Feydre’s POV
I remained at the doorway, unwilling to go near the lewd scene on the bed. His eyes, one bright amber and the other a golden-yellow scar tissue from a wound that extended above his brow and down to his cheekbones, roved over me. Heart beating faster and faster, I watched them go from mild curiosity to puzzlement and then such anger that I flinched. “It can’t possibly be.” He said in a tight voice that promised unpleasantness if whatever the ‘it was’.“Step closer Girl.” He growled at me. Shaking from head to toe, the look on his face not inviting atall, I took a few careful steps closer. He sniffed the air and then his anger morphed into rage. In a flash, he rose, the naked girl on his lap thrown off in the process. I flinched at the sight of him before me, for he was naked too. “Leave.” He thundered at her and she scrambled to her feet, grabbing her clothes and fleeing to the sitting room, one last lingering glance at me. Once she was gone, his full, angry gaze honed in on me. One minute, he glared down as if still stunned by the audacity of my presence here. The next he was in front of me. I opened my mouth to say something but I never got the chance. A large hand wrapped around my throat, cutting off my air supply and lifting me off my feet. My eyes widened, watered. My arms flew to his hand as I choked and uselessly tried to pry him off to no avail, Garrick’s warnings drove out my head by my rising fear and panic. I was suspended in the air for a millisecond and then I was slammed into the wall behind me, the remaining air I had rushing from my lungs as my back hit the wall, legs still dangling inches off. “Who are you?” He fumed. He didn’t yell. Not really. His voice was just so malevolent, so menacing that it carried the full weight of his power without raising a decibel. Terror clawed at my insides and squirming did nothing but make the pressure on my neck worse. “G─Garrick… I–I I…” I choked out, clawing at the thick, strong arm that pinned me around the throat and kicking my feet limply in his direction. I didn’t know what I intended it to do but the action seemed to anger him even more and his fingers tightened so firmly he nearly crushed my windpipe. “P─Please…” I choked, feeling my vision blur at the edges. I was desperate for air but he would not yield enough to let me have it. “Garrick!” He growled at my face, a lethal rumble like the eruption of a volcano, accompanied by intense heat— “Sire? Alpha? Alpha!” I heard Garrick’s voice but I couldn’t see him. All I could see was that furious amber eye, glaring at me with such disgust as my vision slowly faded. “Garrick! Why have you brought a human into my palace?” “Please Alpha! She’s not a human! She’s the war prize from the Nostre pack! Alpha Pete’s daughter!” Garrick said in a rush, nearly tripping over his words.Xaden’s nostrils flared, taking in my scent. I continued to choke and squirm, the only change in status being that my legs no longer dangled off the floor. “She is no wolf.” He spat and my vision glazed over with black, be it from the lack of oxygen or the rush of tears to my eyes from the pain. Just when I was sure I would die by his strangulation, the pressure on my throat reduced slightly and I drew in a rush of desperately needed air. “I know. It was a bit of a surprise to me when I saw her but I had no idea─” The King’s head snapped towards him and Garrick felt silent. I no longer bore the brunt of that gaze but I winced all the same. The hand released from my throat, injurious pressure finally easing and I dropped in a heap to the floor, coughing and gasping. He turned and stalked to Garrick who kept his head bowed and his eyes averted. “You, whom I appointed to liaise and organize with the Alpha of Nostre on the matter of my highly anticipated gift, did not know that the goods you procured for me was defective?” He hissed. Garrick dropped to his knees. “Forgive me Alpha. I did not think to ask─” “So what in the world did you do?” The King loomed over Garrick who this time, gave no reply. “And you!” He bellowed, that blinding rage suddenly whipping back to me. Still on the floor, I flinched. In two long strides, he was before me again, looming dangerously, his nakedness somewhat distracting even in the light of his fury. In a flash, he reached out, grabbing a fist full of my hair and pulling me to my feet. I arched into the action with a cry, desperate to relieve the rapidly building pressure on my scalp. Tears watered my eyes when he flexed his wrist again and turned me slightly so he could glare directly into my face. “Your father dared to fool me like this? Send me a wolfless creature and call it a prize? You are no prize? You are an insult!” His thundered words chinked at my carefully constructed armor, the one I’d had for years to protectme from the comments and sneers. From the derisive laughter as I passed. The overt and hidden insults. I thought this place, this man would be tolerable like my father with the added displeasure of some sort of sexual servitude. I could not have imagined how much worse he could be. Even though I’ve never felt safe where I grew up, I longed for it now. I longed for somewhere else. Surely anywhere was better than this hell.