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Chapter 69: I wonder
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 70: TikTok Videos
As I entered our rented house, the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow across the room. Ronald was seated on the couch, engrossed in a book, his presence a comforting anchor in the tranquil space.I couldn't contain my excitement as I approached him, a smile tugging at the corners of my lips. "Ron, you won't believe the incredible morning I had!"He looked up, his eyes meeting mine with curiosity. "Tell me all about it," he said, bookmarking his page and setting the book aside.Settling onto the couch beside him, I launched into the tale of my encounter with Neo—the shared connection, the laughter, the TikTok videos, and the heartfelt conversations that flowed effortlessly between us.Ron listened attentively, his expression a mix of interest and concern. "It sounds like you had a wonderful time," he remarked, a hint of a smile on his lips."Oh, it was more than wonderful," I gushed, remembering our morning filling me with joy. "Neo is amazing, Ron. We connected on many
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Prologue
I never imagined I would succeed at this. Everything fell perfectly into place, but now I find myself in a bewildering state, unable to comprehend my life's turns. After my mother's passing, I came to appreciate the preciousness of life and the importance of cherishing its simplest joys.Just a few months ago, I believed my life was doomed, destined to be homeless and living on the streets. However, I have become a billionaire—an irony of sorts by some divine intervention irony of sorts. The universe, in all its glory and its crazy tenderness, decided to grant me wealth beyond my wildest imagination. Still, in those places of plenty, doubts resound. Why me? What cosmic debit note compensated my credit? The search for answers has become my mantra. I am in a loving relationship with a remarkable man. Yet, as we all know, life is ever-changing. We can only sometimes be content, for not everything goes according to plan. Should I be correct, or am I correct in this understanding?At some p
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 1: Regardless of what transpires between us
I never had the chance to know my father. My mother always told me that he left us when I was just two weeks old. It's frustrating to think about it. My mother had a difficult upbringing herself, leaving home at the tender age of 12. I feel lost, not knowing where my extended family might be. I tried broaching the topic with my mother before she passed away, but it didn't go well. I let it rest, as I knew it would hurt her to revisit those memories.Now that she's gone, I can't help but feel deceived by her actions. She's no longer here to provide me with the answers I seek. I'm left alone with my estranged stepfather, who wants nothing to do with me. Even if she had disclosed the whereabouts of my family, it wouldn't have been easy, but at least I would have had someone to lean on during difficult times. I don't blame her, though. She had her burdens to bear. She couldn't even find solace with her own family, who were abusive. Nevertheless, I still love her as my mother.Our bond has
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 2: A Pleasant Surprise
A few months later, Mr Ronald Bowie took the gracious initiative of devoting six months to educating me on the intricacies of operating a business successfully, excelling in the industry, and achieving financial prosperity in a remarkably short time. Ronald recognised my exceptional aptitude for absorbing knowledge swiftly and my unwavering determination to excel in my work. I have always clearly distinguished between personal matters and my professional pursuits, ensuring that my challenges never impede my commitment to delivering outstanding results. I take great pride in satisfying Ronald's high standards, especially concerning matters of business and finance, which are dear to his heart. In contrast to others who often require a year or more of instruction to grasp even the simplest concepts, my compatibility with the learning process stood out to Ronald. He found immense satisfaction in his influence over me, revelling in my readiness to promptly act upon his directives without h
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 3: Unexpected journey
A few months later, I found myself immersed in an unexpected journey. Mr. Ronald Bowie, the owner of the business, took it upon himself to be my mentor, dedicating an entire six months to imparting his wisdom on the intricacies of running a successful business. Recognizing my exceptional aptitude for absorbing knowledge and my unwavering determination to excel, Ronald saw great potential in me. His satisfaction in guiding me through the business world was evident, as I eagerly followed his directives without hesitation or inquiry. As time went on, Ronald noticed my ability to thrive independently and an extraordinary idea began to take shape in his mind. He decided to entrust me with the sole operation of the business for a few months, with the promise that if I impressed him with my achievements, he would transfer the ownership of the company to me. It was a defining moment that would mark my transition to complete independence. Ronald had initially expected it to take the full six m
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 4: Flawed perspectives
I find myself in a peculiar situation as I join Ronald on our way to his house, ostensibly for a casual coffee outing. However, deep down, I sense there is more to this encounter than meets the eye. We both harbour undisclosed desires and intentions, hesitant to reveal our true feelings. I may have convinced myself that I was going for a simple coffee and charming conversation, but I know that Ronald has something more in mind. His eyes speak volumes, revealing his yearning for me, and I, too, ache for him intensely. Yet, I must ensure that my desire aligns with what is genuinely suitable for me. By his side, where I belong, Ronald sees this as his chance to finally attain what he has always wanted: to have me in his bed before I change my heart and seek another partner. He refuses to stand idly by and watch me slip away when he has the opportunity to make a move. It won't be easy for him, but why should he give up without trying? As we hold hands in the car, I can't help but raise a
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 5: Smooth lips
