Feyre’s POV
They didn’t come for me until the next evening. At first, I thought it was the maid so I didn’t bother to stand up from my bed or even turn to look. She would drop the food on my table “You need to come with me, Miss.” A strange male voice I’d never heard before said and I startled, turning my head to see a guard waiting at the entrance of my door. I sat up straight, heart flying to my mouth immediately. I was already dressed, albeit still in the outfit I’d worn upon my arrival. I’m sure I looked a sight in my rumpled outfit, but my bags hadn’t been brought up and I’d had to re-do the same dirty, rumpled dress after my shower this morning. Despite my bedraggled appearance, I arranged my skirt around my legs and walked past the guard, staring straight ahead and keeping my chin high, doing my best to bolster my courage with a few breathing exercises and mantras. I would not cry. I would not beg. I would accept whatever fate I was given with as much grace and maybe, I would find a way to escape later on. All I needed to do was get through this. I hardly took note of where we were going, mind worrying about the verdict I was to receive. Worrying about a family and a pack that certainly wasn’t worried for me. My every instinct screamed at me to run, each step seemingly leading me to my own execution. We stopped suddenly in front of a rather unimpressive-looking door. I could hardly believe the King would be waiting in there. Yet, the guard knocked sharply and pushed open the door after a response I couldn’t hear. He gestured for me to step inside and I hesitated before entering.The door closed behind me with a soft click. It should not have surprised me to see Garrick, but it did. I was relieved it was not the King himself, but my anxiousness reappeared almost immediately. It was completely empty inside but for Garrick standing at ease in the middle, with his hand clasped behind his back. Not even a picture hung on the wall, nor a window in sight. I approached warily, stopping a few feet shy of him. Feeling the strange urge to curtsy at his calm, regal air, I hesitated, an awkward air hanging between us for a moment. “Good evening Miss Manning.” If I really was a Manning, I wouldn’t be here right now. I would be at home while my father fought to keep me the way he fought for my sister. “It’s Feyre. Please.” He nodded imperceptibly. “Feyre. There was a slight delay to the plans, as I’m sure you might have noticed. Forgive me for not informing you earlier.” His expression barely flickered as he spoke, like marble brought to life with magic. “Your father arrived yesterday but without your sister in tow. King Xaden was… less than pleased. He agreed to hear your father’s new proposal only on the condition that your sister is present, seeing as he still reserves the right to reject any other offer Lord Manning might have. He refused your father an audience until your sister is brought, so we’ve had to wait several more hours for her to make the trip.” Father has been here since yesterday? Had he even asked me? I was tempted to ask but I was not so naive as to willingly make a fool of myself. “So… Phyna’s here?” I asked, licking my nerve-parched lips. “Probably walking through the castle gates as we speak, so we don’t have a lot of time until we have to step in.” He frowned at a watch on his wrist before placing his hands back behind him. “It would not be... wise to keep His Majesty waiting.” He gave me a pointed look “All things considered.” What were we considering? The fact that I was once again the cause of all this trouble simply because I didn’t have a wolf to please the Lycan King with.Couldn’t be an heir. Couldn’t be a mate. Couldn’t even be a whore. Laughter, mad and hysterical in texture and form, bubbled up my throat. I did my best to choke it down and it left a decidedly bitter taste in my mouth. “Immediately you enter, you will go before him and curtsy and then stand off to the side facing your father. You will keep your head and eyes averted at all times. You will not speak until spoken to. You will make no arguments or excuses for yourself. Do you understand?” I had no more nodded before he stepped aside and made a sweeping gesture at another door that had been hidden behind his bulk. “No need to knock. Just open it.” He said as I went to the door. Raising a shaky hand, I turned the knob and stepped inside. I immediately wished to go back. This hearing, first of all, would not be a private one from all the people I was seeing gathered around. It wasn’t much, just a handful or two, mostly of the King’s own entourage. Still, it was one too many and their eyes swiveled over to me in unison as I entered the throne room from what seemed to be the eastern door. My father stood directly across from me, his face hard, the hate in his eyes possibly fiercer than I’d ever seen them before. My steps faltered and I ducked my formerly high head down between my shoulders, dropping my gaze from the weight of his glare. It took Garrick’s hand prompting at my back to keep me placing one foot in front of the other. Sitting on a magnificent throne, dressed in every bit of finery that announced his Kingly status, Xaden Whitewood looked bored and disgruntled. His one good eye flicked to me, his gaze