THERESA
“Of course, Luna Yulia. I will do this favor,” Nikolai finally responded, and I could tell it was hard to grit out each word. He pressed his lips together in resignation, and then forced the corners of his mouth into a half smile. “Wonderful,” she replied. Without another word, confident that she’d made the correct chess move, she turned on her heal and left the two of us to socialize, I suppose. His eyes bore into me, his face expressionless. He did have a pretty good poker face, but I could still sense everything he was feeling, and it was definitely something along the lines of irritation. But he didn’t speak. Making an effort to avoid awkwardness, I began rambling like I always do in these situations. “Are you excited? It should be a lot of fun tonight! It’s slightly warmer than it has been.” “Hm,” he gave a small nod. Well, okay then. “How has it been joining our pack? Are you getting everything you need?” “Fine.” “Let me know if you have any problems with my brother Tyce. He comes off rough sometimes but he’s a good guy.” No response. “What do you like to do for fun?” Why was this like pulling teeth with him? Why was I trying so hard? I tilted my head, studying him, making it clear I was waiting for a response. He stared back. Once again, I was reminded of what a nice face he had. He clearly hadn’t shaved in a few days, which left him with overgrown stubble covering his angular and well-sculpted face, giving him a sexy, scruffy look. He was like a supermodel, so gorgeous it was simply unfair. For a moment, something flickered in his silver eyes—pain, hesitation? But it was gone before I could place it. His face hardened once more. "We don’t have to make conversation," he muttered. “Let’s just get this over with.” Ouch! I was just trying to be nice. And, to think, I could have been running with my friends, having a great time. But his sadness still made its presence known, and I squared my shoulders. His bad attitude probably had nothing to do with me so I shouldn’t take it personally. “Jade Moon Pack!” My father, Alpha Lance’s voice rang out, hushing the large crowd. He continued on to give his monthly speech to the pack. Well, not so much his anymore. Ever since he found his mate, Tyce changed. While I always knew he had it in him, it wasn’t easy being raised to become alpha by two alphas that very much were not going to give up their power without a fight. He’d really stepped up lately. Which I’d noticed even though I wasn’t home from school much. As my dad’s speech ended, the crowd disbursed. I followed in Alpha Nikolai’s footsteps. I guess I probably could have split at this point, and promised not to tell my mother if he didn’t run with me. He’d be relieved as it clearly wasn’t in his plans to babysit a full-grown woman tonight. But, I can’t lie, I kind of liked the idea of spending some time with him. Maybe he’d open up more and—ok—he was hot! Who wouldn’t be ecstatic if their mom dumped the werewolf equivalent of Austin Butler in her lap? As we barely made it past the edge of the gathering, Nikolai began shrugging off his coat. “Oh, uh, sorry, I’m just going to go a little further in. But meet you back here?” Not that I wouldn’t mind getting a glance at what he looked like underneath the heavy coat. I just didn’t exactly feel comfortable stripping here, in front of him, and basically anyone in the pack that might walk by. He grunted with a small nod. That was probably the best I was going to get. I crunched through the snow to find a good rock to hide behind. Once I found a good spot with a decent branch to hang my clothes on, I looked around just to make sure I was safe. Only then did I unravel my scarf along with everything else. Once I’d gotten the last sock off, I immediately shifted, my bones stretched my skin to rearrange themselves, nails turned to claws that tore through the tips of my fingers and toes, and fur sprouted, being immediately blown back by the chilling Alaska wind. I sunk my paws into the snow and headed back to where I’d come from. I’d been told my wolf looked like the smaller version of Tyce’s. I think they only said that because we had similar, black-tipped brown fur. I’d seen pictures of our wolves together, and I didn’t see much of a resemblance outside that. We had totally different face ships, and that lucky son of a gun had gotten the long, lush fur. I’d taken more after my mother in that respect. Her whole family had much shorter, albeit thick to survive the cold eastern European winters, fur. Silver lightbulbs tipped me off to his location. Not that I needed them to identify the person I was looking for. I could smell him from yards away. Goodness, that scent! Maybe if I teased him a bit, it would get him to lighten up. As soon as I reached him, he launched forward, barely even acknowledging my presence. I followed right after him. He picked up speed and I wondered if he was trying to outrun me. Tough luck with that! With my dad’s training plan of torture, I had no problem keeping up with anyone. When his run turned into a sprint, I followed, racing him deep into the frozen tundra. I easily dodged the rocky outcroppings he did, and hopped across frozen rivers, following right in his pawprints. As we approached a rugged, snow-covered ridge I was very familiar with by now, I hatched a plan to shake him up a bit. He continued running down the opening that was a path during the summer, and I sprinted up a small ledge, doubling my speed. I got there with perfect timing, leaping up and landing right in front of him, sinking into the snow. He tried to stop, but still ended up slamming right into me. I had just enough time to get low to the