Lorcan's pov.I jerked in my sleep, as I slowly opened my eyes. I squinted my eyes from the glow of the sunlight coming through the window. Adjusting to the brightness, I frowned in confusion and surprise when I noticed I was naked. The headache was also killing me.Turning my head, my heart skipped a beat, I even forgot how to breathe, my eyes widened at the sight of Meera lying beside me.What the fuck is she doing here and how the hell did I get here?!A sense of panic washed over me as I struggled to remember what happened last night, and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't remember what happened. Why the hell I don't have any memories of last night?!My mind was blank, and I felt deeply uneasy. My stomach felt sick and I couldn't understand this situation. This is not right.I gently nudged Meera, she's the only one who could answer me right now!"Meera?" I whispered, my voice breaking with worry. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me in horror. "What happened last night?
Rosalyn's pov.Next morning, as soon as I woke up, a feeling of emptiness filled my chest. My heart was in pain and I didn't feel any emotions. Everything feels so dull and I was exhausted. Exhausted from waiting the whole night.Lorcan didn't return last night. My fingers instinctively reached out for the coolness of empty sheets besides me. It was just as empty as my heart was.His absence sent a wave of sadness in my heart. I slept really restless last night. It's as if I have been used to him being in this house, I'm used to seeing him before going to bed. I know I shouldn't rely on him so much, it's not good for me but I couldn't control myself."Stop giving false hopes to yourself. He doesn't even care about you."A wave of curiosity washed over me, I wanted to know whether he came back or not while I was sleeping. However, my door was still locked and Sarah hadn't come to call us for breakfast. All these facts proved that he had not been home the whole night."Where must he be
When I went to meet Nick, I couldn't hide my indifference as I asked him. "What's the matter Nick? I know you're planning something so just drop this fake act!"I know he's acting, he can never change. Few days ago he was looking for revenge and now he's suddenly turned into a Saint. It's more than obvious.He smiled, his voice soft. "I remember how you used to look at me with such kindness. You never looked down on me like this before."I had built this wall around my heart, guarding myself against the memories of our past so they could not hurt me again. And this time also, no matter how hard he tries I could easily look through his act."My kindness towards you was a huge burden for me," I told him and his smile disappeared. "Now I only resent you."Ever since he betrayed me, the disasters in my life have been snowballing more and more, so I have no good attitude towards him. If it wasn't for him, I shouldn't have been suffering like this."Where is Anna?" I decided to ask since sh
"Why are you telling me all this?!" I pushed Nick away angrily, my face turning red with frustration. I glared at him, my eyes filled with resentment as I warned him. "I had tried to persuade her so many times to leave that scumbag, but she never listened. So, she deserved it. I no longer feel any sympathy for her."Nick looked at me in disbelief and reached out again to touch my arm gently, but I roughly shoved him away. His touches only fill me with disgust and hostility."She's still your mother, don't let the anger consume you," He sighed. "Also, I care about you, and I won't give up on you. So, if you want any help with your mother don't mind reaching me out. I'll help you.""That will never happen."Tired of his bullshit, I got up and left the coffee shop. My mind was consumed with the thoughts of my mother's situation. I felt a heaviness in my chest, it was easy to say that I don't feel any sympathy towards her other than you actually apply it.My mood became even worse. What I
Lorcan's pov.I tried my best to put on a poker face and not to look at her. Yet, the moment I saw her face and the pain in her eyes made it extremely difficult not to glance in her direction.She even looks thinner and tired.Damnit! Has she cared about herself and the baby in her belly?My heart skipped a beat when I found her already looking at me. Her eyes filled with apprehension as they locked with mine in a momentary gaze, and I found it hard to look away. Those alluring blue eyes were captivating enough to bewitch me.It was like they were asking so many unspoken questions to which I don't have any answers. I could feel the tension in them.Feeling the guilt rising in my chest I finally looked away, and turned to grandma. "Why did you call me? You look fine to me."She carefreely answered. "It's been such a long time since you last visited me. I missed you, and thought a white lie about being sick might lure you back to meet your old grandma."My anger flared at her words. She
Rosalyn's pov.I kept looking at him dumbstruckly because I wasn't sure if I heard him clearly. The words echoed in my mind, leaving me stunned and unable to process the reality that he just jerked me to.It's not like I don't already know about his affair but now that he confirmed it himself, my mind suddenly buzzed and became blank.I sat there staring at the person who couldn't keep his own promise and betrayed me again. No, this time it can't be called a betrayal accurately, I'm not qualified to raise the issue. I shouldn't show him my sadness, what if he gets aware of my feelings by my reaction.I'm just his surrogate wife who is insignificant and has no right to be angry with him, don't I? Do I have any right or choice to choose?Yes! I can choose, I can choose to close my heart completely. The room fell into an eerie silence as I struggled to find my voice. The only sound echoed was my sniffles. I clenched the sheets in my fists tightly, feeling the numbness creeping up my body