coloring with disdain as he watched my approach. If I could sink into the floor, I would have. Instead, I kept my gaze low, walking till I was before his throne at the bottom of a short set of steps. I bowed then, low and deeply, holding the curtsy for several long seconds before straightening and going to stand across from my father like I had been told. I did my best not to look at him even though I felt his glare boring holes into my skull. It was completely silent in the room, despite the almost ten people already standing there. Despite the slight chill in the air, sweat dripped down the hollow of my back. Just when the silence became unbearable, the main doors opened and two guards walked in, my sister trailing behind them. To my shock, Marissa and Alaric were with her. Marissa had her arms around her daughter and Alaric held his sister’s hand. My father snapped to attention once they were in, anxiousness coming off him in waves. When they were near enough, Phyna rushed into his open arms and he wrapped her in a half hug. The family unit took a moment to comfort and reassure themselves while I looked on, trying to will my eyes to stop burning. “Peter Manning.” The King finally drawled. All eyes turned to him, fear and anticipation palpable throughout the entire room. “You have some nerve. Sending me your wolfless vermin for a prize. Did you think to rid yourself of the stench of having such an offspring within the walls of my harem?” “I─I… forgive me, my lord─” “Silence!” Xaden thundered and father fell quiet at once. “I called my men off your borders because you promised me a war prize worthy of a King if only I spared that vapid little town of yours from being wiped off the face of the map. Merciful as I am, I agreed to spare you in favor of a highly worthwhile gift, whose beauty rivaled no other.” His eyes turned mocking “Imagine my disappointment when I get your… ill-formed daughter, instead of the she-wolf I desired.” He inclined his head, dark hair falling over his eyes.“I tell you to bring me a replacement and you come with a… proposal, the girl I requested nowhere in sight. Tell me, do you wish to taste my ire so strongly that you have taken to open rebellion?” “No, my lord. I beg your humblest apologies. I am but a father who wishes to protect his blood.” Was I not his blood as well? Where was my protection? “I care little for what you are Peter. Where is your other daughter?” He growled and Phyna jumped. Slowly, she crept out from within my father’s reluctant grasp, standing shyly before the king. She didn’t look up the entire time he examined her, and after a few minutes, he grunted, his distaste apparent. “Your proposal had better be good Peter. You have five minutes.” Father sprung into action, picking a suitcase I hadn’t noticed by his side from the floor to the table and cracking it open to retrieve some documents. “I have here, the deeds to half of the lands belonging to my pack, ready for transfer of ownership from my family to you. I am ready to pay the sum of one hundred thousand, all in the hope that you will forgive your servant’s transgressions and allow me to leave your home, with my daughter Phyna.” “And your other daughter?” Xaden asked, sounding almost amused. I braced, wishing he’d avoided the subject of me altogether. My father’s face hardened. “Do with her what you wish.” I gasped, the first audible sound I had made since entering the throne room. Several eyes turned to me including that of the two men who were Xaden shrugged. “Fortunately for her, I have no need for a wolfless whore. You may leave with her.” He started to rise. I saw my father hesitate and then he glanced at me, his resolve hardening at whatever he saw. He turned back to the King. “I know her state displeases you, my Lord. But I beg that you keep her here, if only to relieve me of the burden of her presence upon my household. There is no space for Feyre in my pack.” The tears I’d been fighting all along finally rushed to my eyes. “Father.” I gasped, pain, slurring my words. His glare was full of resentment. Xaden looked between us both, clearly amused then he waved his hand at Garrick. “Take her to the harem then. She can serve with the other girls.” With that I was pulled away, the last glimpse of my father was one of him glaring at me with hate.Feyre’s POVI let Garrick lead me out of the throne room unseeingly, tears blinding my gaze and sliding quietly down my cheeks. After a few minutes, I pulled away from him and wiped them off with the back of my hand, preferring to follow on my own. He glanced at me but said nothing, taking his arms off me once I tried to shrug him off and striding so he was firmly in front. We went through the halls of the castle and I could barely notice the surrounding decor, defeated as I was by the proceedings of the meeting I’d just left. Xaden had let me go. Something I hadn’t thought possible. His disinterest had actually worked in my favor. I could have been on my way home by now. I could have had a chance to figure out what to do with my life, even if I was no longer welcome in my pack. I could have been spared this but instead, I was here, being led further and further into the castle that was to be my new prison. And it was all because my father hated me. Hated me for being a disappoi