ground, so he tripped over the top of me, sending him flying into a pile of snow. He growled and flailed his limbs frantically as he got himself up.THERESANikolai tried to stop, but still ended up slamming right into me. I had just enough time to get low to the ground, so he tripped over the top of me, sending him flying into a pile of snow. He growled and flailed his limbs frantically as he got himself up.If I could have, I would’ve laughed. Any one of my friends would have thought it was the funniest thing ever. We were constantly playing around in our wolf forms, play wrestling, racing, and playing silly tricks like the one I just did. But when he glanced at me, there was no humor in his eyes. Yikes, he really was a grump.Just as quickly as he’d tumbled, he got right back to it, flying across the snow-covered expanse. I followed right behind. At this point, I was determined to get him to see that I was a fun time and not just a little puppy that had to be babysat. I gained some speed on him. When I was well in front of him and right at a fork in the trail, I fell to the ground and howled as if I were injured and in pain. He
NIKOLAIFor the first time in a very long time, I didn’t wake with the sensation of my lungs caving in, a loss of will to live, a darkness choking me to the point I wasn’t certain whether or not I was drowning. I woke to a stillness. And something else. A pull, a heat curling in my gut, a raw, aching hunger that had nothing to do with survival.For the first time in months, my focus had shifted to how stiff my morning wood was—swollen with what had to be every drop of blood in my body. I groaned. I didn’t masturbate much these days, but, boginya moya, my dick was hard and desperate for some attention.I shifted onto my back, only to realize my arm was pinned down by something warm. Something solid. I forced my lids open, only to be met with a mess of dark hair spilling over my arm, her warmth seeping into my skin. The aroma of an addictive, haunting scent that had taken up permanent residence in my brain no matter how hard I tried to scrub it out.My pulse kicked up—not from fear, but
NIKOLAIThis girl did not dress modestly for bed. She was in a light pink, thin, loose tank top with a deep, plunging neckline. The soft brown nipple of one breast was openly exposed, and the other may as well have been too with how thin and sheer the material covering it was.My entire body locked up and heat punched through me. She was so beautiful I could barely breathe.I didn’t mean to look, but, for fuck’s sake!I’m sure I did a terrible job hiding my gawking because she followed my gaze downward and reddened even more—her entire chest flushing scarlet. As soon as she brought her hands to her chest to adjust her top and cover herself, I compelled my eyes upward. I was clearly not being a gentleman. I forced myself not to think about how remarkably pert and flawless her breasts were—the perfect handful that would fit so nicely in my palm—while painfully aware that my cock was still throbbing, and my inner wolf was clawing at my insides with a carnal need to mount her. I’d never f
Author's Note: Several characters in this book are native Russian speakers. To avoid repetitive clarifications throughout the text, assume the following:If a conversation takes place between characters who are native Russian speakers, they are speaking in Russian unless otherwise stated.If a conversation includes one or more native English speakers, it is in English unless otherwise indicated.This approach allows for a more seamless reading experience while maintaining linguistic authenticity.***THERESAHalf-full. Between the two options, that’s the perspective I preferred. It’s not that bad things never happened—I was only mortal after all. But attitude was everything. And a good attitude was particularly important at that very moment as the crushing weight of a sandbag dug into my shoulders, snow crunched under my winter hiking boots, and wind cut at the exposed sliver of skin between my gaiter and hat. I climbed, each step more precarious than the last on the icy slope."Faste
NIKOLAIForty. That's how many pack members were left in Severnaya Zvezda Pack, including me. A nice, even forty. Our pack had never been particularly large. As opposed to some packs in Russia and other post-Soviet states, where numbers could climb to ten thousand, ours had always maintained a balance of around a thousand. Now only scraps remained of what we had been.After months of coordinating with my late beta’s aunt, Julia Tikaani (née Yulia Vovchenko), we had finally arrived at her pack. When we first fled our war-torn home, we traveled in our wolf forms, carrying only what we could carry as we crossed into Moldova. From there, it took nearly three days by air to reach Alaska.We had left just about everything behind, and a sliver of hope remained.As generous as Luna Yulia’s invitation was, we couldn’t depend on her hospitality forever. Our pack needed stability—a place to truly call home. With my newly elected beta, Sasha, at my side—a man as ruthless in battle as I was—I set
NIKOLAI"Za zdarovye," Sasha and I toasted each other, and I took a gulp of the vodka. After piling our kill in a shed the pack had for exactly that, he invited me over to the beta wing of the packhouse to throw back a few."Not bad, eh?" he asked."Not bad," I replied.He gave my shoulder a shake. "Hey, Volkov, loosen up. Life's getting better. We're free now."I grunted.Sasha was my good friend going back to when we were pups. People had always remarked we could pass for brothers. They clearly lacked keen eyes. Sure, we both sported thick blond hair and tall frames—although I had at least a good ten centimeters on him—our facial shapes were much different. His was more rotund, and his cheeks constantly reddened with emotion.My features were far sharper, and hardened, and had become even more so in the past year. At times, I looked in the mirror, and I saw my late father staring back at me. His ghost haunted me from the beyond, shaping my features to mimic the forehead furrows, lif
