacher's attention when I tripped and fell on my face, making the rest of the students who already hate me laugh at me.Can this day ever go well for me?"Are you okay?" Chloe asked me as she helped me up."I am fine." I made an awkward chuckle to show them that I didn’t lose a tooth, no one ever dared laugh at me while I was in the countryside, but it was different here, not when I was provoking others."Okay," Chloe said as she turned to the rest. "We will all take it from there." She made a clapping gesture and the others stood up.I walked over to where Kate stood as we all fell in place to start the dance practice."We should teach them a lesso
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Love you my way
“No Robin!” I heard a sharp cry and someone embraced me from behind and then was a sob. “Don’t kill yourself, Robin.” I recognized Ivana’s voice.“Ivana…”“I won’t let you kill yourself, Robin.” She cut me off in tears, her hand clutched me so tight that I felt so uncomfortable in my stomach. “Please don’t jump.” She kept on repeating the same words.It took me time to figure out what she meant. “What?” I held her hands and pulled them away from me as I turned to look at her face that was filled with tears.“Please don’t kill yourself, Robin, I am sorry for taking my eyes off you.” Ivana hugged me again. “Please don’t die.” She was sobbing uncontrollably so I pulled her away. I hate ladies that cry but I know she must have misunderstood.“What are you saying now?” I raised my brows at her and she looked up at my face as more tears rolled down her cheek.“You want to kill yourself.” She pointed at where I stood. “You were about to jump off the roof.” Ivana’s voice was hoarse again as s
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Meal for mom
“Let’s go.” I grabbed her hand and she looked at me with her big eyes in curiosity.“Go where?” Ivana asked and I smiled. She is a curious girl but one thing I love about this is how well her expression changes when she gets curious, her eyes enlarge and her lips are shot out, I don’t know how she does that but she looks more beautiful.“Grocery shopping,” I winked at her and led her out of the rooftop and she didn’t stop talking.“Why grocery shopping all of a sudden?” Ivana asked and I shook my head at her, I don’t blame her for asking that question, this was the first time I have wanted to do this.“You will know once we get there.” I winked at her and she narrowed her eyes, I was avoiding her question and was sure it annoys her.Once we were downstairs I could see the other student’s staring at us with jealousy, well they were not staring at Ivana, they were glaring at her, but I knew she was going to be in a lot of trouble later for making me hold her hands.I smiled when I looke
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Birthday wishes
“Wow! It looks delicious.” Ivana stretched her hands to take a bite of the food but I slapped her hands off. “Ouch! What did you do that for?” She watched me push the food away from her reach.“You didn’t wash your hands whereas this is not for you.” I moved the meals I had prepared to a tray as I took them to the dining table to set the meal.“What?” Ivana said behind me as she leaned close to the dining chair. “Why is it not for me?” She raised her brows at me and I scoffed, turning to her I gave her a once-over. “What is that look for?”“Where were you when I was preparing all these?” I asked her, tilting my head to my side as I waited for her to speak.“Hey,” She raised her chin at me showing me a bold front. “I don’t know how to cook, remember.” She placed her hands on her waist and I shook my head at her.“You are really so shameless,” I turned to continue setting the table. “You say that so proudly and don’t even make an effort to learn.” I sighed and moved back to the kitchen
Last Updated : 2022-12-19You Belong To Me Book 2 Payback and Love