As Divine and Ronald were having fun while drinking their coffee, talking about all kinds of things that happened in their lives and getting to know each other a little bit more, Ronald moved from his opposite couch and went to sit next to Divine. It happened so fast that Divine didn't even have the time to act on it. Divine's body language changed. She was shaking. She could feel a certain tension between her and Ronald. She wanted him so bad. She wanted him to hold her, feel him inside her. She tried to touch him and connect with him, but she was afraid to make a move. All she wants is for Ronaldo to make a move, but she doesn't know how to voice that out. She does not wish to send the wrong impression to Ronald. If he makes the first love, then she can act on it. "If we are going to be a thing, you need to be free when you are around me and stop being frightened. I won't break your heart, and I love you." He confides her, and she looks down. She doesn't trust him yet. She has
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 6: Leaning closer
Divine and Ronald had an amazing time together yesterday. I can't remember the last time I had so much fun. It's been a while since I was sexually active, and the last time was when I was 18 with my ex-boyfriend, Hary. But being with Ronald is something else entirely. He fulfills a craving deep within me. "Good morning, baby. How are you feeling today?" Ronald asks, and I can't help but giggle as I rest my head on top of his chest. "Morning, daddy. I'm good, thanks for asking," I reply, feeling a rush of affection towards him. Ronald's smile lights up his face, and it warms my heart. "I love it when you call me daddy. It gives me the courage to find myself!" Ronald expresses, leaning closer to me. He playfully gives me a love bite on my neck, and I moan with delight while he lets out a gratifying groan. I notice a shift in Ronald's expression, and concern fills me. "What's wrong?" I ask, worried about the change in his demeanor. "It's not you, love. I would love to keep this going
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 70: TikTok Videos
As I entered our rented house, the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow across the room. Ronald was seated on the couch, engrossed in a book, his presence a comforting anchor in the tranquil space.I couldn't contain my excitement as I approached him, a smile tugging at the corners of my lips. "Ron, you won't believe the incredible morning I had!"He looked up, his eyes meeting mine with curiosity. "Tell me all about it," he said, bookmarking his page and setting the book aside.Settling onto the couch beside him, I launched into the tale of my encounter with Neo—the shared connection, the laughter, the TikTok videos, and the heartfelt conversations that flowed effortlessly between us.Ron listened attentively, his expression a mix of interest and concern. "It sounds like you had a wonderful time," he remarked, a hint of a smile on his lips."Oh, it was more than wonderful," I gushed, remembering our morning filling me with joy. "Neo is amazing, Ron. We connected on many
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 69: I wonder
**Time Gap: Several Years Later** The African savanna stretched before me, a vast and untamed tapestry of nature's beauty. The sun's warm embrace painted the landscape in hues of gold and amber, while the gentle breeze carried with it the symphony of nature's melodies—the rustling leaves, the distant calls of wildlife, and the soft murmur of a nearby stream. Seated on a blanket spread atop the earthy ground, I watched with a contented smile as our children explored the wilderness. Their excitement was palpable, infectious as they ventured into the unknown with the curiosity and wonder that only the African landscape could ignite. Our daughter's laughter filled the air as she playfully chased after a mischievous monkey, her eyes alight with youthful joy. Our son's voice joined the chorus as he pointed out the elephants bathing in a nearby watering hole, his face illuminated by the awe of discovery. A short distance away, Ronald worked with skilled efficiency at the grill, the aroma o
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 68: Consider leaving
The aftermath of the confrontation with Uncle Ben weighs heavily on my mind. The tension in the air is palpable as Ronald, and I sit in our dimly lit living room, surrounded by the comfort of our home. Our children play nearby, blissfully unaware of the storm in our hearts.Ronald's face is a mask of determination, but I can see the flicker of doubt in his eyes. I know he's wrestling with the consequences of the heist, just as I am. We had thought we were invincible, that no one could touch us, but Uncle Ben's actions have shaken that belief."What are we going to do, Ronald?" I ask, my voice trembling with uncertainty. "We can't go on like this. Uncle Ben won't rest until he's taken revenge."Ronald sighs, running a hand through his dark hair. "I know, Dee. I know we've stirred up a hornet's nest, and we must be careful."As I watch our children play, my heart aches with worry. They are so young and innocent, and I fear our actions have put them in danger. We had thought we were prot
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 67 : Who was it
Uncle Ben's Point of ViewThe sun rises on a new day, but all I see is red. Anger consumes me as I wake up to the shocking discovery of the heist. My prized machinery, the very heart of my power within the mafia, is gone, replaced by a haunting note that warns of consequences. Ronald and Dee, once friends I thought I could trust, have crossed a line they can't come back from.As I read the words on the note repeatedly, my anger intensifies. "This is a reminder of the consequences of crossing Ronald." They've dared to challenge and humiliate me and will pay dearly for their treachery. The rage inside me threatens to explode like a volcano, but I must control it. I can't let my emotions cloud my judgment; I must plan this carefully.Strategic planning has become my sole focus. I know a confrontation with Ronald might be dangerous, and I can't afford to be reckless. I need to strike when he least expects it when he feels safe and secure.Gathering allies is my first step. I reach out to
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 66: Uncle Ben Down
The sun rises on a new day, casting a golden hue over the cityscape. As I step into the morning light, my mind races with the events of last night's party. The thrills of the celebration and the tension of Uncle Ben's unexpected appearance still linger in the air, and I can feel a storm brewing.I know I can't let Uncle Ben's intrusion go unpunished. My reputation in the mafia is at stake, and I can't afford to show weakness. I need to teach him a lesson he will never forget, something that will remind him of the consequences of crossing me.But as the excitement of the heist plans takes hold, I can't help but feel a tinge of unease. Dee senses my inner turmoil and places a comforting hand on my shoulder. "Ronald," she says softly, her voice steady, "I understand why we need to do this, but let's not lose sight of who we are. We're better than resorting to this kind of violence."Her words resonate with me, and doubt creeps into my mind for a moment. But I push it aside, reminding mys
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 65: Lets get down....