GINGERMy twin sister Paige finished twisting the last bit of my hair around her curling wand and sprayed it down with hairspray. "I miss this." She let out a deep sigh, sitting back on her heels, her body collapsing a bit. We had gathered on the floor of her bedroom while getting ready for the evening—the bedroom that wouldn’t be hers much longer. She would be the last to flee the coop, leaving our parents to an empty nest—something our mother couldn’t stop being melodramatic about. Her wedding was in a matter of days, which was the reason I had flown back to Vermont with my mate Tyce."It's not that much different from when I was in school," I replied, my stomach squeezing a bit, but needing to put a positive spin on our situation."Yeah, but you were at least home for the entire summer then. Now I'll probably only see you a week a year or something like that."Nonchalantly, I blurted, "Maybe the family can move to Alaska." At first, I meant it as an offhand remark that I knew wasn’
GINGER“Okay, I really thought the people out tonight wouldn’t be so… old,” Lucy said.I sighed but figured I should just make the best of it. Maybe once I got back to Alaska I could meet some friends that knew how to party for real. Not that there were many places to go out in the middle of nowhere where I lived. And it was so strictly conservative too. More so than the pack I’d grown up in, which was saying something.“Here, take these!” Lucy handed Paige and me fake IDs that, as usual, looked nothing like us. She then draped about a pound of penis necklaces on everyone.We all marched in, and everyone’s eyes instantly went to us. Lucy made a beeline for the bar and started ordering us drinks before anyone could protest. I followed her, excited to get my drink on. The bar was playing my favorite Mariah Carey Christmas song, and I was ready to start dancing.After we all had our drinks in hand, an older man with a grey beard asked, “What is this all about? A birthday?”I blinked a fe
NIKOLAIThis girl did not dress modestly for bed. She was in a light pink, thin, loose tank top with a deep, plunging neckline. The soft brown nipple of one breast was openly exposed, and the other may as well have been too with how thin and sheer the material covering it was.My entire body locked up and heat punched through me. She was so beautiful I could barely breathe.I didn’t mean to look, but, for fuck’s sake!I’m sure I did a terrible job hiding my gawking because she followed my gaze downward and reddened even more—her entire chest flushing scarlet. As soon as she brought her hands to her chest to adjust her top and cover herself, I compelled my eyes upward. I was clearly not being a gentleman. I forced myself not to think about how remarkably pert and flawless her breasts were—the perfect handful that would fit so nicely in my palm—while painfully aware that my cock was still throbbing, and my inner wolf was clawing at my insides with a carnal need to mount her. I’d never f
NIKOLAIFor the first time in a very long time, I didn’t wake with the sensation of my lungs caving in, a loss of will to live, a darkness choking me to the point I wasn’t certain whether or not I was drowning. I woke to a stillness. And something else. A pull, a heat curling in my gut, a raw, aching hunger that had nothing to do with survival.For the first time in months, my focus had shifted to how stiff my morning wood was—swollen with what had to be every drop of blood in my body. I groaned. I didn’t masturbate much these days, but, boginya moya, my dick was hard and desperate for some attention.I shifted onto my back, only to realize my arm was pinned down by something warm. Something solid. I forced my lids open, only to be met with a mess of dark hair spilling over my arm, her warmth seeping into my skin. The aroma of an addictive, haunting scent that had taken up permanent residence in my brain no matter how hard I tried to scrub it out.My pulse kicked up—not from fear, but
THERESANikolai tried to stop, but still ended up slamming right into me. I had just enough time to get low to the ground, so he tripped over the top of me, sending him flying into a pile of snow. He growled and flailed his limbs frantically as he got himself up.If I could have, I would’ve laughed. Any one of my friends would have thought it was the funniest thing ever. We were constantly playing around in our wolf forms, play wrestling, racing, and playing silly tricks like the one I just did. But when he glanced at me, there was no humor in his eyes. Yikes, he really was a grump.Just as quickly as he’d tumbled, he got right back to it, flying across the snow-covered expanse. I followed right behind. At this point, I was determined to get him to see that I was a fun time and not just a little puppy that had to be babysat. I gained some speed on him. When I was well in front of him and right at a fork in the trail, I fell to the ground and howled as if I were injured and in pain. He
