Isabella pov I'm not interested in staying here and listening to whatever is going on here, taking a step back Silas' eyes meet mine and I just turn around and walk fast back to my car. I se Silas coming after me but he is clearly drunk and not as fast as I am, the car starts to roll and I hear Silas shout out after me and he tries to open the car door which is locked. I don’t look his way and when the car takes off I don't hear him anymore. Looking out the window I se houses rush by and I feel heavy in my heart, I was ready to listen to him and have a talk. I hoped it would be the old Silas I was going to meet today, but instead, I got disappointed again. I know after Saturday when I reveal the truth to him he will be furious, and if I ever would have a chance to talk to him about everything that happened before, now was my time. I have a few questions for him and would like to know if he kept any memory from our daughter, I just hope he still has them and I could get a chance to se
Isabella pov Coming to work the next day I'm already exhausted, I didn’t get much sleep last night. Had a lot of work I needed to get done and I texted Nelly through the office computer I need a new mobile phone when I come to work. Opening the door to my office there is already a new phone and new number, turning it on I see they have already fixed all my numbers for my family and work. Placing my bag down I start to text Mia about what I needed her to help me with and she answer back it will be done right away. I have hired her on full time and I haven’t regretted it at all, she is one of my best employees to get things done and I know she can handle it. When I come back from my trip I will take some time and spend it with her, I want to know everything that happened in her life and with Danny. Right now I need to focus on my work and the fact everything will be brought to the surface in just a few days, and to top it off his wife has a meeting with me tomorrow and grandpa is goi
Isabella povI couldn't find out who told Kian about my meeting and he wouldn’t say where he heard about it. I had to give up and let him go to sleep, I asked him again this morning before I went to work but he only said he heard something about it. I have to talk to him later if he is worried about me, right now there is a lot to handle at work before I can go back home.There is a knock on my office door and Danny comes inside. He walks over to my desk and places some papers down on it." Here are your ticket and your passport you need, all the information you need at the old office and your papers if anything happens when you are over there. You have to keep them close to you all the time! Don’t lose them or it will take me some time to get it fixed" I look at the papers and there is a lot of information I will have to dive into once my work today is over." I got it! Have you everything else under control?" I ask him when he sits down in a chair." yes, all that's left is a securi
Isabella povI have to take a hold of the back of the chair I am standing behind, clearly I must have heard wrong! This can’t be right. I try to gather my thoughts and raise my eyes to look at Susan again." Sorry I must have heard you wrong! Can you repeat that?" I say to her and take a large inhale to have some oxygen in my system. I clearly have forgotten how to breathe and the lack of air had made me think I heard something I imagine." meet my partner and the father of our child!" She says and I just stare at her, my mind keeps spinning and if I don't take a seat I am certain I'm going to faint. I walk around the armchair without letting go of it and drop down on the chair when I come in front of it. I rest my head in my hands and try to just keep breathing, everyone is silent and giving me the time I need to try and prosses what she just told me.After a moment I rise my head and look at her, I se she just sits there calmly and waiting for my response." Can you please explain!"
Isabella povI see her take another sip before she puts the glass down." my brother here got sick with cancer a few years back and none of us knew if he was going to survive. He has always known my partner and he offered us to donate some of his sperm to inseminate her. Silas didn’t want to be a donor! He said it only belongs to you and he can’t put a child into this world if it wasn’t with you!"I can’t help the tears that slip down my cheeks and I try to wipe them away. This is starting to get too much for me!" I respected him for it and was happy my brother offered to donate. Today we have our beautiful son! Silas has signed the papers and he is his son even if it isn’t by blood. One day when he is older we are going to tell him the truth" I feel how my tears just keep flooding down and can’t believe how incredible Silas has been to them.I pour myself another large glass and rise from my chair. Walking over to my window I sip on my drink and try to sort out my thoughts. I hear s
Isabella pov"Bella wake up!" I hear a voice far away and I try to block it out. I feel like my head is about to explode and my mouth is dryer than the dessert."Bella you need to wake up!" I hear the voice closer and someone is shaking me awake. Trying to open my heavy eyelids I see Mia's face close to mine. She has an annoying smile on her lips." fuck Mia let me be!" I say to her and try to close my eyes again." Well it’s not me who needs to be at the hospital in less than 15 minutes and you stinking of booze! Had a nice party by yourself?" Her words register in my mind and I sit up.Looking around I find I'm still at my office but laying on my couch. I have the same clothes as yesterday and one empty whiskey bottle is laying on the floor.She picks it up and holds it in front of her." did you drink all this by yourself?" She says and looks at me." that would explain why you look like a dead rat" she chuckles and I just roll my eyes at her, and rise from the couch." well I am y
Isabella pov The car comes to stop by the cemetery and I look out the window. It has been years since I was here and I can’t help the guilt I feel for not visiting my daughter. Opening the door I slowly get outside. I should have brought some flowers to the grave, but I just have to do that another day. My feet start to carry me over the cemetery until I find myself standing in front of the grave. I see her grave has flowers and candles! Someone has put down a lot of effort to look after it and plant all these flowers. I break down in tears and I hold my hand over my mouth to keep myself from screaming out the pain I feel. I hate this! My baby girl is laying in front of me and I haven’t visited her in years. I should have been the one to plant the flowers and take care of her grave. What kind of mother am I to not even be back here, just pushing the memory of her aside. Like she never even happened! I try to calm down but my mind is a complete mess and the pain I feel by looking at
Isabella povI collect myself on the ride home and when the car come to a stop outside I walk straight up to my boy's room, finding them in the playroom. Kian is the first to notice me and runs over to give me a hug. Taking him in my arms I hold him tight until I feel Alex beside me and squat down and pull him in my arms too.I hold them tight until they start to protest and want to be free." mommy are you sad?" Comes Kian's voice and I let go of them and look at him. He always knows what I feel." Are you sad we are going away?" I give him a smile." I'm going to miss my boys terribly when you are on vacation, but I'm happy for you and will be here waiting when you come back!" I kiss him on the cheek and then give Alex one." then why are you sad?" He won’t give up on his question. I sigh and look at him, I can’t tell them what's going on around them." I just had a bad day at work!" I say and give him a smile to reassure him I'm fine." well have you started to pack your bags yet?"