The sun dipped below the horizon, glowing warmly over the vibrant decorations adorning the house. Guests began arriving at the much-anticipated South African heritage party, their eyes immediately drawn to the captivating tapestries and paintings that adorned the walls. Laughter and chatter filled the air as old friends reunited and new connections were forged. As the guests entered the kitchen, they were greeted by the enticing aromas that danced in the air. Ronald, beaming with pride, served platters of boerewors, marinated chicken, and tender lamb chops, each dish infused with the rich flavours of South African spices and cooking techniques. The guests couldn't help but marvel at the colourful array of dishes, engaging in enthusiastic discussions about their favourites and the unique tastes that defined South African cuisine. As everyone settled down at the beautifully arranged table, their eyes lingered on the African-inspired centrepieces and the traditional woven baskets fille
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 64: The party preparations
As I wake up on the day of the party, excitement courses through my veins. The house is buzzing with anticipation, and I can feel the energy in the air. Today, we will bring our vision to life and create a celebration that embodies the vibrant tapestry of our South African heritage.I step into the kitchen, where Ronald is already hard at work. The enticing aromas of spices and grilled meats waft through the air, creating an irresistible allure. The fragrant embrace of coriander, cloves, and cinnamon tickles my senses, mingling with the earthy aroma of rooibos tea brewing on the stove. The tantalising scents envelop the room, making my stomach growl in anticipation and filling me with a deep sense of contentment.The kitchen is alive with the sounds of sizzling meats and bustling activity. The rhythmic crackling of boerewors on the grill serenades my ears, accompanied by the sizzle of marinated chicken as it dances on the hot grates. The occasional clatter of pots and pans, the gentle
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 63: The party details.
As I sat with Ronald at our kitchen table, notebooks and recipe books scattered before us, excitement filled the air. The preparations for our upcoming party were in full swing, and we were fully immersed in the joyous whirlwind of planning."Ronald, let's start with the menu," I suggested, a playful smile tugging at the corners of my lips. "We can't celebrate without some mouth-watering South African dishes."His eyes lit up with anticipation as he leaned closer, his voice filled with enthusiasm. "Dee, this is our chance to showcase the diverse flavours of our heritage, to treat our loved ones to the delicious tastes that make South African cuisine so special."I eagerly flipped through the recipe book pages, my heart fluttering with anticipation as I landed on the section dedicated to traditional favourites. "Boerewors, Cape Malay curry, Malva pudding, Chakalaka & pap, Braai/Shisa nyama, Bunny chow, Amarula Don Pedro, Vetkoek, Sosaties, Sambals... We have a treasure trove of options
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 62: The bully I knew
As the car pulls into the driveway, relief washes over me. It has been a long day, and I'm eager to reunite with Ronald and share the unfolded events. I gather the shopping bags filled with the items I've chosen for the upcoming party.Entering the house, I'm greeted by the comforting scent of home-cooked food wafting from the kitchen. The sounds of laughter and chatter float through the air, wrapping me in a warm embrace. Ronald stands at the stove, tending to a delicious meal that awaits us."Hey, honey," Ronald says, his eyes lighting up as he sees me. "Welcome back. Dinner is almost ready."I smile, grateful to be home with my loving family. "Thank you, Ronald. It's good to be back."Our three-year-old twins run towards me, their tiny arms outstretched. I lift them up, peppering their cheeks with kisses. Their giggles fill the room, momentarily lifting the weight of the outside world.After settling the children down to play, Ronald and I find a moment alone in the living room. I