“Welcome, mom.” I greeted her as I stepped out and her gaze met mine as there was silence in the living room. I couldn’t tell if it was tears but it seems that was what I saw in her eyes as they locked in mine.She couldn’t say anything, she didn’t move close to me, she didn’t say a word and knew she was not going to say something else I broke the silence again and that was what I did.I stepped close to her and she still held my gaze. “Mom, I can’t hate you,” I told her and I watched her swallow hard like she was suppressing her tears. “I don’t want to hate you mom, I don’t want to have hate in my heart any longer.”I exhaled softly, I was also trying hard to suppress my tears. “I don’t want my heart to be consumed with hate that is why I am letting all the anger and all the hatred go away, I want to forgive dad mom, for all the hurt he had done, I want to love you mom, so give me permission to do that, give me permission to find that peace that comes from loving you as my mother.” M
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You Belong To Me Book 2 You Belong to me forever
I never thought I would think back to those days again, it was a pain that my dreams remain dreams.It was funny how you only hope for something and hold onto it in your heart but can't catch it.Just like the days ahead, just like waking up, just like the air you breathe and just like the future you expect but gets something else in return.My dream has only been just one, to make it up on stage and get those lights flashing on me while the crowd erupts with cheers, but, those dreams stayed as dreams, just a few days to make it up there, it all got drained like the sand in the sea.Although the pain was lasting, the hurt still felt sore, but I still had something to hold onto, I still got that dream I couldn’t achieve two years back, that hope that I would one day stand on stage still lingered within me and that was what I have decided to leave in my heart."Ivana, you will burn down this house!" I heard my name and turned around just to see Robin turning off the gas. I have been sta
You Belong To Me Book 2 Black days
I was not so happy thinking about Ivana who might show up here wearing those miniskirts and shirts that reveal everything.I played the guitar with Hinn Carlos but I didn't stop glancing around for any sight of Ivana.Although I didn’t want to think of it, now I was worried, I shouldn’t have walked away like that, I should have still wait to drive her over here, the thoughts of her getting into a bus and having those boys stare at her in a flirtatious manner was now getting me worked up.It was fun here, crowded with a lot of people who were not only here to listen to our music or watch the show but also to ogle at us, they were flashing me and Hinn Carlos smiles but I was only distracted scanning the place for Ivana.After performing, I stepped out from the crowd. There were a lot of people here and it would be hard to find Ivana in the crowd. This was an outdoor show, it was different from the school show where I could spot her.I glanced at the event list, after my performance with
You Belong To Me Book 2 The crash
I knocked on Katherine’s practice room door and turned the doorknob when there was no answer. I can still remember the last time I was here, I had caught her kissing Robin.She has a crush on Robin but it all seems like she has put that aside because of Hinn Carlos.I have no idea who she loves. She has a crush on Robin, but is always with Hinn Carlos and was smiling at Henry when he was introduced by the director. She also has a past with Ryan who she now avoids like flu.I was glad, at least she knew Robin and I were dating since it wasn’t something new.I walked in and met Katherine’s stern gaze. "I said thirty minutes and you are just coming now, do you have a habit of making people wait or you just don't know how to be punctual?"Blah blah blah I said in my head and walked over to her. "I had something to attend to, can we just start?" I told her and she scoffed."We hate each other and I wouldn't let you into my practice room if the director hadn't asked me to do this with you.