Feyre’s POVI was led out of the dressing room by Mrs. Esmelda afterwards and taken to the dormitories where the girls slept in shared rooms. The receptionist Garrick and I first met informed the Madame that only two rooms had any free bed spaces. After letting her know which, she was dismissed and Mrs. Esmelda took me back through to the hallways, stopping at one of the doors. She didn’t bother knocking, flinging it open, and striding in like she owned the place. She didn’t but even if she had, some courtesy would surely not be out of place. A small girl with dark brown hair jumped at our intrusion, knocking a bottle of ink off the table she sat at in the process. “Oh!” She exclaimed, scrambling to pick it up. She stood suddenly, knocking the chair with more force than necessary, and the weak, plastic thing toppled backward. “Mishka!” Mrs. Esmelda bellowed. “Sorry! Sorry!” She apologized profusely, dabbing at the ink on the table with a rag. After she was done, s
Feyre’s POVI spent the next day being waxed, scrubbed, oiled, and primed by three maids. I was naked for hours in a large spa-like room where I received what would ordinarily have felt like really nice pampering. Knowing why it was being done, I felt more like a chicken being fattened for slaughter. Or more specifically, an object being beautified for use. After they were done, I was smooth all over, all the hair on every part of my body aside from my head had long disappeared. My skin felt so soft and sensitive. I was slightly disturbed by it. I smelled differently too, not strange considering I’d practically been bathed in several perfumed oils. My nails were perfectly trimmed, the soles of my feet scrubbed till they were soft and pink. I felt like an entirely new being, on the outside at least. Inside, I was miserable. I waded out of the spa room in fluffy slippers and a kimono to see the maid who had escorted me over waiting impatiently. I was starting to learn, here at t
Feyre’s POVI stared at the rigid sex toy in front of me and blushed. All around me, girls were fiddling with theirs, practicing stroking and licking and the seemingly impossible task of putting those things down their throats. Judging by the large, flesh-colored organ on my own workbench, I was clearly expected to do the same thing. I could barely even look at it, much less touch it and make the same choking, gagging sounds the other girls were doing. I stared at my feet, willing the ground to open and give me respite from my embarrassment. The… sex instructor, for lack of a better description for the woman who asked us to do these things, glared at me. “Why aren’t you practicing girl?” I swallowed and stared down at the large, intimidating organ then back at her. “Pick it up.” She growled. I jumped. Many ears and certainly all eyes were on us. Mishka had explained how I didn’t want to attract punishment. From our handlers or instructors or clients or the king himself.
Feyre’s POVI couldn’t imagine what the King would want with me. I tried not to listen to the voice that sneered how it was clear what he wanted. Hadn’t he been incredibly disgusted by me? He hadn’t even wanted me around. Surely he hadn’t changed his mind. I searched Garrick’s face for a hint of whatever was going on but found it blank as usual. “If you’re ready, I will escort you there now.” I looked down at myself. My stylist had done me justice last night, updating my wardrobe to one suiting a lady of the night. I was wearing the most decent outfit I’d been able to find, a lovely pastel pink two-piece with a flimsy kimono over it that might have well-been lingerie for how little it left to the imagination. To think I would be led all the way through the palace halls and have everyone see me in this! It was one thing to endure it within the walls of the harem, but did I have to be gazed upon by anyone who looked? My role here announced by the state of my dress. “I should
Feyre’s POVI couldn’t move. I stood frozen into place staring in fright from the bed to back to Xaden. He was getting angrier with every second I hesitated, but try as I might, I couldn’t force my legs to move further into the bed. I couldn’t force myself to quietly accept this. I turned to him again, the plea on my lips dying at the sight of him rising. I took several fearful steps back but he didn’t approach me. His fingers moved to the rest of the buttons on his long-sleeve shirt, undoing them one by one until they were done and pulling the material off himself. He threw the shirt somewhere behind him without looking. His pants went next, my heart pounding fiercely when he undid his buckle. I trembled, eyes flying shut. I wanted to back away, but I was all too aware of the danger of the bed behind me. The door out of here was so far away. Even if I ran to the bathroom, what would that accomplish but piss him off further? He already looked furious enough, his amber
