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Isabella povI collect myself on the ride home and when the car come to a stop outside I walk straight up to my boy's room, finding them in the playroom. Kian is the first to notice me and runs over to give me a hug. Taking him in my arms I hold him tight until I feel Alex beside me and squat down and pull him in my arms too.I hold them tight until they start to protest and want to be free." mommy are you sad?" Comes Kian's voice and I let go of them and look at him. He always knows what I feel." Are you sad we are going away?" I give him a smile." I'm going to miss my boys terribly when you are on vacation, but I'm happy for you and will be here waiting when you come back!" I kiss him on the cheek and then give Alex one." then why are you sad?" He won’t give up on his question. I sigh and look at him, I can’t tell them what's going on around them." I just had a bad day at work!" I say and give him a smile to reassure him I'm fine." well have you started to pack your bags yet?"
Isabella pov My heels make the only sound on the pavement, I'm walking closer to my office building, and with every step I take I try to calm my raising heart down. I didn’t get any sleep at all last night, my mind kept spinning with all my thoughts. From everything that happened in the past until this moment, the things Susan told me to Silas' pain. I went back and forth between my room and my kid's room, the whole night. I have made up my mind a long time ago! Even if Silas won’t hurt me or try to take my boys away from me I know Isac would do everything he can to take them away from me. If he knows Silas and Susans' son isn’t his then there is no say of what he will do. One thing I have learned these years is to never let my guard down! Isac is an enemy who won’t hesitate to take me out if he can. Walking up to my office I meet Danny outside and the guards who went to pick me up this morning stayed downstairs to guard the entrance. There are guards on every corner and I'm going
Isabella pov I see Isac snapping his head in my direction and his eyes are looking at mine, I see something that looks like guilt in his eyes before his face turns into stone. Just as I remembered him, hard as a stone and never shoved any feelings. " you wanted this meeting so just get down to it!" His stern voice speaks up. Isac is still almost as tall as Silas and his father. His stern gaze on me doesn't affect me at all and I motion for them all to take a seat. I walk over to my chair and get stopped by Martin who takes my hand and shakes it. " nice to see you again Belle!" He says and I just give him a small smile. I will see if he feels the same way after this meeting. He takes a seat in the middle with Isac on one side and his wife on the other, Silas takes the end and his intense gaze is on me all the time. Danny walks over to my side and gives my shoulder a squeeze. Looking up at him he gives me a nod to reassure me it’s alright. Turning my head to look back at Silas he s
Isabella povI wipe away my tears only to have new ones spilling over, all the hurt is back and my anger just makes it worse." I did no such thing! When I came back you were gone and I never heard from you again! I never gave the orders to my guards!" He says with anger and shock in his voice before he snaps his head to Isac, I follow his motion and see how Isac has sunk down in his seat and keeps his eyes to the floor." you fucker I will kill you with my bare hands for this!" Silas is about to jump Isac when his guards stop him and Martin stands in the way of him." you already have a son and she clearly doesn't want you to be a part of their lives so why don't you just sign the papers and we can talk about this later!" I look at Isac when he speaks to Silas and I can’t believe how heartless he sounds.A chair gets thrown in the air and I snap my head to the side and se Silas being held back by several of the security guards in the room." you will not live another day for this! An
Isabella povOn the car ride home I don’t say anything just holding my boys close to me. Theo rides in his own car with his driver, I know he is following behind and I guess he is feeling bad for turning up with my boys.When we arrive at the house we get out and walk straight up to their room, I need to have a talk with them. Theo comes rushing in just when we have taken a seat in the playroom." I'm sorry sis! The kids wanted to see you and said it was important to go to you straight away. If I had known we wouldn’t have come!" I look at Theo and back to my boys, seeing them booths sitting with their heads hanging low." you two heard what Danny said last night outside your room didn’t you?" I look between them and can se how they are ashamed." yes, mommy!" Comes Kian's voice and I reach for them and pull them to my lap. Holding them tight and giving them a kiss on their heads." I have told you, boys, before that I have guards with me all the time and you are not allowed to barge
Isabella povHow she got my number is beyond me but I don’t mind too much, I really like her so far" What's the problem?" I ask her"Can you come to the bar bad luck right now?" I sigh and look down at my body. I'm drenched in water and just standing here in a towel." give me half an hour and I will be there!" I tell her and hang up the phone. Putting it down I walk back into the bathroom and pull out the plug to the bathtub.Getting in the shower to rinse off the soap before I get out again and dry myself on a towel. Trying to hurry I put on some underwear and just took out a tight dress. When I'm done dressing I dry my hair quickly and look in the mirror. Well, this will just have to do, I have no energy left to put on some makeup or fancier clothes.Putting on a coat before I head out the door in my high heels. Whatever she wants I hope it will be a quick visit.When I come down the stairs I find Anna in the kitchen." I need to go but when I come back I want to hear everything f