THERESA “Of course, Luna Yulia. I will do this favor,” Nikolai finally responded, and I could tell it was hard to grit out each word. He pressed his lips together in resignation, and then forced the corners of his mouth into a half smile. “Wonderful,” she replied. Without another word, confident that she’d made the correct chess move, she turned on her heal and left the two of us to socialize, I suppose. His eyes bore into me, his face expressionless. He did have a pretty good poker face, but I could still sense everything he was feeling, and it was definitely something along the lines of irritation. But he didn’t speak. Making an effort to avoid awkwardness, I began rambling like I always do in these situations. “Are you excited? It should be a lot of fun tonight! It’s slightly warmer than it has been.” “Hm,” he gave a small nod. Well, okay then. “How has it been joining our pack? Are you getting everything you need?” “Fine.” “Let me know if you have any problems with my broth
THERESA The excitement in the air was palpable. The whole pack had gathered on the airplane runway. This was the one part of the pack that was consistently plowed so that we’d continue to receive food and supplies throughout the harsh winters after we gave up on plowing everything else, especially the roads that lead to the main highway. It was how I was able to get back and forth from school during the holidays. Full moon runs were a long-time tradition of our pack’s and one of my favorite celebrations during the long, cold, sunless winters. Even when seasonal depression tried to sink its way into my bones and pull my spirit away, these runs tended to give me the adrenaline I needed to keep going. There was something magical about an entire community coming together to expel all their energy in the wilderness, and then subsequently feast together on the kill we’d contributed to the celebration. My heart was full of gratitude in knowing that no matter how tough things got, this pack
TYSON‘Twas several nights after the winter solstice (and one night after Christmas) when all through the packhouse, not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse. And thank the Goddess for that, because we weren’t really big fans of mice around here. At least I wasn’t. Although, I had come to warm up to rats… well, some very specific pet rats. Other than that, still wasn’t a big fan.But you know what I was a fan of? T&A, especially when that T&A was attached to my perfect, voluptuous, thick AF fiancée and mate. My mate that was very conspicuously missing from my bed. I had gotten used to having her warm body next to mine every night, and every inch of my skin was practically tingling with the loss of her. Because her family was very religious, it had been decided that we would stay in separate housing situations during the duration of our trip to her old pack. She at her parents’ home, and I at the packhouse of my ally, the Midnight Maple Pack.I knew she planned to go back to schoo
GINGER“Okay, I really thought the people out tonight wouldn’t be so… old,” Lucy said.I sighed but figured I should just make the best of it. Maybe once I got back to Alaska I could meet some friends that knew how to party for real. Not that there were many places to go out in the middle of nowhere where I lived. And it was so strictly conservative too. More so than the pack I’d grown up in, which was saying something.“Here, take these!” Lucy handed Paige and me fake IDs that, as usual, looked nothing like us. She then draped about a pound of penis necklaces on everyone.We all marched in, and everyone’s eyes instantly went to us. Lucy made a beeline for the bar and started ordering us drinks before anyone could protest. I followed her, excited to get my drink on. The bar was playing my favorite Mariah Carey Christmas song, and I was ready to start dancing.After we all had our drinks in hand, an older man with a grey beard asked, “What is this all about? A birthday?”I blinked a fe
GINGERMy twin sister Paige finished twisting the last bit of my hair around her curling wand and sprayed it down with hairspray. "I miss this." She let out a deep sigh, sitting back on her heels, her body collapsing a bit. We had gathered on the floor of her bedroom while getting ready for the evening—the bedroom that wouldn’t be hers much longer. She would be the last to flee the coop, leaving our parents to an empty nest—something our mother couldn’t stop being melodramatic about. Her wedding was in a matter of days, which was the reason I had flown back to Vermont with my mate Tyce."It's not that much different from when I was in school," I replied, my stomach squeezing a bit, but needing to put a positive spin on our situation."Yeah, but you were at least home for the entire summer then. Now I'll probably only see you a week a year or something like that."Nonchalantly, I blurted, "Maybe the family can move to Alaska." At first, I meant it as an offhand remark that I knew wasn’
NIKOLAI"Za zdarovye," Sasha and I toasted each other, and I took a gulp of the vodka. After piling our kill in a shed the pack had for exactly that, he invited me over to the beta wing of the packhouse to throw back a few."Not bad, eh?" he asked."Not bad," I replied.He gave my shoulder a shake. "Hey, Volkov, loosen up. Life's getting better. We're free now."I grunted.Sasha was my good friend going back to when we were pups. People had always remarked we could pass for brothers. They clearly lacked keen eyes. Sure, we both sported thick blond hair and tall frames—although I had at least a good ten centimeters on him—our facial shapes were much different. His was more rotund, and his cheeks constantly reddened with emotion.My features were far sharper, and hardened, and had become even more so in the past year. At times, I looked in the mirror, and I saw my late father staring back at me. His ghost haunted me from the beyond, shaping my features to mimic the forehead furrows, lif