“Did you both think I would not care? You must surely have thought that I wouldn’t mind since you did not come to be a wife. You think the Lycan King has no standards for his whores?” He growled in my face and when I remained silent, shook me by the hair. “Answer me!” He demanded and even though I didn’t know the question, I spoke, if only to reduce the pain in my scalp and stop my hair from tearing at the roots. “No, my lord! Please… I’m sorry! I didn’t know! I didn’t know!” I cried frantically. His displeasure was all blinding, or perhaps that was just the tears in my eyes. My explanation came out in a rush, my fingers clawing at the punishing grip of the hand in my hair, desperate for reprieve. “I didn’t know you weren’t aware. My father didn’t inform me of this arrangement. All he did was tell me to follow your men and I did. Mercy my Lord.” His eyes narrowed at me. “You did not plan this with your father?” His hands tightened again and I gasped, drops of colorless fluid that pronounced my misery trailing down my cheeks. “I swear! I swear it my King I didn’t! I didn’t!” My breath hitched, my voice rising with panic. He glared at me for a moment longer and made a sound of disgust before turning around with me in tow, an action that pulled more screams from my lips, and then he flung me to the floor in front of Garrick’s kneeling form. “What do you think would be the best way to handle this disrespect? Hm, Garrick? Pete Manning has notfulfilled the terms of our treaty. I asked for a war prize from his pack. I did not think I needed to clarify that I wanted a wolf. If I wanted some humanoid creature I’d go into the human cities and pick one. You are fully aware of my… predilection for wolves so I cannotunderstand how you allowed this to happen. I’m very disappointed in you.” “My sincerest apologies your Majesty, I didn’t think he wou─” “Silence!” He thundered and Garrick snapped his mouth shut, bowing his head in apology. “Call that lily-livered bastard Pete and tell him that if he doesn’t have a better replacement here by tomorrow morning, one who is an actual wolf, I will raze his pathetic little pack to the ground, behead his puny little males and share his females amongst my soldiers.” I shuddered at the threat knowing from the stories I’d heard, and my own experience just now that he meant it. Every single word. “Either way I will get what I want and what I want is not some wolfless wench who might as well be human for all the wolf blood she’s got.” He strode towards another corner of the room where the bar lay and turned himself a glass of dark brown liquor, cursing under his breath the whole time. Garrick hesitated, glancing at me still sprawled on the floor, gasping and clutching my throat before bracing himself and tentatively throwing forward his question. “And the girl, Sire?” A new explosion occurred. The Lycan King whirled on him, the glass in his hand shattering to several many pieces as he clenched his fist. He hardly seemed to notice, stalking towards us, full of angry intent. “I don’t fucking care, Garrick. Throw her off a cliff! Give her to the men! Drown the bitch if you want! I don’t fucking care! Just get her out of my sight! Now!”I tried to rise to my feet, but my shaky legs would not allow it. I stumbled once and would have stumbled again if not for Garrick’s strong hand that held my arms and pulled me up, wrapping my hand around his back and leaning my weight on himself. “Alpha.” He said with a nod of his head and turned towards the door. With his help, I limped out of the Lycan King’s bedroom with none of the little pride, dignity, or sense of self-worth I’d had coming in. Now there was only pain and humiliation and wondering what the hell was going to happen to me now.Feyre’s POVI was taken to a much smaller room than the one I’d originally been shown, given the progression of events. My neck still ached, the memory of the Lycan King’s crushing grip etched into the slate of my consciousness. Garrick wordlessly showed me inside, turning back out and bolting the door shut so that I was locked it alone. I turned around to take in the room.There was a narrow bed inside along with a modest desk and chair. Nothing else adorned the room by way of furnishing or decoration. A single door stood on the other side of the wall. I opened it to see a small bathroom with a shower installed to boot. A tiny window opened to the outside, the only source of light and ventilation. Two scones were perched on the wall, but the fading rays of the sun, still yet to set, provided enough light for the moment. I didn’t bother to put them on. Evening was fast approaching, I thought walking to the window. I had somehow managed to survive my first day within that ruthl