Isabella povA hand comes out and grabs my arm and yanks me down, only for me to lose my balance and fall on top of Silas." My Belle!" He says to me and holds me tight. I try to climb off him when his other hand comes around my neck and he pulls me down so my lips press against his." I'm not letting you go," he says and plants a kiss on my lips. I break free from him." Well, you have to because we are outside your apartment and I need to get you upstairs. Getting out of the car I take his hand and help him outside." Where is your driver?" He says when we are outside the car." I drove myself!" I just state and start to pull him with me." I'm impressed!" He says and drapes an arm around my shoulders to get some support when we walk up. Coming inside the building I press on the elevator and he leans on the wall on one side and holds his arm over me while we wait. It was a mission to get him all the way up and into his apartment.When we finally are inside I take him over to his bed
Isabella povWhen I got back last night I went straight up to my room, didn’t want to meet anyone. I tried to sleep but every time I closed my eyes I saw Silas' room in front of me and the time he have put down on trying to find me. All these years he never gave up! A part of me wishes I never saw it, I have heard from Susan that he never stopped searching for me but it's a different story to actually se it for myself.When I couldn't sleep I started to pack up the things I need to take with me when I travel back. The whole night I walked around my room and tried different clothes, when it was morning I packed the last clothes and looked around my room. I must have pulled out every piece of clothes I own from my closet, without me even knowing I did it.Well, my mind was somewhere else completely.I sigh and start to put all my clothes back and have them neatly hung in my closet. It takes me quite a long time before I am almost done.There is a knock on my door and Kian and Alex come
Silas povHolding her small tiny hand in mine while I look down at our new creation.She is absolutely perfect!Just like her beautiful mother.Smiling at her when I see her eyes trying to adjust to the light in the room. She looks just like her bigger sister when she was born with black hair. That's what she got from me, the rest she is a copy of her mother."We are done and everything is perfect! You can take her back to her mother!" The nurse says while I hold our daughter in my arms."Alright!" I answer her and start to walk out of the room with her. Holding the blanket tighter around her while making my way over to her room.Pushing the door open when we reach her room and find my beautiful wife sitting on the bed and folding some clothes.When she hears the door being opened she lifts her head and looks in our direction.After all these years she still has me weak in my knees.The day I saw her in the school hallway I knew she was my other half!The one I couldn't live without,
Isabella pov Five years later. Sitting outside in the garden with my brother and his wife and Susan and her partner. We are having a barbecue and just waiting for the rest of our friends to arrive. Our kids are running around and playing while we are enjoying a glass of wine. "Where is Silas?" Susan asks after a little while. "Our princess didn't want to wear the blue dress so she had her dad take her up to change it!" I say and smile at the thought. "Well, she really has her dad wrapped around her finger!" Theo says and we all laugh. He is right about that! "She is just three, wait till she becomes a teenager and he will be buying her everything she is pointing at!" Susan says and if it was just when she is three. "He already does with all our kids! I'm trying to have him stop but there is no point, he does it anyway" I tell them when Susan's baby wakes up and she gets up to pick her up. They went through another insemination with another donor so Susan could carry a child and
Isabella povSix months later!"How is my wife doing today!" Silas says in the doorway before he walks inside to us. I'm sitting and breastfeeding our son on the bed. Looking at my handsome husband I get a warm feeling in my body.These months have been intense after the wedding and moving in together.Silas has been a rock holding me up with taking care of our big boys and my company besides his own. Never complaining just doing what needs to be done.He sold his house to Susan and moved in with us right after the wedding. It came naturally and having Susan and her family living close to us has been wonderful. Our boys are playing every chance they get and our dinner nights together is the best.The bed dips behind me and he wraps his arms around us and looks down on our son when he is eating. Leaning my head against his I love these moments together."Are our boys on their way to preschool?" I ask him since I know they are supposed to go today."Yes! Lucas is driving them there righ