Feyre’s POVI lay quietly on my bed, staring unblinkingly at the ceiling. Mishka snored lightly from the bed next to mine. She’d come back much later than I had and called out to me. I’d pretended to be asleep though, unable to face anybody just yet. I didn’t think I could form a coherent sentence without dissolving into pathetic tears and I was sure Mishka had her own woes to tend to considering she was coming back almost seven hours later after being called away first. I’d been awake all night, unable to get a wink of sleep. Every sudden sound made me jump, ever terrified that it was the Lycan King coming to vandalize me again. The one time I’d fallen asleep, Xaden’s arms and one good eye had jerked me awake with a choked scream. I was lucky Mishka had been deeply asleep, pulled underneath by her own exhaustion. Ever since then, I remained awake, the jarring memories of the event replaying over and over again in my head. I’d showered after limping back to my room, but I still
Feyre’s POVI tried to hold the pose steady, paying close attention to my form as we’d been instructed by the yoga teacher. My muscles trembled with the effort but I held strong, not wanting her little plastic cane to land on my back again. I envied Mishka beside me, who moved with a grace and effort that I couldn’t dream of managing with my panting lungs and quaking limbs. It was clear that she’d been doing this a while and she very was well toned for it. The instructor moved us through several more poses which I valiantly attempted. It was only on the last one that my muscles gave out with thirty seconds still to go in the allotted time. To my gratitude, she let me have it without any swing of her cane. I panted while the rest of the girls held through until the bell rang. It took a few minutes for me to feel okay enough to rise. Mishka sat for a few minutes as well, but I had a feeling it was more for my benefit than hers. “You okay?” She asked and I nodded with a smile
Feyre’s POVMy eyes closed, pain and shock emanating from my heart. Something was digging into my chest and closing around my already constricted heart. It was going to kill me—“Dymon stop! He’s tied himself with her! She’ll die if you kill him!” I heard someone— Possibly Garrick— scream.There was a moment of hesitation before the pain regressed as suddenly as it came and I started to heal, a dull ache left in its place.I heard a gleeful, maniacal laugh that could only be Xaden’s but it was far away. Dymon was near instead, cradling me into his arms with all the gentleness in the world, a look of worry on his face.“Are you okay?” He said anxiously. Xaden’s growled, cutting off any answer I might have had.“Keep your hands off my mate you filthy blood-sucker!”Dymon gaze flicked to him for a moment, dismissive as ever. One moment we were on the floor of Xaden’s odd shrine, the next he rose with me in his arms, moving with insane speed to another part of the castle.I didn't recogni
Feyre’s POVRetribution came hard and fast, a slap cracking across my cheek. I stumbled backward, clutching one side of my face, saved from tumbling to the floor by the wall that backed me. Xaden looked enraged as he glared down at me.“What right have you to refuse me whore?” He growled, his entire demeanor changing within the twinkle of an eye.“I don't—” A loud, rapid knock interrupted whatever it was I’d been going to say. A good thing too because I certainly would have gotten myself killed if I leaned into this anger. All the spite I felt kept bubbling up to my lips and spilling forth from them. A dangerous thing considering who I was talking to. For the first time since I’d felt it, I tried to control some of that boldness and anger that surged through me. It immediately quietened.Xaden noticed my sudden quiescence enough that his golden eye flicked over to me, a curious glint in them, before turning back to the person who had burst in on us without his permission.It was Garri
Feyre’s POVMy father barely had me for a full hour before I was bundled into a black bulletproof van and whipped away from my childhood home. I hadn’t seen any of my step-siblings and I hadn’t wanted to. Hell, I hadn’t even wanted to see my father. I’d spent the entire time in his custody with my eyes firmly shut, praying to wake up from the horrible dream I was in. He hadn’t said much to me, my father. He’d gruffly asked me if I’d had my first shift now that the curse was lifted. I’d given him a look but hadn’t deigned to respond and after several uneventful tries, he’d left it, and me, well alone.I hadn’t been told but I knew where I was being taken and I dreaded it. I didn’t need to overhear my captors or try to map the direction we were going in. I knew who had made my father kidnap me and give me away immediately without even trying to exploit my newfound powers himself first. I knew whose power and wealth extended through all wolven territories, enough that even the remote isl
Dymon's POVI should never have listened to Golran. In the weeks that followed my return to Drusden, that one regret was at the forefront of my mind.I had previously thought myself above such petty inclinations, but as day after without Feyre’s presence passed, I couldn't help but think how much I missed her. I fell into a petulant gloom, spending most of my days brooding in my office, thinking about her all the time in between a few productive hours when I got things done.Centuries of a life lived made it easy to put things out of mind especially once they were out of sight. Yet, I found myself indulging in memories, not to mention fantasies, all revolving around this one person.She was a slip of a girl. Barely twenty-one and yet had a wariness to her that belied pain lasting a century. Of course, she hadn’t been so wary the last night we’d spent together. No— then she had been confident and bold, brimming with passion and oozing a desire she’d eventually drowned me with.By the g