Feyre’s POVThey didn’t come for me until the next evening. At first, I thought it was the maid so I didn’t bother to stand up from my bed or even turn to look. She would drop the food on my table “You need to come with me, Miss.” A strange male voice I’d never heard before said and I startled, turning my head to see a guard waiting at the entrance of my door. I sat up straight, heart flying to my mouth immediately. I was already dressed, albeit still in the outfit I’d worn upon my arrival. I’m sure I looked a sight in my rumpled outfit, but my bags hadn’t been brought up and I’d had to re-do the same dirty, rumpled dress after my shower this morning. Despite my bedraggled appearance, I arranged my skirt around my legs and walked past the guard, staring straight ahead and keeping my chin high, doing my best to bolster my courage with a few breathing exercises and mantras. I would not cry. I would not beg. I would accept whatever fate I was given with as much grace and
Feyre’s POVI let Garrick lead me out of the throne room unseeingly, tears blinding my gaze and sliding quietly down my cheeks. After a few minutes, I pulled away from him and wiped them off with the back of my hand, preferring to follow on my own. He glanced at me but said nothing, taking his arms off me once I tried to shrug him off and striding so he was firmly in front. We went through the halls of the castle and I could barely notice the surrounding decor, defeated as I was by the proceedings of the meeting I’d just left. Xaden had let me go. Something I hadn’t thought possible. His disinterest had actually worked in my favor. I could have been on my way home by now. I could have had a chance to figure out what to do with my life, even if I was no longer welcome in my pack. I could have been spared this but instead, I was here, being led further and further into the castle that was to be my new prison. And it was all because my father hated me. Hated me for being a disappoi
Feyre’s POVI was led out of the dressing room by Mrs. Esmelda afterwards and taken to the dormitories where the girls slept in shared rooms. The receptionist Garrick and I first met informed the Madame that only two rooms had any free bed spaces. After letting her know which, she was dismissed and Mrs. Esmelda took me back through to the hallways, stopping at one of the doors. She didn’t bother knocking, flinging it open, and striding in like she owned the place. She didn’t but even if she had, some courtesy would surely not be out of place. A small girl with dark brown hair jumped at our intrusion, knocking a bottle of ink off the table she sat at in the process. “Oh!” She exclaimed, scrambling to pick it up. She stood suddenly, knocking the chair with more force than necessary, and the weak, plastic thing toppled backward. “Mishka!” Mrs. Esmelda bellowed. “Sorry! Sorry!” She apologized profusely, dabbing at the ink on the table with a rag. After she was done, s
Feyre’s POVI spent the next day being waxed, scrubbed, oiled, and primed by three maids. I was naked for hours in a large spa-like room where I received what would ordinarily have felt like really nice pampering. Knowing why it was being done, I felt more like a chicken being fattened for slaughter. Or more specifically, an object being beautified for use. After they were done, I was smooth all over, all the hair on every part of my body aside from my head had long disappeared. My skin felt so soft and sensitive. I was slightly disturbed by it. I smelled differently too, not strange considering I’d practically been bathed in several perfumed oils. My nails were perfectly trimmed, the soles of my feet scrubbed till they were soft and pink. I felt like an entirely new being, on the outside at least. Inside, I was miserable. I waded out of the spa room in fluffy slippers and a kimono to see the maid who had escorted me over waiting impatiently. I was starting to learn, here at t
Feyre’s POVI stared at the rigid sex toy in front of me and blushed. All around me, girls were fiddling with theirs, practicing stroking and licking and the seemingly impossible task of putting those things down their throats. Judging by the large, flesh-colored organ on my own workbench, I was clearly expected to do the same thing. I could barely even look at it, much less touch it and make the same choking, gagging sounds the other girls were doing. I stared at my feet, willing the ground to open and give me respite from my embarrassment. The… sex instructor, for lack of a better description for the woman who asked us to do these things, glared at me. “Why aren’t you practicing girl?” I swallowed and stared down at the large, intimidating organ then back at her. “Pick it up.” She growled. I jumped. Many ears and certainly all eyes were on us. Mishka had explained how I didn’t want to attract punishment. From our handlers or instructors or clients or the king himself.