You Belong To Me Book 2 Trapped in this with you
I heard a knock on my room door and I groaned covering my ear with my pillow. My alarm had only gone off a few minutes ago and I had only turned it off to go back to sleep but then this knock. I knew who it was, just like the past few weeks, Robin was knocking so early to make me get up for exercise. The main show was in a week and last week ran as fast as it could. I was so stressed out with practice since the director was no longer taking it easy on us. I was exhausted with it coupled with Robin’s consistently waking me up to go with him for a morning run. I take back my words about Robin being caring if ever I have said that in the past, I had told him I needed to practice hard for the show not for him to torture me to lose weight, I can't tell I it was payback for ignoring him and using practice as an excuse. My room door was pushed open and I bit down on my lips, I thought I had locked it when I went to sleep last night. I must have been so tired from doing that. "Wake up
You Belong To Me Book 2 My favourite meal is you
I drove back to the mansion with a gloomy look, I walked inside, it was big and empty, my mother will be home late today, she texted me saying there were businesses she has to attend to.I walked over to the kitchen, taking a bottle of water from the fridge. I drowned it.My thoughts turned back to Ivana walking away and I sighed. "She loves practice more than she loves me." I sighed.I glanced down at my wristwatch, she must still be practising right now, I have no idea when she would be done either and I didn’t check on her before returning home, she didn’t want me to be clingy, perhaps that's a bad sign of dating.I walked back to the living room and turned on the music show. I rarely watch any show, but I have no one to call right now and don't have anything fun to see on my phone and in order not to call Ivana I have to keep it far from me.The show was lovely but I can't stop thinking of Ivana even when I enjoy the music they sang.Honestly, this Anniversary party didn't catch m
You Belong To Me Book 2 Turned down
Katherine raised her hand and the director turned to her. "Yes, you have something to say, let’s hear it.""Sir, who then is the female lead since we have the male lead already?" She asked and the director smiled as he scanned the room and settled his eyes on me and I blinked rapidly as his lips parted to answer her questions.My heart raced as he looked into my eyes and I pursed my lips, is this what I think it is?"You will find out after the practise since it's already in the newspaper." The director said the words and we all whined, what is the point of keeping us in suspense.Ryan turned to look at me and I saw his gaze from the corner of my eyes. "What?" I asked him, it was offending me that he was always sitting next to me during practice, I wish he could just go somewhere else."I can hear your heart racing." He looked down at my chest and I glared at him. "Don't worry, you are not the female lead." He looked away from me with a smile.He truly has the knack for annoying peopl
You Belong To Me Book 2 Female Lead
The next day there was a crowd gathered around the billboard and I made my way over with Kate who pushed through. The director had told us the names of those who made it to the main show would be on the sign and I had been so nervous all through the night hoping that my name would come up.As we made it over I could see some of the students who had practised with us with tears and disappointment on their faces, my heart raced and I was sure Kate’s heart was racing too.I closed my eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath. I opened them to check if my name was part of the list, the first name I saw was Katherine’s. of course she would make it, she was good at dancing.“Ivana, why don’t I see our name?” Kate said the words and fear struck me as I looked at her with a wide gaze, it seemed like my dreams were shattered right now and I felt tears fill my eyes.“That is because you are looking at the wrong side.” I heard Katherine’s voice next to us and we both turned to her as she pointed b
You Belong To Me Book 2 My cute jealous boyfriend
It was busy at school the next day, they were setting this up at the practice hall, the sub show would commerce in the room and everyone seemed nervous.Just yesterday the director has made it clear his intention for this show and it was the same as what was on the board a few days ago, I was not nervous this show wasn’t for me, the act to be performed was not my part to play so I was going to be on standby.It only has to do with the choreography and picking out who wouldn’t participate in the next show. I was with the instrumentalist but we have only composed the song to be used for the show. We would be doing the live performance on the main show but as for this one, they will use the record.I crossed my arms as I stared at the eager reporters who were on standby and also the directors who were here to grace the show. They were talking to the school president and the director. I looked at the stage, they were done with setting things up and the show would be beginning soon.I coul
You Belong To Me Book 2 He loves me
“Hi mom, Hi Dad,” I sat down in my room talking to my parents over the phone, it was late at night and tomorrow was going to be the first show before the main show, the day I may get eliminated or the day I will have to stay, I don’t seem so confident and need motivation, this was not only the reason I was calling my parents, I know their voice was going to be my strength.“Hi baby, how are you doing?”“I am good,” I told them, they had the phone on a loudspeaker so they could both hear me so well. “I am sorry I have not called for a while now.“We know you have been so busy with school, from over here we heard of the audition and also the show.” My dad spoke and I was surprised it got to them, but then I recalled there were televisions and radio, we weren’t in the ’90s “I miss you too,” I told them, I was glad to leave that town since it was boring and still the same routine every day, but I miss seeing my parents and holding them close to me. “We miss you more Ivana, I hope all is