Lorcan's pov.I stared at her in silence as she uttered those words as if they meant nothing to her. My eyes searched for a hint that she was lying, but she averted her eyes and looked down, her gaze fixed on her lap.Soon, her lips trembled and tears streamed down her face with soft sobbing noises. Her anguished state troubled me deeply. It pained my heart, never knew someone's pain could destroy me this much, and a woman upon that. As if I don't know who I am anymore. The past me wouldn't care and call her out for being weak. But now my chest tightened in apprehension at the sight of tears."Rose?" I reached out my hands and with a gentle touch cupped her face, trying to coach her to meet my gaze. But she averted her eyes again, refusing to look at me no matter how hard I tried. As if she was afraid and doesn't want me to see her vulnerable state and find out about her true feelings.However, for some reason, my heart began to ecstasy in anticipation. She's crying instead of mocking
Lorcan's pov.I want her crazily. It was a hunger only she could satisfy! Because she's the only one whom I could bear to touch and bath in her sweet fragrance without any fear of getting sick. And I was so happy that it was her.God knows how much I missed her these two days. When I tasted her sweet smell again, I couldn't control my lust for her. The memories of the heated sex I had with her only made it worse for me. And now seeing her crying like this made me realise the depths of my mistakes.She began to struggle again, and as we pulled away, I already missed the taste of her lips. Her tears fell again, and she looked at me with hurt."It's…it's not funny," She let out, her voice trembling as well as her whole body. "Don't test my…heart like this! I know you're trying to make me violate the contract so that you could get rid of me."I frowned, and a wave of anger and regret washed over me. This is ridiculous. Why would I joke like this?"Hey, I don't know why you're saying this?
Rose's pov.The stars twinkled in the night sky, holding hands as we walked along the beach's edge. Cold breeze welcomed us by tickling our faces. The view was breathtaking as well as the person walking besides me.Lorcan dragged me away from the venue to steal a moment alone for us. The soft sand under my feet felt cool and soothing. Lorcan was wrapping his arm around my waist holding me close, as if he never wanted to let me go. And it was the same for me.The moment was just so calming and magical. We finally had our wedding not just on paper but with traditional rituals as well. I was trying to control my happiness but I just couldn't. Finally everything was right, there's nothing to be afraid of. It feels like the beginning of a beautiful tomorrow."I never thought I would have a moment like this in my life. Life is really unpredictable," Lorcan said.My lips curved into a big smile, my heart overflowing with affection for this man. "Fate has
Rose's pov.Olivia and Liam were extremely excited when we announced that we would be taking them to Grandma's house."Grammy has a big playroom, mama!" Liam was having a hard time controlling his happiness. Grandma had done so much for them in her house. She loved to spoil them.We have to leave to visit a Resort and see if it would be good for our next shooting location. The owner knows Lorcan and invited us for a two night stay. So, grandma suggested that the kids would stay with her, she was missing them as well."Everything ready?" Lorcan showed up in the doorway."Yeah, Please pick Oli's water bottle from the kitchen counter and we are ready to go," I said, handing him the kid's bag that I packed. Liam ran after him."Come here, love," Picking up Oli, I left the room as well.We arrived at Grandma's house in an hour, and she greeted us with warm hugs and smiles. "Oh, my little monster!""Grammy! We bought you cookies!" Li
Rose's pov.Six years later."Higher, daddy, higher!" Olivia squealed, laughing excitedly.Lorcan chuckled, giving the swing an extra push. "Hold on tight, sweetie."I watched them with a smile as my little girl giggled with delight. It was the best view ever, seeing my baby playing happily with her father.Life had never been busier for both of us, so we get less time to spend with our kids. Our busy schedules keep us occupied. However, we are trying to strike a perfect balance between our professional work and our roles as loving parents to our two angels. Olivia and Liam.And even though we are busy, we made sure to present for every important moment in our children's lives. Whether it was attending Olivia's school events, or cheering Liam to become friends with his classmates since he has anxiety.Both Lorcan and I are extra protective of our kids after I almost lost Liam six years back. The thought still gives me chills. Lorcan,