Feyre’s POVI couldn’t imagine what the King would want with me. I tried not to listen to the voice that sneered how it was clear what he wanted. Hadn’t he been incredibly disgusted by me? He hadn’t even wanted me around. Surely he hadn’t changed his mind. I searched Garrick’s face for a hint of whatever was going on but found it blank as usual. “If you’re ready, I will escort you there now.” I looked down at myself. My stylist had done me justice last night, updating my wardrobe to one suiting a lady of the night. I was wearing the most decent outfit I’d been able to find, a lovely pastel pink two-piece with a flimsy kimono over it that might have well-been lingerie for how little it left to the imagination. To think I would be led all the way through the palace halls and have everyone see me in this! It was one thing to endure it within the walls of the harem, but did I have to be gazed upon by anyone who looked? My role here announced by the state of my dress. “I should
Feyre’s POVI couldn’t move. I stood frozen into place staring in fright from the bed to back to Xaden. He was getting angrier with every second I hesitated, but try as I might, I couldn’t force my legs to move further into the bed. I couldn’t force myself to quietly accept this. I turned to him again, the plea on my lips dying at the sight of him rising. I took several fearful steps back but he didn’t approach me. His fingers moved to the rest of the buttons on his long-sleeve shirt, undoing them one by one until they were done and pulling the material off himself. He threw the shirt somewhere behind him without looking. His pants went next, my heart pounding fiercely when he undid his buckle. I trembled, eyes flying shut. I wanted to back away, but I was all too aware of the danger of the bed behind me. The door out of here was so far away. Even if I ran to the bathroom, what would that accomplish but piss him off further? He already looked furious enough, his amber
Feyre’s POVMy eyes closed, pain and shock emanating from my heart. Something was digging into my chest and closing around my already constricted heart. It was going to kill me—“Dymon stop! He’s tied himself with her! She’ll die if you kill him!” I heard someone— Possibly Garrick— scream.There was a moment of hesitation before the pain regressed as suddenly as it came and I started to heal, a dull ache left in its place.I heard a gleeful, maniacal laugh that could only be Xaden’s but it was far away. Dymon was near instead, cradling me into his arms with all the gentleness in the world, a look of worry on his face.“Are you okay?” He said anxiously. Xaden’s growled, cutting off any answer I might have had.“Keep your hands off my mate you filthy blood-sucker!”Dymon gaze flicked to him for a moment, dismissive as ever. One moment we were on the floor of Xaden’s odd shrine, the next he rose with me in his arms, moving with insane speed to another part of the castle.I didn't recogni
Feyre’s POVRetribution came hard and fast, a slap cracking across my cheek. I stumbled backward, clutching one side of my face, saved from tumbling to the floor by the wall that backed me. Xaden looked enraged as he glared down at me.“What right have you to refuse me whore?” He growled, his entire demeanor changing within the twinkle of an eye.“I don't—” A loud, rapid knock interrupted whatever it was I’d been going to say. A good thing too because I certainly would have gotten myself killed if I leaned into this anger. All the spite I felt kept bubbling up to my lips and spilling forth from them. A dangerous thing considering who I was talking to. For the first time since I’d felt it, I tried to control some of that boldness and anger that surged through me. It immediately quietened.Xaden noticed my sudden quiescence enough that his golden eye flicked over to me, a curious glint in them, before turning back to the person who had burst in on us without his permission.It was Garri
Feyre’s POVMy father barely had me for a full hour before I was bundled into a black bulletproof van and whipped away from my childhood home. I hadn’t seen any of my step-siblings and I hadn’t wanted to. Hell, I hadn’t even wanted to see my father. I’d spent the entire time in his custody with my eyes firmly shut, praying to wake up from the horrible dream I was in. He hadn’t said much to me, my father. He’d gruffly asked me if I’d had my first shift now that the curse was lifted. I’d given him a look but hadn’t deigned to respond and after several uneventful tries, he’d left it, and me, well alone.I hadn’t been told but I knew where I was being taken and I dreaded it. I didn’t need to overhear my captors or try to map the direction we were going in. I knew who had made my father kidnap me and give me away immediately without even trying to exploit my newfound powers himself first. I knew whose power and wealth extended through all wolven territories, enough that even the remote isl
Dymon's POVI should never have listened to Golran. In the weeks that followed my return to Drusden, that one regret was at the forefront of my mind.I had previously thought myself above such petty inclinations, but as day after without Feyre’s presence passed, I couldn't help but think how much I missed her. I fell into a petulant gloom, spending most of my days brooding in my office, thinking about her all the time in between a few productive hours when I got things done.Centuries of a life lived made it easy to put things out of mind especially once they were out of sight. Yet, I found myself indulging in memories, not to mention fantasies, all revolving around this one person.She was a slip of a girl. Barely twenty-one and yet had a wariness to her that belied pain lasting a century. Of course, she hadn’t been so wary the last night we’d spent together. No— then she had been confident and bold, brimming with passion and oozing a desire she’d eventually drowned me with.By the g