Isabella pov.In my hallway, there are candles placed on the floor and some rose petals. I look around and try to figure out what they are up to.The trace leads over to the stairs and all the way up to the second floor.I feel a hand on my shoulder and Susan's voice comes to my ear."Why don't you follow the trace!" She says and I take a moment before I slowly start to walk up the stairs. I don't hear anyone besides Mia and Susans walking a bit behind me.When I reach the top of the stairs I see the trace of rose petals going over to my bedroom. He has been planning this that is easy to understand, I just can't think of what it is.Reaching my door I take a breath before pushing it open and walking inside.I halt and just stare at my bed!On it lies a gorgeous wedding dress and a card. My hand goes up and covers my mouth in shock! I can't believe what he has planned."Why don't you read the note!" Mia says and places an arm around my shoulders. I'm stunned and can't move from my plac
Isabella povI feel him caress my belly and roll over on my side away from him. Only to hear him chuckle at me."No! Just a little bit longer" I say and try to block him out of my mind. I don't want to get up yet."You have promised Susan and Mia to go to the spa today. You need to get up right now if you are going to get ready in time" he says and tries to have me roll back to my back. I do it and open my eyes to find him looking down at me."Or you could go instead of me and just let me sleep the day away!" He chuckles and places a kiss on my nose."You think I would look good in nail polish!" He says and lifts the quilt off me. I hate it when he does it!"It's freezing on the floor!" I say and rise up and sigh when I place my feet on the floor. Silas walks over and hands me my clothes."Just go and get ready! They are here in just a few minutes" I get up and head to the bathroom to get ready. Take my time and do my business.Pulling my pants up I struggle to get them over my bump,
Isabella povIt has been two intense weeks with Silas and Danny constantly being around me. They have to get off my back soon or I'm about to lose my sanity.It's Friday and I have taken the rest of the day off.We have been on another ultrasound and looking at the picture in my hand I feel relief it's still looking good with the baby, my blood is looking better and I just need to keep going the way I am."How do you feel?" Silas says and takes my hand in his while driving the car."It's all good!" I say and turn my head and look at him."If you regret and want to know what we are having I can make a call any time!" Hi says and glances at me a second before looking back at the road. I turn my head and look down at the picture in my hand." I don't care what we are having! Just want the baby to be healthy and make it all the way. The rest can be a surprise" I tell him what I feel. There are a lot of weeks left in this pregnancy and I'm just taking it one day at a time.He squeezes my h
Isabella povThe following day I have to go to my office, there have been several meetings I have canceled and need to have done. I can't keep them waiting any longer.Silas had some things he needed to do today and it had me puzzled. He seemed so secretly like he was hiding something from me.I tried to get it out of him but he only said there was something urgent he needed to solve.I gave up and let him be before I left to go to work.My driver wanted to know everything about the accident and what happened and I told him everything he wanted to know. I like him and I'm happy for Anna to find such a nice man after she lost her husband.When we arrive at my office I get out and Danny is waiting by the entrance door for me."Hi, Bella! I'm here to follow you up to your office and go over with you what security you will have around you at the office from now!" I look at him for a moment and have a strong feeling Silas has a hand in this. I sigh and walk beside him."Let me guess. Silas
Isabella povFollowing after them I quicken my phase!" well, technically it belongs to them!" Comes a voice and I snap my head up to se Silas leaning at the glass door to a porch and booth boys is clinging to his legs.I just look at him with shock and back at the beach." Are you serious with me now!" He flashes a big smile at me and I just stand there looking at him."how long have you known we lived this close?" I ask and walk closer." Since the day you left to go back to your old home! But I guess our boys knew before anyone of us did " he say and looks down at them, I walk up to him and look between them." I can't believe it!" I say and he chuckles before grabbing me and wrapping me up in his arms." If I had known sooner I would have come the first day you moved here," he say and kiss me." and how long have you lived here?" I have to ask." A little over two years, I live here and at the apartment" he trails small kisses down my jaw when I hear Susan shouting inside the hous
Isabella povWaking up the next morning to Silas' warm body against mine, his arm are draped around my waist. I don't want to wake him up but I really need to use the bathroom.Lifting his arm carefully off me I get out of his grip and slowly make my way out of the bed. Placing my feets down on the cold floor I already regret leaving the warm bed but I have to use the toilet.Walking soundlessly over to the bathroom I take my time and do my business. Washing my hands I look down at the ring and have a hard time believing he went all in on this yesterday.Last time he never got the chance to propose, we just had a rushed wedding. This time things might be different.Opening the door I find Silas awake and looking at me when I walk out of the bathroom."Come here!" He says and lifts the quilt off him. I walk over and get under it with him. He pulls me to his chest when I place my cold feets on his ankles, he hisses from the coldness."Gee! you are cold!" He says" just my feets. Mabie g