Lorcan's pov.I rushed Rose to the hospital. She had fainted and bled a lot of blood.Panic and fear creeped my heart and soul and it was heightening with each passing second. I have never felt so much fear, I have never felt so helpless.Everything was going great so why this suddenly!I anxiously waited outside the emergency room while both Rose and my child were fighting with death inside. I paced back and forth, my hands couldn't stop trembling, every minute felt like an eternity.After who knows how long, the red light switched off and the doctor came out."How is Rose, doctor?!" I hurriedly asked, my palms getting sweaty.He sighed with a solemn expression, taking out his face from his reports and looking at me. My heart thumping rapidly, threatening to come out of my throat. "Mr. Lorcan we have examined your wife, and the blow she received was on her stomach," he told me, increasing my heartbeats. "It had caused severe internal
Rose's pov.It's been two weeks since my marriage, and I have never been happier. My life is going great. No, not just great but perfect. The things I didn't get to experience in my first marriage, I'm experiencing all now.And it's because of Lorcan.My wonderful husband is perfect. Including grandma and mom. Grandma has shifted in with us because it could be any day that I would have my baby now.Mom and grandma are taking care of me as my morning swings and random stomach pain have gotten worse. So, they are taking turns to keep me company. Also, they have become really good friends. They would share stories of their own experiences with motherhood, and offer tips and advice. Their presence ease my nerves when Lorcan is not around, making me feel more prepared for the journey of being a mother.I turned the page of the book I was reading on new parents in the living room when my phone rang, and saw Lorcan's name on the screen. I excitedly picked
Rose's pov.Amidst the chaos, I prepared for the most important day of my life.My wedding day.As much as it sounds magical, I was shivering from the nervousness. I still couldn't believe it was finally happening. I'm marrying Lorcan, the love of my life.It was a destination wedding. We arrived here in a coastal town two days ago. And I'm just enjoying its sandy shores and tall palm trees that swayed in the ocean breeze.The venue was a stunning beachfront resort, decorated with delicate white drapes swaying in the wind and fragrant flowers in shades of pink and lavender gracing every corner. The ceremony area was set with an elegant wooden arch entwined with fresh flowers.I was waiting inside my bridal suite. I was surrounded by my mother and grandmother. I was wearing the gown Lorcan selected for me. And he had complimented me so much that I was feeling confident."You look so pretty, baby," Mom smiled with wet eyes. I couldn't b
Lorcan's pov.I stepped inside the house. I rushed here on grandma's call. Rose, my beautiful wife is on it again. It's been happening for a few days now. No matter how much I tried to indulge her, she believed that she would not look good in her wedding dress due to her belly."Lorcan, thank god you're here," Grandma met me with her usual warm smile.Giving her a hug, I asked. "Where's Rose?""She was feeling self-conscious again. She's in her room right now."I sighed in worry and made my way to our bedroom. I softly knocked on the door. "Rose, love, it's me. Open the door."No response.I took a deep breath and tried again. "Can I come in...sweetheart?" I called with more tenderness.And finally a choked voice came out. "Y-Yes, come in."Opening the door, I stepped into the room and saw her seated on the edge of the bed, surrounded by so many breathtaking wedding dresses. Her eyes were slightly red, my heart broke to
Rose's pov.I was working to get my mind off Meera when I received a call from the receptionist downstairs. "Hello?""Madam, there's a woman here who insists she's your mother and wants to see you urgently," the receptionist informed hesitantly. "Should I send her to you?"I frowned, unable to believe her. I hadn't seen or spoken to my mother in months. After our relationship soured because of her stubbornness of not leaving my abusive father, I forced myself to leave her own fate. Last time, when she came to meet me, it was to beg me to ask Lorcan to let him know what he did in the press conference.I am worried about what she is doing here today."Please let her in," I instructed her. My chest suddenly tightened. I don't know why after being ignored by her I still feel responsible towards her for all the time she had been there to save me from my father's beatings despite her own past pain.Someone escorted her to my office. My heart pound
Rose's pov.I was on my way to the company when I got a call from grandma. She is so excited from the news that Lorcan and I are getting married. She had already called the designer and wanted me to try on a few dresses.I don't want a grand wedding, a simple one is fine with me. But since both Lorcan and grandma wanted a grand wedding, I guess I can do that for them. They both are very important to me.The car suddenly stopped in front of the company and I carefully got out of the car. I'm only allowed to work for a week after that I'll stay at home until I give birth. Lorcan said he doesn't want to take risks.As I approached the company's entrance, I noticed a figure standing near the entrance. I stilled upon recognising the face.It was Meera. But what is she doing here? Lorcan said she won't ever come back as he warned her strictly not to interfere in our life. He even fired her from the company, so what does she want now?However, I de