Feyre’s POVIt had been two weeks since Dymon left the island and it wasn't any easier to accept. I tried, for the most part, to act as normally as possible. I went to meals with my family and got to know them. I went for walks through the garden with my grandfather and heard more tales— not just of my mother— but of the island and dire wolves even.I spoke to Dymon, but only sometimes, on the phone he got me. He sent text messages and I would stare at them for hours, days even, before I replied.I was angry, I think, although I did not dare say it. I didn’t think it my place or right to ask why, to tell him not to go. So I remained silent and occasionally told him I was fine whenever he checked in.That he would run so suddenly, without any explanation after the night we shared threw me off entirely. For a moment, I’d thought there was something between us.Something past the desire that was keeping us going.He hadn't even let us entertain the thought, or really talk about it all be
Dymon’s POVI wasn’t surprised when barely an hour after breakfast, a maid came to request my presence at Golran’s office. The exchange between Feyre and I couldn’t have lasted more than seconds, but it was enough for his sharp eyes to notice and now I suspected I was going to be cross-examined on my intentions or any actions I’d taken on his granddaughter so far. I wasn’t at all ready for it, I had yet to examine my feelings on the drastic way my relationship with Feyre had suddenly… evolved. Still, while I was here, I preferred to sow seeds of goodwill and keep the peace by doing as requested. It would make things easier, not just for me, but for Feyre.With that in mind, I swallowed my longsuffering sigh and followed the maid, allowing her to lead me once again to Golran’s office.He was waiting for me to arrive, his eyes snapping to the door the moment I knocked and opened it. The maid didn’t enter with me and I closed the door behind me before taking one of the seats he silently
Feyre POVI was in a much clearer head space when I woke up the next morning. I sat up feeling better than I could remember feeling in years and blinked at the half-naked vampire standing a few meters beside the bed, murmuring into a phone. A rush of memories from the night before came tumbling into my mind, resulting a rose tinge on my cheeks. There was a dull ache in my limbs, a pleased tingle between my thighs which hinted that a repeat performance would not be out of place.He turned then, crimson eyes catching my gaze and he paused for a moment as we stared at each other.It took a few more moments, but he rounded up his call, staring at me the entire time until he finally hung up. Even then he didn’t look away. He stalked towards me, an appreciative glint in his eyes that made me shiver. It wasn’t until that heated gaze swept down my body and back, the desire in them thickening, that I realized I was naked. Arousal quickened my pulse and puckered my nipples and I shivered again
Feyre’s POVThere was a need in me that I couldn’t put my finger on. I didn’t understand it at first, but it had consumed my every thought since I set my eyes on Dymon again, after returning to consciousness. I didn’t know if it was a side-effect of the spell or if it was something else entirely, but I had been inordinately pleased by him and now, I itched with a desire to make him mine.His lips moved over my own, gentle yet firm and I drank greedily, the flames of need fanning ever so higher. Such exquisite pleasure was foreign to me, yet I embraced it with eagerness and glee that I could hardly believe. Dymon himself was very careful, but then, he always was. His hands rested lightly on my shoulders as if he was doing his best to keep me at bay even as we kissed. Discontent licked at my insides, along with that fiercely burning need again and I did the first thing I was sure would assuage it. I pressed closer against him and the action seemed to please him as much as it did me beca
Dymon’s POVOnce Feyre clung to me, she didn’t want to let go. I couldn’t claim to dislike it, so being the hedonistic creature I was, I eagerly indulged her, slipping my arm around her waist so I could draw her even closer— as close as I could get away with in polite company like this.I ignored the dirty looks the half-breed Elvin witch sent my way, glancing down at Feyre instead. Her purple eyes, brighter and richer somehow, neigh pulsed back at me.“It worked?” She asked, disbelief clear in her voice and a smile tugged at my lips, relief washing through me as the realization hit.She pulled away from me to stare down at her own body and left me mourning the loss of her closeness. Her warmth. Her face held a mixture of wonder and disbelief, even as the realization slowly dawned.“Something feels a little different, but not too much to be honest. I feel… normal.” She said inclining her head as she regarded me. My breath caught in my throat seeing the way her eyes glittered, the unde