Feyre’s POVIt had been two weeks since Dymon left the island and it wasn't any easier to accept. I tried, for the most part, to act as normally as possible. I went to meals with my family and got to know them. I went for walks through the garden with my grandfather and heard more tales— not just of my mother— but of the island and dire wolves even.I spoke to Dymon, but only sometimes, on the phone he got me. He sent text messages and I would stare at them for hours, days even, before I replied.I was angry, I think, although I did not dare say it. I didn’t think it my place or right to ask why, to tell him not to go. So I remained silent and occasionally told him I was fine whenever he checked in.That he would run so suddenly, without any explanation after the night we shared threw me off entirely. For a moment, I’d thought there was something between us.Something past the desire that was keeping us going.He hadn't even let us entertain the thought, or really talk about it all be
Dymon’s POVI wasn’t surprised when barely an hour after breakfast, a maid came to request my presence at Golran’s office. The exchange between Feyre and I couldn’t have lasted more than seconds, but it was enough for his sharp eyes to notice and now I suspected I was going to be cross-examined on my intentions or any actions I’d taken on his granddaughter so far. I wasn’t at all ready for it, I had yet to examine my feelings on the drastic way my relationship with Feyre had suddenly… evolved. Still, while I was here, I preferred to sow seeds of goodwill and keep the peace by doing as requested. It would make things easier, not just for me, but for Feyre.With that in mind, I swallowed my longsuffering sigh and followed the maid, allowing her to lead me once again to Golran’s office.He was waiting for me to arrive, his eyes snapping to the door the moment I knocked and opened it. The maid didn’t enter with me and I closed the door behind me before taking one of the seats he silently
Feyre POVI was in a much clearer head space when I woke up the next morning. I sat up feeling better than I could remember feeling in years and blinked at the half-naked vampire standing a few meters beside the bed, murmuring into a phone. A rush of memories from the night before came tumbling into my mind, resulting a rose tinge on my cheeks. There was a dull ache in my limbs, a pleased tingle between my thighs which hinted that a repeat performance would not be out of place.He turned then, crimson eyes catching my gaze and he paused for a moment as we stared at each other.It took a few more moments, but he rounded up his call, staring at me the entire time until he finally hung up. Even then he didn’t look away. He stalked towards me, an appreciative glint in his eyes that made me shiver. It wasn’t until that heated gaze swept down my body and back, the desire in them thickening, that I realized I was naked. Arousal quickened my pulse and puckered my nipples and I shivered again
Feyre’s POVThere was a need in me that I couldn’t put my finger on. I didn’t understand it at first, but it had consumed my every thought since I set my eyes on Dymon again, after returning to consciousness. I didn’t know if it was a side-effect of the spell or if it was something else entirely, but I had been inordinately pleased by him and now, I itched with a desire to make him mine.His lips moved over my own, gentle yet firm and I drank greedily, the flames of need fanning ever so higher. Such exquisite pleasure was foreign to me, yet I embraced it with eagerness and glee that I could hardly believe. Dymon himself was very careful, but then, he always was. His hands rested lightly on my shoulders as if he was doing his best to keep me at bay even as we kissed. Discontent licked at my insides, along with that fiercely burning need again and I did the first thing I was sure would assuage it. I pressed closer against him and the action seemed to please him as much as it did me beca
Dymon’s POVOnce Feyre clung to me, she didn’t want to let go. I couldn’t claim to dislike it, so being the hedonistic creature I was, I eagerly indulged her, slipping my arm around her waist so I could draw her even closer— as close as I could get away with in polite company like this.I ignored the dirty looks the half-breed Elvin witch sent my way, glancing down at Feyre instead. Her purple eyes, brighter and richer somehow, neigh pulsed back at me.“It worked?” She asked, disbelief clear in her voice and a smile tugged at my lips, relief washing through me as the realization hit.She pulled away from me to stare down at her own body and left me mourning the loss of her closeness. Her warmth. Her face held a mixture of wonder and disbelief, even as the realization slowly dawned.“Something feels a little different, but not too much to be honest. I feel… normal.” She said inclining her head as she regarded me. My breath caught in my throat seeing the way her eyes glittered, the unde